Holy Love Alina

Chapter 5

"Be careful!", cried Heru a little loudly in his panic.

Alina tried to get up and break away from the hand of Heru supporting her body.

Finally Alina managed to stand on her own feet and set her hunting breath.

"Sorry." he said softly.

Seeing Alina's pale face and a little fear made Heru feel guilty.

"I should be the one who's sorry, sorry I came all of a sudden and surprised you almost to fall..."

Alina nodded and smiled faintly, then turned around and prepared to walk away. But at the same time, Heru immediately grabbed Alina's hand.

"Wait a minute..."

Heru really felt the need to talk to Alina. Heru had long waited for the opportunity to come and this time Heru did not want to miss it just like that.

Alina looked reluctant, but Alina also did not want to make a fuss that would provoke attention.

"What's wrong?"

"I want to talk to you for a moment, may I?", Heru asked hesitantly.

Alina thought for a moment before turning around and sitting on the bench in the back garden.

"Sit down and quickly say what you want to talk about..."

Alina said flatly.

Heru complied and sat down beside Alina.

"How are you?", asked Heru with a smile on his lips.

Alina was still speechless with a frown, trying to digest Heru's question.

"Have been a few days we live in a house despite different buildings, even this morning we are officially married in the country. But only now do I have a chance to greet you again, so may I ask, how are you doing Alina?"

Alina subconsciously smiled back even though her head was still down.

"Alhamdulillah, my good news..."

"Good then, hope you're really okay..."

Say Heru sincerely. And somehow hearing those simple words made Alina's heart feel warm.

"Thank you very much for your concern...",

Heru felt Alina had started to open up. And therefore Heru wants them to talk more and restart the communication that had been cut off better.

"Alina, I realize our marriage means nothing but just status. And I don't have any rights over you either, but at least I want us to be able to just talk as friends as you used to be, or as your family says, just think of me as your brother. Honestly I feel like you've always been avoiding me, do you hate me so much or have I made a mistake? Please tell me honestly, because this is troubling my mind..."

"Mas Heru I don't hate you at all and never hate you and you never do anything wrong to me. I just feel ashamed of my situation. I'm so ashamed to have to meet you in this state of my being after everything that's happened between us. Actually, I don't want to be like this either. But I don't have the courage and the power to oppose my family. Therefore, let me apologize profusely. We shouldn't sacrifice Mas Heru just to help this despicable me. Mas Heru must have dreams and ideals, and because of my circumstances all so messy right? Or maybe Mas Heru already has a lover? Who might be forced to ignore Mas Heru because he has to help me? I'm really sorry, Mas. I hope Mas can understand and forgive all our selfishness. I promise I will not bother Mas Heru too much and Mas Heru can focus on Mas's own life without having to feel burdened by my existence. And if the time comes, we will separate and move on with each other's lives. Later when it arrives, I hope Mas Heru can achieve the love and ideals that mas Heru want..."

Heru let Alina reveal all her heart. Although Heru did not completely agree with what Alina said.

After Alina finished talking then Heru ventured to grab Alina's hand and hold it.

"Alina, it was your family who came and asked me to marry you, but I was the one who made the decision to accept this marriage with a conscious and sincere, sincere, mind, so please do not burden your mind with unnecessary feelings of guilt. And Alina, I've told you everything that's happened between us in the past. I respect your choice even if it's not me and there's no regret in my heart. I hope you are too. As human beings it is natural that we make mistakes, let alone wrong in judging someone. I hope you don't continue to dissolve in sadness and regret. Get up and live your life better, fix what can still be improved and leave your past behind. I hope you can return to being a strong and cheerful Alina. You are not a burden but a responsibility that I consciously take on. So please don't feel shy, I'll be by your side when you need me. Let's start over, think of me as a friend. Or as a brother who will always protect you? like when we were kids...And take it easy, I don't have a boyfriend so you don't have to worry"

Alina felt full of hearing Heru's sincere words. He did not deserve all of Heru's kindness. She is just a despicable woman. Heru is a kind man with a soft heart.

Alina involuntarily let her hand be held for so long. Alina felt warmth and comfort flowing through her body. Even though Alina knew it wasn't true.

"Iina..."

A voice shook Heru and Alina. Alina's reflexes pulled its ladder from Heru's grasp.

"Why do you hear that no one is coming?" Alshad asked half insinuatingly.

The two glanced at each other wrongly, trying to find the right answer.

"There's a bit of business that I have to talk to Alina about" Heru finally replied.

"What business?"

"It's none of your business, it's our business as husband and wife" Heru replied confidently.

"I see, you guys definitely need to communicate to carry out this role, but I hope you also remember the limits we provide..."

Alshad spoke while looking intently at Heru.

"Sister shouldn't talk like that with Mas Heru..."

Alina tried to defend Heru in front of her brother.

"Of course I remember, take it easy I'll obey..."

Heru immediately cut because he did not want to have unnecessary debates.

"Alina, go back to your room and rest. Your pregnancy is still small and vulnerable, you should focus more on keeping it..."

"Yes Brother..."

Alina stepped up and entered her house.

After Alina's death, Alshad stared intently at Heru.

"Don't go first bro, I'd like to talk to you..."

Heru also abandoned his intention to walk away.