High School Autobiography

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         Dusk after school in 3rd grade High School.

“When I was one year to ten years old, I was admitted to an orphanage not knowing who my parents were, when I was 11 years old I joined a small family, then my adoptive father killed himself, when I was 12 years old my foster brother was killed, when I was 13 years old my adoptive mother died of illness, when I was 14 years old my adoptive grandmother disappeared, when I was 15 and 16 years old, terrible things happen to me, so I won't talk about it,” Farka said without further ado.

Sazan, a desperate man who looked down like he was taking the sins of the entire human race, sat on the front row bench, Fuhan, a calm but proud man, standing leaning against the blackboard looking at Farka cuckoldily, he is accompanied by Eril a girl who likes him, who will not be willing to let his 'prince' be kidnapped by another woman, Areny sits to the right of Sazan, she is a cheerful girl, she is a cheerful girl, having a strong ambition to make the end of his life journey can live with Farka forever, he looked at Farka cheerfully but not seriously, at least he was present, he was present, while Zeni was sitting on the table next to Farka, the cold woman did not care, she just crossed her arms looking out the window, he was forced to attend in honor of the title of class president embedded in Farka. No matter how Farka had to act quickly before graduation took place, six more months was the time left to get them to graduate with the finished matter.

“Sazan, I know you have cancer and you are only a year old, encourage Sazan, because of your sadness, will not cure you,” said Farka bluntly did not want his friend to lose by his own disease.

“Fihan, I know you have a grudge against your mother, she's a brash mother who always torments you and your grandmother, but please, be nice to your friends, if you need help I'm ready to help, please,” he continued full of high seriousness hope that the quiet man Fuhan understood.

“Areny, you are a girl who is always cheerful and ambitious ..”

“Yes it's me!” sahut Areny proudly exerts all his positive energy so that his sadness is revealed.

“But, your family always torments you, yes already, just stay at my house,” advises Farka without burden.

But Areny was silent.

“Dan Zeni ..” said Farka with a sharp gaze staring at Zeni with full contemplation.

The woman was almost like an undead, her gaze was empty, but the great secret was buried in her black net, Zeni was like a soothsayer who glared towards her future, not for divination, but rather to see the possibility that happened if he did the big secret.

“... No matter how cold you are, a woman like you also have problems living, you are always ignored by your father, even you work as a comfort woman just to get money, your own father does not care about you, he said, because you're the son of your mother's first husband, so ... you're always considered trash, if you want, I can find a cleaner job,” Farka said straightforwardly.

Farka stared fixedly at all his friends, because, it was likely that his invitation was very difficult to accept, only, Farka was also not rash in making this decision, either, three days and three nights was the time he had taken to reflect on his decision, looking for the best way for the lives of his friends. While Farka's friends fell silent, hoping that the class president would do his job well.

“Actually, I called you here because ..” said Farka hung her sentence to prepare for an important statement.

“... let's make our own world!“ Continue with loud and steady.

Suddenly everyone was flabbergasted by the invitation of Farka, Sazan and Eril to be willing to frown for the sake of thinking deeply, what was thought by the class president to the point that he seemed to have a disorder? Imagining like a boy who plays cars to solve life problems, obviously, it was immediately rejected outright.

The atmosphere of this twilight, began to feel awkward and tense, because the class president invited to fantasize.

”Are you crazy?“ Ketus Zeni without asking the purpose of Farka's invitation.

”Bwahahahahaha ..“ Laughter Areny considers Farka speech just a joke.

”Your class leaders are kidding right?“ Eril asked intent on insinuating.

”You fantasized too much Farka!“ Tympano Fihan.

”This does not make sense! But, let me explain a little!“ Reply Farka seriously hope his friends ask deeper or at least understand the purpose of his invitation.

”Wait,“ sela Areny find out.

”What do you mean we act like a boy, we assume in this room there is a monster trying to eat the disciples, then we save our friends so?“ insinuations joke.

”Iya .. if necessary,“ firmly Farka without rejection.

”HAHAHAHAHA ..“ Laughter Areny curled up.

”Your class boss is weird,“ timpal Eril.

The whole spicy sentence was unable to make Farka the class president tremble or even retract his words, precisely with a single breath, he stood full of confidence, she said, his black netra he directed at all his friends with full seriousness, one by one got a turn to be highlighted by the net which implies high concern.

”Let's make our world on our respective phones, make the story you want, then we combine and we make a book!“ Bring along.

”What's the point if it's just a delusion?“ Syndir Fihan without contemplation first.

Fihan slipped both of his hands into the pocket of his school trousers, giving the impression that he did not care, while stepping three steps forward with a flat face but still implies arrogance like a young man who has everything, followed by Eril who holds the left arm of Fihan as if to cross.

”Berkhayal and imagining can not solve our problems,“ concluded Fihan lead to a raw rejection.

Then Fihan stepped away with his haughty attitude, not without reason he rejected the invitation of the class leader, for this time he did not like the invitation of Farka whose signs of success are not absolute, he said, although Fihan always refused Farka's help for no apparent reason, even though Farka was the class president who was always able to solve all the problems of students in school, but, in fact, he did not hesitate to bleed for the sake of a stupid class sister who fought with a gang, but unfortunately, Farka has not been able to solve the problem of his four friends now, whether it is his weakness, whether it is his weakness, or indeed he was powerless to do it, but clearly, the soul of Farka's concern is higher than a mother who lured her child, excessive indeed, but, that's the fact.

