High School Autobiography

THIS IS JOHN LENNON....?!

       Exactly at 16:55 dusk, in 12th grade.

“Nah... the goal is simple, we write our lives, if it's a disgrace, you can disguise your names, then later Guru Sukada will tell our stories to the chosen students, he said, i.e., students who have lost hope, or lucky younger siblings, with the goal of mental learning, as well as character building, we are the first generation to begin an autobiographical renewal, while for imaginary writing it is the shape of our brain works, or the characteristics of the way we think.” said Farka.

”What do you mean? How can our writing shape a person's mental or character?“ wonder Areny.

”So, before us, our upperclassmen used to write like us, but only to give their impression during school, it was not autobiography, the title is still a school experience, and over time, it was not, the headmaster asked to make the autobiography of the students as part of the 12th grade graduation farewell combined with a photo album, strangely there are heartbreaking stories and when Guru Sukada was still a student here, he knew the problems of his friends right from their autobiographical book, so he tried to help them, and he got enlightenment from that incident, a few years later Guru Sukada became a teacher here, the enlightenment turned out, changing the function or purpose of the autobiographical book High School Liliy Kasih was made, so that it was made not only for the impression of separation combined with a photo album, so that it was made, but for the life learning of the students in school, both now and in the future, but because many are lazy to write and lazy to read like me, then three years ago, it was decided to update the system, and so on, the inventor of the secret door in the library or the student chosen by the homeroom teacher, will be appointed as the first author of the autobiography as well as a school envoy to find another student who is worthy of writing history, so only the chosen student wrote his autobiography.“ Farka's explanation was cut.

”Wait, that means, the tenth and eleventh grade also wrote his autobiography?“ sela Areny investigated.

”No, no one has been chosen, or no one has been selected, and I can only choose my friend who is my classmate,“ Farka replied.

Areny nodded in understanding.

”Nah.. then the book is told later in a class that has students screwed up, or become part of the lesson of the school, for example like us, for example, when Guru Sukada asks about a friend who killed himself because of the loss of his girlfriend, well.Guru will see who is serious about social life and who is less social care, well, simply put there are teachers who judge students from social attitudes, there are also teachers who judge in terms of academics, so actually that is what is seen in order to graduate, so that is what is seen in order to graduate, I care about everyone because I'm going to graduate with high social grades, while Fihan is going to graduate with academic grades, but, Derka is hard to graduate because, both academic and social are very low.“ continued Farka.

”So you help people a lot is..?“ tanya Eril.

”For me to graduate school,“ replied Farka firmly and steadily.

So all the students immediately turned their eyes away from Farka, with a gloomy look, not without reason they turned moody, Farka the class leader, who was proud of being the most caring human being in this school, now it is known under the guise of his rottenness, that all his kindness or concern is mere public deception, so-called nonsense, they think Farka helps sincerely, but in fact, is just a political game. There was obviously a sense of disappointment coming from inside every friend of Farka's heart here, so Farka was helping out not because of the friendship bond? So Farka helped out just to graduate?

All of Farka's pensive friends were rather disappointed, obviously disappointed! Since they had believed in Farka as a student of high social spirit, they had put their trust in Farka that he was a good person, loyal and trustworthy friend, but the fact is all just a play, while his friends are good for no reason, they do good because it is an obligation, but Farka? Even Areny was bowed down, she was the one who was most disappointed in Farka, because, that means, Farka helped not because of her kindness, but because she was paid by graduation, selling her care only for the graduation diploma.

”So... You gave me a ride in your house, just so you could pass? Not because I want to help?“ areny looked down in contemplation.

Suddenly without any wind, without any sign, Farka changed his attitude, his countenance, his black eyebrows, his short black hair, his yellow skin, to his soft ears, turning indifferent, indifferent, his eyes almost resembled that of a proud Fihan.

So Areny stood up, with an angry face, a disappointed heart, and a chaotic mind, and she looked at Farka with disappointment. Admiration for Farka as if it were just the stupidity of Areny, and his love felt empty, because knowing Farka did not care about Areny, maybe it was true, his love had clapped one hand, his love had clapped one hand, but his feelings still want to always have Farka.

”OK then... I will leave your house, so you can laze!“ areny with a wounded heart.

