HIJRAH IS LOVE

Chapters 74. Ikhbar's Sadness

At that time, Ikhbar sat opposite the mother in the living room of their house. His gaze was empty, filled with deep sadness. In his eyes, there was such deep despair and emptiness.

"Truly Mama, I don't know what to do. Everything was broken, my life was like it was over" Ikhbar said in a choked voice.

Mama grabbed Ikhbar's hand, trying to give him a little strength in the words he was going to say, "Son, I know that everything feels very heavy to you right now. But do not let yourself sink into despair. We need to find a way out together."

Ikhbar sighed deeply, trying to control his emotions. "Mama, how could I possibly find a way out? I'm flawed and impotent. Annisa has said she will seek divorce. How can I live without him?"

Mama looked at Ikhbar with affection and love, "My son, you are not alone. We have a lot of people who care and will support you. We must work together to solve this problem."

Ikhbar cried softly, "But, Mama, how can I accept myself like this? I am a man, should be strong and can give happiness to my wife. But now, I can't do it anymore."

Mama replied softly, "Life is not just about the physical, son. Sometimes, resilience and courage are more valuable things. You are a great man who is not only determined by the ability to meet biological needs. You should be thanking me. Because God has shown us who Annisa really is! If he's still desperate for a divorce, maybe this is where you meet."

Ikhbar nodded, trying to understand Mama's words. "But Mama, I don't know how to create happiness in a marriage without it."

Mama smiled, "Trust me, true love is not just about sek*s. Annisa loves you not just because of that. There are so many things you do with her, the wonderful memories you have shared. Focus on that."

Ikhbar nodded slowly, trying to accept Mama's advice. "But Mama, what if Annisa still wants a divorce? What am I supposed to do?"

Mama looked at Ikhbar sharply, "If Annisa has indeed decided to divorce, then it is a choice that you cannot change. But that doesn't mean your life is over. We must learn to accept and seek happiness from other things."

Ikhbar turned his face away, tears were running back, "I feel so low, Mama. It's like my life means nothing anymore."

Mama replied firmly, "Don't ever say that again, son. You are a precious human being, no one can take away the value of your life, except yourself. You have the ability to change your life for the better."

Ikhbar wiped his tears, trying to believe in Mama's words. "Mama, what should I do now? How can I change? Can I be healed?"

Mama smiled gently, "First, learn to accept yourself for who you are. The shortcomings you have are not obstacles to achieving happiness. Second, seek the support of your family and friends. They will help you through this difficult time. And lastly, don't give up. Life gives you many opportunities."

Mama grabs Ikhbar's hand again, giving him the warmth of her affection. "You're not alone, son. I will always be there for you. Together, we're gonna get through this. Mama will seek any treatment for your recovery."

In a moment of silence, Ikhbar felt a little relieved. Despite still being tossed about in despair, he felt a small bright spot appear in his heart. Ikhbar knew that the way forward would not be easy, but he vowed to do it better.

If Annisa still sues for divorce, she won't hold it back. Just the one he wanted, his wife did not get in the way when he wanted to meet Aqila.

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At the Ghibran residence, they were watching television together. Unlike the grieving Ghibran, this little family is happy.

"What's right, Pi? We're going on vacation tomorrow?" syifa asked in disbelief when the Papi said that this weekend they would go on holiday together.

Ghibran took his son and wife on vacation before the wife's stomach became bigger. He wanted to give his wife and children some comfort.

"Yes, Honey. Did Papi ever lie?" ask Ghibran.

"Horeeee, tomorrow's vacation. Thank you, Pi." Syifa immediately kissed both cheeks of his papi. Aisha smiled at the interaction of the father and son.

"Now Syifa is sleeping again. Let tomorrow wake up early and your body can be fresh when you leave tomorrow" said Aisha.

"Ready, Mi!" answer Syifa.

The little girl pampered by peeping Papi and her Mama. He's very excited for the holiday tomorrow.

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