Farka always provides solutions and assistance that is always interpreted as meddling. As Fihan leaves, but Farka is unable to stop Fuhan's departure, Eril follows him, like a dog following his master. Soon Zeni stood firm, and she was moved to go and reject Farka's invitation, facing Farka with the look of her foolishness.

”As the class president you should think, that this is the real world and must actually also solve all problems,“ said Zeni then turned away.

His steps came to a halt right at the mouth of the door, he still harbored his secretive feelings, standing with a serious but angry look. He was considering a decision that no one else knew.

”I'm disappointed in you class president, we were called here just to fantasize,“ he said then stepped away again.

Farka was silent standing up straight looking at Zeni with haggardness, her sadness was not due to her rejection, it was her sadness because they refused without any negotiation first, she was never able to help her four friends, as if this was a curse. But Areny and Sazan were silent still at home in his position, they seemed to be considering Farka's invitation, because however they knew, the class leader was a good boy, he said, so it is impossible that his invitation is only limited to piety without any good in it. Farka then sat down on the table next to him, he accepted this fact, but he did not feel it was his failure, how else, how else, the title of class president for three years entrusted to him was completely useless, even impressed by mere pleasantries.

”I was just trying to help my friends as best I could,“ complained Farka who sounded like a desperate war soldier.

Sazan and Areny looked at each other, as if they were grieving, to be exact, they wondered what they should respond to Farka's call.

”If you guys want to go home, just go ahead,“ Farka's suggestion resignedly, really have given up.

Sazan got up, he looked at Farka seriously, his gaze, his breath, until his fingers gave the impression of rejection, but in his dark eyes, implying contemplation, he was worried, so he was just carried away.

”I'm sorry the class president, but, what Fihan and Zeni said is true, especially we are adults not Kindergarten anymore.“ said Sazan reassured.

”... I pamit ..“ he continued while carrying his carry bag.

And Sazan left the class, Farka guessed, what is possible, Sazan was indeed carried away, or rather his refusal led to ask permission to consider Farka's invitation, he said, but Farka can't force her friends, she doesn't have full rights with anyone else. Areny, a positively excited girl is the only human who still sits sweetly without giving any sign of rejection, and Farka is pensive, they are still in class. The black-haired girl with bangs that were flat on her forehead, remained faithful to accompany Farka, a beautiful fluffy smile on her sweet face, not because she was happy to be together with Farka at dusk, it was precisely his smile that was intended that he accepted Farka's invitation without consideration, without telling her and he was also happy that Farka cared for her.

”Eh, why don't you go home too?“ Farka asked, looking at the sweet girl.

Farka doesn't know that Areny accepted her invitation, which she knows Areny would want to go home with her.

”We go home with yuk!“ Take Areny while standing up cheerfully.

Farka's guess was correct, but he looked down again, wondering if Areny accepted his invitation?

But Farka did not ask Areny directly, he thought that Areny also refused Farka's invitation and advice, then without wasting much time, he grabbed his carrying bag on the bench in front of him, as well as wearing it.

”Let's go home,“ take Farka.

”Hem!“ Areny said nodding.

       By 16:00 in the afternoon, the air was so soft, Farka and Areny were on their way to their house, their house quite close to each other, so you could say they are neighbors, about five houses that are the distance between their homes, the school is also not too far away, they live in the city of Artana, a crowded city, but it would be very quiet if at midnight, the people of this city are very friendly, whoever the people are not reluctant they will invite to eat at their homes, even so, criminal acts are quite high in this city, he said, can be seen from the life of Farka and his friends. On the side of the road they passed lined with cypress trees with wind that blows softly, bringing coolness in the steps of a pair of friends, their house entered into a housing complex, and the, all creatures will be faced with a complex archway with its neat black paint inscriptions which are read as: Hanataba Complex.

There was no talk as long as they walked together, but, in Farka's inner raging uneasiness, he could not accept that as a friend he was quite lousy, but, he only thought about what use the title of class president he held if it was just a mere pleasantries, even the gang leader of the assassins, much better at helping their friends, he said, then again his mind struggled, this is not about the position, this is about stupid Farka who could not show, that his invitation is very valuable in proportion to his life, but on the other hand his mind interrupted, he said, that at least I tried.

While in the mind of Areny, the cheap girl with a positive smile, he seemed very happy, the article, the fact is that there is now a handsome man and a popular person at his school is very attentive to him, charismatic person who has a high social spirit, Areny's heart will feel pounding when he is near Farka, what else if he is stared at by this black-eyed man firmly, this black-eyed man, it was as if he felt the happiness of life he had achieved completely. Indeed, many women who admire Farka, not because of his intelligence, precisely Farka always got the lowest value in all subjects, but, because of his wisdom, loyal friends, honest, kind and ready to help anyone, but, that's what the girls at school admire, but, Areny is more likely to like Farka because of her charming ears, for her to see Farka's ears like seeing the softness of clouds in the sky, it's quite strange, indeed, even somewhat unnatural, to the extent that, Areny was eager to bite with the frenzy of Farka's ears. Areny had really fallen for her, so much that she wanted to always live with him, but one thing that mattered, that feeling had developed into a feeling of love.

Do not feel Areny has arrived in front of the black fence of his house, this modern minimalist type house nuanced white gray, there is a welcoming sunflower on the side of the door, but it's pretty ridiculous that it's actually a plastic flower.

”Nah, see you again ..“ says Farka without a smile.

”Iya!“ Areny said with a smile to look at Farka leaving.

When Farka had gone far enough, Areny hurriedly rushed into his house. It seems that Areny is about to do something important, plus the atmosphere of a quiet house, giving Areny a great opportunity to do it.