High School Autobiography

GLOCK-19 ...!

       In downtown Artana, among the neatly lined commercial buildings, right in front of the electronics store. Eril, who was stepping alone towards the shop door, a formal suit was his appearance this time, after the shop glass door was dissected, Eril sauntered into the shop, walking into the shop, this e-store is as big as a football field and just behind the counter, the neatly dressed, formally-clad Fihan is busy counting the money he makes today.

The goods in this electronics store are very complete, ranging from classic phones to smart mirrors sold here, there are actually 7 employees in this store, which is approximately 20 years old, in fact, there are 7 employees in this store, four of them are women, the bonus is two guards who guard at the post beside the store, only, because two hours ago the store was closed, then work activities were stopped, all employees are allowed to go home. Including Fihan and Eril, however, they still stayed, as there were some things to do.

“Wooooaaammm ..” Eril yawned so sleepy after doing all day, then sat in the chair behind Fihan.

“... I was looking for a store that opened, even closed it all, if the online food message comes surely later, so we go home aja yuk ..” lamented with cross-section, cross-section, I asked Fihan to hurry home.

But Fihan was stingy, keeping busy counting money. Thanks to Fuhan's sting, Eril immediately stood up, approached Fihan and stood to his left.

“Fihan, after graduating later, we have a holiday yuk ..” invite Eril to suggest while looking at the left cheek of Fihan.

“... We also invite your grandmother ..” he continued in earnest.

Fihan was still silent, then he put all the Dollar money in a black suitcase, and as soon as he grabbed his phone from his pants pocket, he checked it.

“Enaknya .. we vacation where yes, if out of the country ... My English is not good ..” said Eril with a contemplation.

Fihan remained silent, as if Eril had never been thought to exist, and then Fuhan put his phone in his pants pocket.

“Erilia ..” call Fihan seriously to the point of willingly standing facing Eril.

Eril was astonished, realizing his long name was mentioned again by Fihan, and in his shock, Eril spontaneously turned his body to Fihan, looking into the black eyes within Fihan, until back again Eril was shocked when he saw the unusual facial features displayed by Fihan, the look of Fihan's face looked serious, his forehead frowning, his thin lips tightly closed.

“I leave the store for a while, remember, do not leave the store before I return, whatever happens, stay here, if there is a problem call the security guard,” said Fihan full of seriousness.

Eril swallowed his saliva, for some reason, suddenly the atmosphere turned silent and gripping, both hands were cold, the voice of Fihan felt so convincing and frightening, what was said by Fihan seemed as important as Eril's life, and what was spoken by him, this is important, what else did Fihan mention Eril's full name.

Eril swallowed his saliva, nodded slowly, trying to convince Fihan that he would comply with Fihan's request.

“I ... don't want you to act rashly, once again! Keep the store until I get back,” insists Fihan.

Then Eril's eyes glanced at Fuhan's right hand which grabbed the handle of the suitcase filled with money.

“Where are you going? Not the money we bring together to the bank huh?” Take Eril seriously.

Fihan seemed to be bowed with such deep contemplation, there seemed to be a great secret he was hiding, and Eril could never tell. Ten seconds passed, Eril had not received a clear explanation from Fihan, as if confirming that there was indeed a big secret that Fihan harbored.

Suddenly without a single word thrown out, Fihan stepped away from Eril, Eril was transfixed, unable to act anything, except silence, to the point of not feeling, Fihan had walked out of the store, and was unable to do so, and Eril was still bowing in contemplation.

Seven seconds after that, Eril took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, he tried to calm himself down, for some reason Eril felt unsettled, Fihan had indeed completely hidden an important secret from him. But because Eril was determined to obey, to stay on guard at the store, so he decided to sit back in the cashier's seat, sitting uneasily thinking, what would Fihan do?

Seconds by second passed, Eril still felt the oddity that had been plastered, but he remained stingy as if he had done the right thing, until the minutes had passed, and the minutes had passed, eril's eyelids began to feel heavy, so heavy, he could not help sleeping, so without hesitation, he closed his eyelids to sleep for a while.

