Holy Love Alina

Chapter 21

Alina was diagnosed with preeclampsia during her pregnancy. During treatment at the hospital, Alina was given drugs to lower her tension, as well as to strengthen the lungs of her baby. After three days of treatment, Alina was allowed to return home, but her condition must always be monitored. Alina also still has to undergo bedrest and is recommended to eat foods high in protein and calories to increase the baby's weight, because there is a possibility that the baby in the womb Alina must be born sooner to avoid complications of preeclampsia.

Alina feels her pregnancy is getting heavier by the day. The verdict from the doctor about her health condition, made Alina worry about her baby candidate. Sometimes Alina also accidentally saw the news in the infotainment about Dirga's marriage with her new lover who is an artist. Despite trying to let go, Alina's heart still hurt. There was no longer any hope for her baby to be recognized by her biological father. And Alina deeply regretted her stupidity. How could he fall into Dirga's trap and give up everything? Alina clearly did not love the man. Alina just always feels pity and doesn't have enough courage to walk away from the manipulative man and toxic relationship they are in. And now the baby in her womb has to bear the consequences. But one thing that makes Alina a little relieved, from the results of the USG, Doctor Erika said that the baby is male. That means that his son does not need a guardian to get married. Somehow Alina will have to explain all this to her son. Alina had no shadow at all.

Alina is changing television channels. And again the choice fell on the infotainment broadcast that was displaying a luxurious wedding between Dirga and a beautiful artist. Alina's heart was numb, but still Alina looked at the television with a blank look. Suddenly someone entered his room and approached him. Heru snatched the remote from his hand and turned off the television.

"It's enough Alina! Don't be a selfish mother. With or without Dad, this child will grow up well. No matter what Dirga does, it has nothing to do with you anymore, the most important thing now is that you have to take care of your heart and mind, it will greatly affect the health and the fetus in your womb..."

This time Heru chose to be firm, although for that he had to strengthen his heart and yell at Alina. Heru was fed up with Alina's stupid behavior of lamenting men like Dirga.

"I'm sorry..."

Lirih Alina said, before then her cries broke. Alina could no longer bear to keep everything. Alina felt scared, sad, frustrated, and almost desperate. Alina really felt herself stupid. And Alina really feels guilty for her baby-to-be.

Seeing Alina cry like that made Heru's heart feel slashed.

His instincts led Heru to approach, then pulled Alina into his arms. Alina did not refuse, instead leaning her head on Heru's chest that field. For a moment they enjoyed the moment without talking to each other. Heru stroked Alina's head gently.

"Cry as much as you can to make your heart relieved.believe me, God did not create tears to make man continue to grieve, God created tears so that man can let go of his sorrow..."

Alina pulled away from Heru's embrace and wiped the rest of her tears. Somehow his face was now, it must have been very messy. And suddenly Alina felt very embarrassed Heru saw her in such a state.

"Alina, believe me, everything will be fine, focus on your health.Sure after the storm there will be a rainbow waiting for you..."

"Thank you so much Heru, I feel so much better now.please get out, I want to be alone..."

Heru took the time to ruffle Alina's hair, before then walking out. He still loved the woman in front of him.

After Heru died, Alina had already felt much calmer. Alina finally decided to let go and surrender to fate. He has made a big mistake. But the rice has become porridge. Time cannot be replayed, and the past cannot return. Alina spoke as much as Istighfar and prayed to God to provide protection and happiness for her son. Alina was so washed away in her prayer that her tears came back. Alina continued to say Istighfar repeatedly until she felt tired and finally fell asleep.

The next day, Alina woke up refreshed. Alina has rediscovered her life spirit and promises to live her life as best she can without wishing on humans again.

Alina enjoyed her breakfast in the room with Heru. Alina looks more cheerful and has talked a lot. Alina told Heru about her desire to go play on the beach as they did the other day.

"Actually, I don't really like going to the beach. More precisely since I almost drowned when I was a child, I did not really like the beach. But for some reason, only when pregnant did I have the desire to play on the beach..."

"So that's called cravings? A kind of unique innate desire of the baby,", Heru asked enthusiastically.

"Yes, that's how it was. Luckily yesterday I was satisfied playing on the beach, because now I can't do it anymore even though I want to..."

Alina realizes she must resist her wishes for the sake of her health and her future baby.

Heru then took the initiative to pull out his phone and look for something to show Alina.

"Try to see this, although it does not go directly, at least you can imagine the atmosphere..."

Alina approached and looked at Heru's phone screen. Heru showed a video of himself playing on the beach. It turns out that Heru secretly recorded it when they went to the beach the other day.

"You're filming me without permission!"

Alina pretended to be sulky, even though in her heart Alina was pleased to be noticed in such a way by Heru.

"Yes, I did record you, I'll send it to your phone so you can see it again later, if you mind I can delete the video on my phone.."

"No need, my phone's memory is full, please just keep it here and I'll see it again if you want, can't you?"

"Of course..."

After making sure Alina is fine, then Heru can go to work quietly.

That's how Alina went about her days before delivery. Although Alina still has to bedrest and can only spend time at home, but Alina does not feel bored. That was because there was Heru who was always beside him and tried to comfort him. Even when Heru went to work, Heru always made sure that Alina had interesting activities to do.

Until one night Alina felt her head so dizzy. Without thinking, the family immediately took Alina to the hospital. After checking, Alina's blood pressure was high. And this time must be done immediately cesarean operation so as not to endanger the safety of the mother and baby.