Holy Love Alina

Chapter 23

After three days of hospital treatment, Alina and her baby were finally allowed to return home.

The atmosphere of the house became more and more lively with the cry of a tiny baby who stole the attention of the entire house.

"It's Mama's granddaughter crying..."

Mama who is engrossed with ornamental plants in the yard, immediately put crop scissors to approach her beloved granddaughter.

But it turns out that when visited Ghazi was busy breastfeeding.

"Hasn't he nenennya? Here let Mama carry..."

"Why doesn't Gazhi stop nyusu ya ma?"

Alina asked while holding up the pain on her breast. Alina just found out that breastfeeding is sick.

"That's good Alina, means she's healthy, has to suckle a lot to make it big fast..."

After Ghazi finished breastfeeding, Mama immediately carried Ghazi to the yard to sunbathe.

Meanwhile, in Alina's room, she was trying to endure the pain. His body was shivering and his body was feverish. Next to the breast* feels painful and hardened because Gazhi only wants to suckle on one side only. Alina looked at her face in the mirror and found a monstrous monster staring at her. Yes, Alina felt like she didn't recognize herself anymore. Her hair was greasy, falling out and falling apart, her body was still expanding just like when she was pregnant. His face was dull and pustular. Alina felt so ugly. His whole body feels uncomfortable. Although Alina had taken a bath, she always felt sultry and sticky because her milk continued to flow even wet her clothes.

Inside the room, Alina was crying alone. Alina felt very tired through breastfeeding and cradling Ghazi all the time, while the shape of her body and face increasingly look terrible. Alina doesn't even have the confidence to get out of the house.

Mama returns with Ghazi, intending to hand him back to Alina for breast-feeding. But Mama was surprised to see Alina who was curled up at the end of the bed with her face covered.

"What's Alina?"

Ask Mom with her.

Mama approached Alina and touched her forehead.

"You have a fever, baby?"

"Sick Ma..."

Alina said while pointing at her payud*raanya. Mama checked the part that Alina pointed to and immediately knew the cause of Alina's illness.

"This is because the acid is not removed properly, so it accumulates and becomes clogged. Eating it so hard and painful, you should pump the acid to get out, otherwise mastitis can occur..."

Of course Alina had heard the term mastitis while studying in college, but experiencing it herself turned out to be very uncomfortable.

Alina immediately took the sterilized pump, but had not been used because from yesterday Gazhi did not want to escape from the clutch. But just want to move on, Gazhi again crying for breastfeeding.

"You know Gazhi first, if you have let Mama carry, you can pump later, do not forget to massage and press the hardened part first..."

Alina then did everything according to Mama's instructions. Mama Alina used to experience what Alina has now. So Mama knows exactly how it feels and as much as possible wants to help Alina to feel comfortable.

"Thank you very much Ma, it seems that the pain has been slightly reduced.."

"Don't forget to take heat-lowering medication, so you feel more comfortable. Remember, to take good care of your baby you also have to pay attention to your health and food intake, and do not forget to come to sleep when your baby sleeps, if you have to wake up for breastfeeding too, right?"

"Yes, thank you so much..."

"Don't forget, there's Sister Sitha ready to help you, you can leave Gazhi to her and take care of yourself..."

Ma'am Sitha is always ready to help Alina. But somehow Alina still felt hesitant to give up her son to someone else. At most Alina just told Mbak Sitha to take food or leave Gazhi for a while if Alina wants to take a bath. Alina took a quick shower because she heard Gazhi crying for milk again.

"No time Ma, Gazhi always cried for breast milk, I did not have to leave him for long..."

"Patience, for a long time you will get used to baby crying, do not panic too much, the baby is always crying...Gazhi can still wait in a cradle while waiting for you to complete your personal activities..."

"Yes Ma..."

After making sure Alina was calmer, Mama then came out of Alina's room.

Alina finally fell asleep while the baby was asleep.

That day, Heru had returned to work as usual. Heru only took three days off to accompany Alina to give birth. But somehow while working, Heru could not focus fully. Heru always ringing with the cry of a tiny baby who lately often bothers him but it turns out that now he really misses.

As soon as the hour came home, Heru immediately rushed over. Heru wants to get home soon. Upon arriving home, Heru immediately took a bath and cleaned himself, so that he was already in a clean state if he met Gazhi.

Heru deliberately sat in the living room while waiting for Gazhi to come out of his room. Several times Heru heard Gazhi's loud cries, but the baby did not come out of his room.

Finally Heru ventured to knock on Alina's room door. After several knocks, the door opened from the inside.

But Heru had not seen Gazhi, Alina had slammed the door hard until it hit Heru's nose.

"Alina, I want to see Gazhi, just for a second.please open the door..."

But Alina remained unmoved unwilling to open the door.

Heru knocked again many times, but Alina still did not open the door.

"Don't now, I'll just take her out, now that Gazhi is sleeping", Alina yelled from inside the room.

Finally Heru gave up and chose to wait while sitting in the living room shofa.

It was fortunate that Gazhi remained soundly asleep despite a slight commotion in Alina's room.

In the room, Alina immediately went to the bathroom and washed her face clean. Alina then sorted out the clothes in her closet that would otherwise make her look slimmer. After that Alina polished the moisturizer and powder to make her face a little brighter. And lastly, Alina gives a brightly colored lipstick polish,

Alina was still not confident in her appearance. Alina looked at herself in front of the mirror once again. His body still looks big and his face is still pustular. But at least, this was her best performance at the moment and there was no way Alina would continue to hide in the room alone. Alina tried to smile to convince herself.

Gazhi awakens right after Alina finishes dressing up. Alina breastfed Gazhi to the fullness, only then did she carry the handsome baby to meet her 'Father. Alina came out carefully and found Heru asleep in the living room. And when Alina sat beside Heru, Gazhi suddenly came back crying. Heru looks surprised by Gazhi's crying voice, then Heru opens his eyes.