Not long after, when the wind was soft, the night was dark, the mood was agitated, when Eril stood straight in front of the store, he saw across the store, Fihan was waving his hands at Eril.

It's not usually like that, Eril thought. So Eril also waved his hand to welcome the arrival of Fihan back, but, when Fihan was stepping across the road, he said, suddenly from his left side a white mini bus shot towards him, and it hit Fuhan!

“FIHAAAN!” Eril shouted until he woke up from his sleep.

Seeing the terrible events in his dream to the point of making Eril breathe breathlessly, he even sweated in fear, as if his dream was reality, then he hurriedly got up from the chair, stepped hastily out of the shop, and, trying to find Fihan, he opened the door, then ran to the terootar, the incident in his dream encouraged his soul to see the state of Fihan. Eril had been standing on the deserted highway sidewalk, no one even had any vehicles passing by. But when Eril turned to the left, it turned out that Fihan was stepping here, the suitcase he had brought had been replaced by a black plastic bag, thankfully, Fihan looked fine, not hurt in the least, he said, surprisingly, Fihan seemed so happy to look at the black plastic, which seemed to contain something more important than money. Clearly Eril immediately ran over to Fihan, and how shocked Fihan was, seeing Eril who suddenly stood in front of him, making Fihan startled.

... ... ... ...

“Eril!” Fuhan exclaimed with a shocked face.

“Fihan ... what is it?” Eril asked as he pointed at the plastic bag that Fihan had brought.

Fuhan immediately hid it in the back of his body.

“Nothing,” replied Fihan with a bowed full of secrets.

He stepped closer to Eril towards the store. Clearly Eril became suspicious, so he hurriedly tried to snatch the pouch that Fihan had brought.

“Eril! Erill! Just stop! It's not ..” jolt Fihan trying to protect his pockets.

However, when Fihan's efforts fail, Eril quickly reaches for a plastic bag that is carried by Fihan.

“Eril, Eril, do not think strangely,” pinta Fihan with a careful attitude.

And when Eril looked at the object, it was unexpected that it was a gun, Glock-19, a gun with a magazine containing 15 bullets, no, the firearms were developed in 1988 and in 1990 the pistol came into use by the Swedish Army, code-named 88B. Now the gun was grasped by Eril's right hand which began to tremble in horror.

“You're crazy Fihan!” Syndicate Eril.

“Restore!” Pinta Fihan by trying to get her gun.

But Eril was reluctant to give it he did not want his heart adoration exposed to big problems. But they pull each other, trying to have the gun, they pull like a tug-of-war race, but their hands touch each other and no one wants to budge.

“No way! It's danger!” Eril snapped by trying to protect the Glock-19 pistol, from Fuhan's hand.

THE DOOR!

“You are har ..” said Fihan cut off with a jump in shock.

Firearms popping bullets, Fihan suddenly knelt down with a shocked face, wide eyes, and a hollow body, while holding his warm chest as blood began to soak his chest. The gun was lying on the teroot. Eril stood trembling with a gulp from shock and fear, his breathing warmed up, cold sweat began to drench his temples, his black netra directed at the black netra of Fihan, their gaze met. And at once, Fihan lay before Eril with a breath of breath, like a war hero who fell before his idol, so Eril knelt with a heart of indigestion, then sitting with his legs folded in front of Fihan with his hands shaking in horror, his eyes glazed, his soul frightened, his mind very confused.

“Ah ... ak ... ak ... it turns out ... death ... very sick .. mother ...” muttered Fihan stammering with a gasp and eyes blocked to the sky.

“Fihan ..” Ogre Eril with horror.

Even to mention the name of his heart, Eril was frightened, he panicked, so he did not know what to do. Then, Fihan stopped breathing with his eyes still wide open.

“Fihan! The fuhan! Fihan!”

Eril held onto Fihan's arm while wagging it to keep Fihan afloat, or at least knowing that Fihan was still alive. But, it's too late, Eril's recklessness or her inadvertence, has ushered in Fihan's final resting, and Fihan has been killed in the hands of his admirer's girl.

“Hiks hix, hiks,” Eril sobbing with great shaking hands.

