Holy Love Alina

Chapter 38

The days that Alina went through were getting heavier. Especially since the beginning of the koas period. The more time she had to spend outside the house and it made Alina feel even more guilty. The ability to cook seemed useless, because Alina did not have time to go to the kitchen at all. Ghazi grows well and healthy. But there is regret in Alina's heart because Ghazi grew up with less concern for her as a mother.

But Heru always encouraged her to stay upbeat. And that's why Alina continues to strengthen her steps and try hard to complete her medical education.

"In a moment Alina, soon you can redeem everything to become a good wife and mother again..."

Alina always tried to encourage herself when she thought of giving up.

And after a long struggle Alina finally managed to obtain her doctorate.

Alina is so happy. Finally one stage has been completed. Even though there is still a long road ahead that must be passed.

Fortunately with the connection that his father had, Alina could immediately work in a hospital of medical works. Alina felt grateful for the ease she had, although on the other hand Alina also had to endure various reactions from peers and seniors. As Heru had experienced before, there were those who licked her because they knew she was the favorite daughter of the hospital owner, and there were also spicy talk from people who talked about her in the back. It is only fitting that Alshad, his brother does not want to plunge in the same world as his father. Because bearing that mental burden is heavy. But Alina has chosen this path with all the risks. Being a doctor was his dream and passion since childhood. Even Alina had aspired to become a famous beauty specialist.

Alina is now thinking more realistically. There are other things that are now a priority other than just pursuing a career and worldly pride. There is a small family now in charge. There are obligations and rights that must be fulfilled as a wife and mother. Therefore Alina already felt enough with what she achieved now.

Alina chose to focus on becoming a general practitioner. The rest of Alina should be able to divide her time and energy for her family at home.

And sure enough, after starting to work little by little Alina began to be able to adjust to her routine. As much as possible while at home, Alina took time for Ghazi, also occasionally making Heru favorite food. Alina is enjoying her role and her confidence has returned. Alina must be clever to divide her time and mind for the family as well as the work that is her responsibility.

But then there is another change from the family routine, which is when Heru decided to take a specialist education.

"Honey, I want to take a specialist education.maybe while I have to stop practicing, I've prepared savings, but maybe we should be more frugal for a while...."

"Of course Mas, it's okay, besides I've also worked Mas, Mas focus on Mas's education, it's for the future of our family as well..."

After Alinaa managed to get her doctorate, now replace Heru who had to struggle to take her specialist education.

Alina tried to give her husband full support. Encouraging when Heru feels tired and difficult, also trying to meet all Heru needs. Sometimes Alina also makes special cooking for Heru.

And in the midst of all that struggle, Alina suddenly dropped. Alina felt tired and her head felt dizzy, until while on duty at the hospital, Alina even fainted. Can not be denied, lately Alina often feel tired, because after returning to work, Alina still has to take care of Ghazi and make sure her two favorite men eat well. Because Heru also often come home late or stay up late at night. So Alina was worried in case her husband got sick. But it turned out that he himself eventually fell ill.

Due to fainting in the hospital, Alina immediately got the help she needed. Alina's practice was stopped and passed to another doctor. Meanwhile, Alina was immediately laid in bed.

Doctor Heni, one of Alina's colleagues on duty that day, examined Alina's condition. There was nothing alarming, after a while Alina finally came to her senses.

Doctor Heni immediately gives a drink to Alina.

"Hows it? How do you feel about Alina?"

"It's okay, I just feel a little dizzy, sorry to bother you, Hen..."

"Hmm?"

For a moment Alina digested the purpose of Dr. Heni's question, then Alina remembered when the last month came.

"It looks like I haven't had a monthly guest this month.maybe..."

Alina floating words.

"We should make sure, so that you are calmer and if you are pregnant you can take good care of it..."

"No need, thank you very much.It seems that today I have permission first, I want to rest at home.."

"Well then, go home and rest at home..."

Alina finally chose to go home by using an online taxi. Alina did not want to bother and her condition was known to Heru or his family.

On the way Alina asked to stop by the pharmacy for a while.

Alina bought a few testpacks and continued on her way home.

Arriving at home, fortunately there was only Ghazi who was sleeping while accompanied by Sister Sitha. Alina lay down her body briefly in bed before going to the bathroom and decided to do a pregnancy test independently using a testpack. Alina was surprised to see the results. She was positively pregnant. His feelings get mixed. There is a feeling of happiness because finally he can give offspring from his marriage with Heru, the man he loves. But there are concerns. Can he serve his role well when his responsibilities increase later?

Alina kept the testpack in a safe place before exiting the bathroom. Maybe later she should tell Heru about her pregnancy. But Alina wanted to wait for a fixed time. After the testpack is safely stored, Alina then chooses to continue her sleep. In any case, he must rest so that his physical condition is restored and can move as usual.

But then, the sound of Ghazi's cry was heard from the next room. Alina just remembered that she had not met Ghazi since she came home. A feeling of guilt suddenly engulfed his heart. Alina now feels less compassion and time for Ghazi. How will it be when her baby grows?

Alina approached Ghazi who was crying in Sister Sitha's arms

Alina took Ghazi from her nanny.

"Now Sister Sitha can rest, Ghazi let me..."

Alina hugged Ghazi tightly how much she missed her son. I don't know why her tears are slowly crying.

Ghazi slowly calmed down in his mother's arms. And Alina fell asleep hugging her baby.

After a while, Heru came home tired, there was bad news that he had to tell Alina. But seeing Alina sleeping well with Ghazi made Heru could not bear to wake her.