Holy Love Alina

Chapter 27

That day finally Heru really invited Alina to go to the beach. Alina had really prepared the needs of today well. Especially preparing his needs and Ghazi needs. Alina has prepared milk for Ghazi. So that Alina does not need to breastfeed directly outside which will definitely make her uncomfortable.

They left at exactly eight, after finishing breakfast and saying goodbye to Papa and Mama. The weather was quite sunny that day, as if supporting their plan to go on vacation even if it was just simple.

Throughout the journey Heru continued to smile while occasionally staring to the side. Towards the beautiful looking Alina and the adorable Ghazi sleeping on Alina's lap. It was fortunate that the tiny baby was very similar to Alina, so they did not need to think about the baby's father.

Along the way they just kept quiet, busy with each other's thoughts. Especially Alina who was constantly busy guessing, about the important things that Heru would talk about later.

Finally after a fairly time-consuming trip due to heavy traffic, they arrived at the intended place. Alina was holding Ghazi. While Heru brought baby items that Alina brought. It turns out that only because they brought one baby with them so much. Is this so if you already have children? All the needs of children become a priority and we are not overwhelmed by the hassles that occur.

"How about we sit there?"

Heru asked while pointing at the empty space in the sand area that was quite far from the beach.

"Yes, it looks good there, too..."

Alina immediately agreed with Heru's proposal, because the place was quite quiet and from there empty the beach was clearly visible.

Heru immediately rolled out the small mat they brought from home, then placed a small mattress on top for Ghazi's bed. Heru then put the other luggage on the mat.

"It's over, you better put Ghazi to bed here..

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"Yes, thank you so much..."

Alina lowered Ghazi slowly, though Ghazi's country was still awake and crying. Alina then took the milk she had prepared in a bottle and gave it to Ghazi. Ghazi calmed down immediately. Ghazi seemed to enjoy his drink while looking to the right and left, as if he wanted to know what place he had just been in. Even until the asip runs out a bottle of Ghazi still does not go back to sleep but is calm. It seems that the little baby was enjoying his parents' holiday. Because the sun was starting to scorch Alina opened the large umbrella she carried and placed it near Ghazi so that the baby was protected from the sun.

"So what do you want to talk about until you bring me Ghazi here?"

Alina asked after a while they just kept quiet while enjoying the scenery.

Heru took a deep breath, before answering Alina's question.

"Alina there's actually some questions I'd like to ask you, but this might be a little personal..."

"Just ask what Mas Heru wants to ask, no need to hesitate..."

Alina strengthened her heart and answered Heru with a smile.

"Do you really love Dirga? Are you still thinking about it now? I'm sorry if this opens your heart, but I really want to know Alina..."

Alina did not think that Heru was talking about Dirga.

"To be honest I never felt like I loved Dirga, I felt so stupid about what I did all this time...Dirga is a manipulative man and can always make me obey his wishes. When I refuse his wish, he will threaten to do something dangerous and blame me for it. He always managed to make me feel sorry even though he was the one who made the mistake. When I wanted to leave, she begged pitifully and threatened to kill herself and told me that I was bad for leaving her. That was how our relationship used to be. I realize, but it's very hard to escape. Until then Dirga left me because I was pregnant. I don't love him, but I want him to take responsibility for my son. At least I want my son to know clearly his origin and not bear the disgrace, even though we will eventually separate. That's why I've been expecting all along. It looks sad and shameless, doesn't it? But it's all I'm willing to do for my son. But after Ghazi was born, I don't know why I've forgotten him and no longer expected him. Every day I was preoccupied with taking care of Ghazi. His laughter and tears strengthened me and I was determined to make him happy no matter what..."

Unknowingly Alina actually told a long story, revealing the contents of her heart that had only been able to be in her own pendam.

Hearing Alina's story makes Heru hate Dirga even more. But on the other hand Heru also felt relieved, because it turned out that Alina did not have feelings for Dirga as she had been thinking.

"It is Alina, you should have forgotten it. Now what matters is your future with Ghazi..."

"Yes I know Mas Heru, Mas Heru take it easy, from now on I will just fight and live for Ghazi, Mas Heru need not worry about us. So how's Mas Heru planning ahead?"

Alina ventured to ask, fighting her fear

"What do you mean plan?"

"The marriage between us is only a contract, now Ghazi has been born and grown well. I am very grateful for the help and kindness that Mas Heru did to us. I cannot hold Mas Heru here, Mas Heru must also continue to live and pursue the future of Mas Heru himself...I pray Mas Heru always be blessed and lucky wherever Mas Heru is..."

Despite the fear, Alina finally felt relieved to have said it. Heru has been so kind and Alina does not want to be a hindrance to Heru to achieve his dream.

"But Alina, it wasn't the farewell I wanted. You know I've loved you for a long time. I stayed away because I did not want to force my will. I've been thinking about it well. About how I feel, yes I still love you. I can't deny my pride is hurt. But slowly I went through all of this I felt grateful to be able to get closer to you and Ghazi. I'm sincere if this is the way to get you, so are you willing to be my real wife? I want to continue living with Ghazi as a whole family, are you willing?"

Heru pushed the ring that had been held in his hand in front of Alina.

Alina looked so shocked, she was speechless.