Eril looked down with such a deep heartache, he did not expect the end of his life to end in his hands, today, everything felt over.

“Why? Hiks, why is the gun cocked?” Eril whispered in his head that felt frozen.

Suddenly before the law worked, he hurriedly got up to his feet, intending to tell his deeds directly to the important people in his life, then he ran away, only, to tell them what he was doing, he could get his gun back.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH ..!” Shouted Eril unable to accept the reality.

“Hiks hiks, hiks hiks ..”

Eril continued running with tears flooding both of his cheeks, his heart was indigent, his mind was beginning to empty followed by a blank look, his breathing was heavy knowing that Fihan was gone, his hands were trembling in fear, his eyes were so full of fear, his face was pale in horror, the shadow of the last gaze of Fuhan was still imprinted in his head until it was painful, depression began to seep in his soul, regret began to curb his mind, and, until every step he took was like carrying the heavy burden of the body of his idol.

“Hiks hiks, hiks hiks ..”

Eril did not know if it ended this way, he just tried to take the gun and then intend to throw it, but, fate said another, now that Fihan is dead, and only the shadow of his gaze continues to remember, moreover, the, quite sad when in reality, his gaze had become the last gaze they did.

Now Eril had to face the reality in front of him, that he had killed a human child, he continued to run away from the body of Fihan, Glock-19 pistol, still he held tightly in his right hand, he continued to run away from the body of Fihan, Glock-19, still he held tightly in his right hand, no matter if anyone saw her, the world would know, after all, that a girl killed the man she loved, fucked intentionally or not, which obviously she killed a man.

“Mama ... hiks .. papa ... hiks ...” Eril murmured calling his parents hoping they could understand his mental shock.

Life had only just begun, to the point that Eril had forgotten that he had been breathing long enough with Fihan, however, life had just begun, all of the words and moral support that Fihan had given had led his soul to be able to endure to this extent, Eril no longer knew how to deal with this harsh reality.

“Eril ... in this school .. no teacher cares about us .. we are only required to be smart, to champion the class, and have extensive knowledge .. so ... I hope you understand what I mean.”

The sentence three years ago that Fihan had spoken to Eril, was still firmly imprinted in Eril's mind, now, his strange mind, clenching, understood the words of Fihan as false expressions, he said, that his teachers in school have failed in educating, because, in school, it is not taught the attitude of accidentally killing people! In school we are not taught how to embrace lonely people! In school we are not taught how to make good friends! In school we are not taught how to behave well! In school, nothing is taught, except just memorizing boring writings in order to graduate looking for money!

Therefore, Eril shook with a firearm that he would show everyone, that during school he had not learned any lessons! All life lessons come from Fihan, all the problems he solved was thanks to Fihan, no matter what he lived without Fihan, the school was just impressed by the wind then, just a formality of life, just a formality of life, without absolute form the future is bright, and Fihan is right, that the silly teachers in his school will be content, about the school that is only set up to give lessons academically, while the lessons live, the, just outside school, Eril thought so.

One thing is certain, that Eril never knew what answer Fihan would give, about Eril's love for him, which he knew, that Fihan was his soul mate, but it was just an insignificant game they did in Junior High, so he never knew the true feelings of Fihan.

Eril's mind was completely muddled, his mind had been shaken, to the point that right and wrong felt faint, the reason, Eril had killed his loved ones! The one who always helped him both when he liked and when he was sad is now dead.

“Hennnnng .. hiks ... hiks ... hiks ... hennnng ..”

The tears of regret and heartache in the face of the harsh reality had really hurt his soul, until his eyes turned red, his breath gasping, he cried sobbing with so much grief.

There will be no one who empathizes with the killer, no one who understands the regretful feelings of the killer, Eril knows very well about it, to the point of feeling tired while running was insignificant, he ran towards his parents, only to show that he was lonely and frightened, because the person he considered to be a protector, had vanished in his own hands, and hoping, that his parents could forgive their son's carelessness, thankfully they could accept Eril back as a good boy.

Eril continued to run tirelessly, and it might just be his last chance to meet his papa mama.