Holy Love Alina

Chapter 14

Flashbacks.

Alina started her relationship with Dirga three years ago. At that time, they were both still studying. Alina is in medical education. While Dirga is taking S2 majoring in law at the same university. At first Alina did not have any feelings for Dirga. In the eyes of Alina at that time Dirga was a perfect man. Dirga is quite handsome and comes from a respectable family. Dirga's always sweet and polite attitude makes anyone who interacts with him easy to sympathize. Alina met Dirga while on vacation to the top with some of her best friends. Dirga was the best friend of Aisyah's boyfriend at that time. They were in one circle for a long time. And only Alina and Dirga have not had a partner among other friends. That's why Alina and Dirga are always in pairs. As Alina remembered, Dirga was always friendly to her. And I don't know since when that friendly attitude then turned to attention. And that attention is getting more intense. Dirga often send messages and call him to just talk in his spare time. When gathering with other friends, Dirga always treats Alina more special than other friends. And then Dirga did approach blatantly. Dirga began to dare to take Alina out alone. Just buy food or watch a movie. He often showered her with sweet little gifts. Starting from teddy bears, chocolate, flowers, and a variety of favorite alina foods are often sent through the application of ojol. Alina was quite comfortable together beside Dirga. But Alina does not love Dirga because in Alina's heart there is still another man. Dirga reveals her feelings to Alina. Alina finally decided to accept it. Not because of love, but because Alina feels that Dirga is the perfect figure to be a girlfriend. Dirga is quite handsome, dependable and worthy of pride. That was Alina's assessment of Dirga.

Without Alina knowing that Dirga is actually like a poisonous snake.

After they officially date, Dirga's attitude towards Alina changes. Dirga became very possessive. Wherever Alina goes, Dirga always follows and Alina must always report about all her activities. At first Alina was happy and considered it as a form of Dirga's attention. And friends who see them together whenever and wherever assume that the two are a romantic couple. But the longer Alina felt constrained and could not do what she wanted. Dirga was like a security guard watching him for twenty-four hours.

Not only did she get there, if Dirga felt suspicious or Alina did nothing to her liking, Dirga would get angry at Alina. Various hurtful and humbling words so easily came out of his mouth. Even sometimes, Dirga did not hesitate to hit him. Once Alina was on campus alone while waiting for Dirga who was late to pick up. A male friend who sees Alina alone approaches and invites Alina to a conversation. Alina was already afraid that Dirga would be angry if she saw it, but Alina had not been able to avoid it. Finally Dirga came and saw everything. Dirga immediately pulled Alina's hand and slapped her in front of her friend.

"Why are you doing it with him? I was also late to pick up ten minutes, you have dared to pick up other guys! You cheap chick!"

Niko, Alina's friend who sees and hears how Alina is treated falls in pity.

"Heh, I'm just Temen Alina, and we just chat in public no more, if you can't trust your boyfriend, mending you break up Alina, you don't pantes for him!"

Nika tries to defend Alina, but that makes them almost fight. Not wanting to cause a commotion, Alina tried to break up the two and invite Dirga to leave immediately.

Alina realized she was trapped in a toxic relationship. There is no more happiness and comfort to be gained from the relationship. There is only pain and coercion. But it was not easy to escape from Dirga, every Alina asked to break up Dirga always angry.

"Why ask to break up, because you're already bored? Or are you cheating on another guy?"

After making unreasonable accusations, Dirga then turned to plead with Alina.

"Alina, I love you so much, I'm so afraid of losing you, I won't be able to live without you, I know I make a lot of mistakes and unconsciously often hurt...I'm really-apologizing Lin, it's all because I love and fear losing you, you can understand me right Lin? You're the only person I love, please don't stay with me huh Lin? I want to die if you can stay with me...."

If it's like that Alina will eventually melt. Alina feels like a bad person if she leaves Dirga. Dirga looks so pitiful and needs it so badly. Eventually they get back together and Dirga will shower her with attention and sweet gifts. But then Dirga will return to his original character who likes to get angry.

Alina persisted and tried to accept Dirga with all his bad qualities.

Until then, one day Dirga asked Alina to give up her most valuable possession, the crown she had been guarding.

"Alina, we've been dating for a long time and you know that I love you very much, I want us to have a more serious relationship...."

Dirga spoke as her hand stroked Alina's thigh. Alina who felt uncomfortable trying to pull him off.

"Yes, I'll definitely be looking for you, but before that I want us to have a more open and trusting relationship..."

At that time Dirga told Alin to come to his apartment to treat him who he said was sick stomach, but after a nosebleed the pain instantly healed.

"Gue wants to belong to you completely Lin..."

Dirga started touching parts of Alina's body. Alina was scared and trembling. But when Alina wants to move on, Dirga pulls Alina into her arms.

"Where are you? Don't you ever dare get away from me..."

"Gue love dies with Lo Lin..."

Dirga continued talking while leading Alina to bed.

"Lo loves me too?"

Dirga looked at Alina so deeply. Alina nodded as well.

"If you have to believe in me, you have to give up all your property so I can believe that you will not leave me..."

Dirga started unbuttoning Alina's clothes.

"Gue very dear lo, I will not leave you, we will definitely be together forever..."

Dirga started his action with more courage. Touching every inch of Alina's body and enjoying it. Alina also could not resist. Be inspired by seduction and atmosphere. Until finally Alina really gave up the sanctity that had been preserved.

"There are still many Lin, you are the best, I promise you will not leave you..."

Dirga smiled satisfied after getting what she wanted. Love that is so delicious and takes away the sanctity of her lover. While Alina could only cry sobbing in Dirga's arms.

"Quiet Lin, I will definitely be responsible if anything happens..."

Whisper Dirga in Alina's ears to calm her down.