
Heru finally really went off duty. And Alina let go of her husband with mixed feelings. There is a sense of pride in her heart, because her husband will serve, benefit and help people in remote areas that are still minimal with health facilities. But on the other hand Alina also felt sad, had to part with her husband for a long time, what else if she remembered she would have a pregnancy without the presence of her husband on the side. Alina tried to be strong and smiled taking off her husband. Alina did not want Heru to be worried and worried about her. Alina just continued to pray in her heart, may God always keep her little family wherever they are, even though for a while they must be willing to stay apart.
After Heru's departure, Alina continued to work in the hospital as usual. While Ghazi at home in the care of Ma'am Sitha and Mama. Alina felt grateful for all the facilities she got. And luckily her pregnancy this time was not so troublesome. Alina can eat anything without feeling nauseous. Alina is also still able to do activities as usual and if she feels tired, Alina immediately took a break for the sake of keeping her womb.
Everything went well and smoothly. Alina also did not think that she could pass her days without Heru on the side. It's just that, if night falls, Alina often feels lonely. Because there is usually a Heru by his side, hugging him while sharing the story. Shedding all the fatigue that is felt after a day of activity. Although sometimes they still connect through video calls, but it seems that it is not enough. Alina longed for her husband's presence. And secretly, Alina was crying alone in the room before her sleep. His feelings became so sensitive and that longing really made him weak. Alina realized that Heru's presence meant so much to her. Alina could only pray and continue to pray, so that her heart would be strengthened and soon time would pass until they could meet and be together again.
Mama who occasionally sleeps in the pavilion Alina when Doctor Hendra was discharged had caught Alina at night.
"Patience Alina, your farewell is only temporary. For the sake of duty and a better future for your little family. If you miss, pray a lot. It will strengthen you and trust me everything will be fine..."
Alina immediately rested in Mama's arms. How calm Alina was there. Her mother was always there for her even when she was older and had a son.
"Thank you Ma, thank you so much for your help. I can't imagine how I could survive without Mama's help..."
"What are you talking about, Mama likes to do it, can always be close to your favorite grandson. Don't feel awkward..."
Mama hugged Alina to give strength to her beloved daughter.
"Alina you know no, in the past the hospital's medical work was not as big as it is now. The hospital is the legacy of your grandfather and Papa Mulah who earned the trust to manage it. At first no one believed that your Father was capable, many belittled and sneered while your Father was struggling. Your father had to go to and fro looking for investors and learn about how advanced hospital management in neighboring countries. The key is a service that makes patients feel comfortable and for that it takes a lot of capital. Like you now, Mama used to be left behind. Even when you were pregnant with Alshad and you were alone. But that's the nature of women. It feels heavy at that time, living in limited conditions without the support of the husband, but thank God after that our lives are getting better and Mama is enjoying the results. Take pride when your Papa succeeds and be even more proud when you know your Papa is a generous and helpful figure..."
Mama told me with a bright look, reminiscing about the journey of her life. Alina could also imagine how her family was doing at that time. It is certainly not as easy and rich as it is today.
"Yes Ma, Mama is a great woman because she has accompanied Papa to fight until now..."
"Yes Ma, I understand, thank you very much Ma..."
Finally after listening to the story and advice from Mama, Alina felt much calmer. That night, Alina fell asleep with Mom.
The days of Alina were full of struggle. There is fatigue, there is boredom, there is longing and loneliness, but there is always a little happiness that makes him always grateful.
Especially when Alina saw Ghazi growing up so well. Ghazi is two years old next month. Ghazi grew up to be a cheerful, active, and very loving child.
Although Ghazi occasionally asked where his father was, Ghazi never fussed. Even if during the video call Ghazi likes to chat with his father. Heru always advised that Ghazi not to be naughty and must be affectionate to Mother and her sister-to-be. And somehow the advice from Heru on the other end of the phone always managed to make Ghazi an extraordinarily sweet boy.
After the telopon connection is cut off Ghazi will always hug Alina, then kiss her mother's distended stomach with anxiety. Ghazi also shared his favorite food with his mother.
"It's for my sister in Mom's pelut..."
And Alina immediately embraced her beloved son with anxiety.
But other times, Ghazi can turn into a very spoiled child. Wherever Alina went she followed. Even getting to the kitchen and to the bathroom wants to always come along. Ghazi did not want to be separated from his mother. Just want to shower with Mom, eat fed Mom, sleep also want while hugged Mom. Of course it makes Alina overwhelmed because her stomach gets bigger and Alina so easily exhausted. But Alina remained patient with Ghazi's wishes. A very natural desire for a child of the age of Ghazi who wants to be spoiled and always close to his mother.
Until finally came the day that awaited, as well as greatly feared by Alina.
Alina felt a violent contraction at night as the entire house was fast asleep. Is it time for her to give birth? Suddenly Alina was scared. Had Heru been here, he probably wouldn't have felt this scared.