And suddenly, Areny tote her bag while walking away from the classroom, but Areny stood at the door mouth with her clenched fingers, she bit annoyed, her submissive gaze implying sadness.

”I'm disappointed in you! I'm disappointed!“ areny then walked away.

Followed by Zeni who left without any words, his countenance remained indifferent, no matter, but, he also looked disappointed.

”I will write, but not because I follow your orders Farka, I write for my underclassmen! I write to let people know, that it is not only those who suffer!“ sindir Eril then walked away from class while carrying his carry bag.

Now remaining Sazan who still subdued his gaze by contemplating Farka's confession, he was worried, is it true Farka so? Selling his welfare for a degree? But it does make sense that Farka sells her kindness, because, nothing in the world would be willing to go hungry to wait for a younger sibling in the hospital to faint, no human being would willingly eat cat feces to free a stupid underclassman held captive for stealing, and no human being can be whipped to save a cat locked up for pleasure, all the deeds of Farka at that time were mere theatrics, his virtues were just goods sold, Sazan thought so.

”Write your autobiography for the sake of your underclassmen, so go home Sazan, I don't want you to die here, it can trouble me..“ Pinta Farka with a cute and uncaring face.

Suddenly, the words of Farka made Sazan rise to his feet, he felt lost, but not too hurt, after all, he would die, did not want to bother the people around him, then put on his carrying bag.

”I go home first..“ Sazan said as he stared at Farka's charismatic face without a smile.

But Farka just indifferently looked at the blackboard indifferently. Sazan leaves the classroom, leaving Farka alone. Farka has no intention of stopping his friends, because this is the truth that must be accepted. Then Farka grabbed her carry-on bag on Juvi's desk, she put it on, and stepped back home.

       And since then, Farka's four friends have always stayed away from Farka, even now Areny has lived in an orphanage, where she was born. The days in school continued as usual, Zeni was now always with Areny, Sazan was always with Aqada, and Eril was always near Fihan. One important thing, that Eril failed to stop his betrothal with Ustaz Alkan, his suicide failed because Eril was stupid in acting, the debate failed because Eril lost the debate, even he was nervous half to death, and even he was nervous, so he complains to Fihan, but the results are still nil, so Eril decided to run away from home and live in the house he bought with Fihan, living the day as usual, as usual, he continued his business in the city center, in an electronics store, of course working with Fihan the longing heart. While Zeni's father had been in prison, until now, Zeni was living with her mother, they were living peacefully, although there were some neighbors who were gossiping about the Zeni family, Zeni looked strong in the face of all those rumors. Now that Areny is a student who often comes late because of his residence far away, the Areny family still does not even give a sign of longing to Areny, who indeed seems to be Areny's stepfamily, the family of Areny, it really wants Areny to leave, but, although Areny is no longer considered a part of the family of his stepfamily, even to always be far from Farka, he remains cheerful, still looks happy, and still looks happy, although his positive aura was somewhat blurry, he could still laugh out loud, and silly, he occasionally glanced at Farka, for however, even though his logic demanded to turn away, but his heart, he, was, demanding to get close, Areny still loves Farka, and will always love her. And Farka, having turned indifferent, almost like Fihan, but still, he still took the time to help the people around him, he helped Pak Queda clean up the school, treat the underclassmen, he helped the people, to save a bird from Derka's hand, because Derka was torturing the bird, fortunately Derka was afraid of Farka, so she was only able to curse without a fistfight, he said, although there was a lot of help that Farka did, but still, Zeni, Eril, Sazan, had already known Farka's inner sense, so they didn't care. Time has turned fast, days have passed and weeks have passed, until finally, it has now entered the fourth month, which is April, this month is the month of the race, and so on, all High School has prepared its students to participate in the national race, but not all High School can enter the competition, there are some conditions that must be met in order to participate, which fortunately, is, Lily Kasih High School has qualified, has also prepared her best daughter's son to fight for normality in this year's race. Women's futsal and smart teams are meticulously ready to be competed, even now busy training and continue to train hard. The list of Smart Careful participants this year, only amounted to three people, taken from the class champion, of course Fihan entered, complete with class champions from class 10 and 11, respectively, they fought to boast of their school and family, except for Fihan, he had a goal only to see the defeat of his opponents, a race for Smart Cermat held every Monday, Wednesday, Friday. While the women's futsal, the participants numbered 12 people, namely from class 12 there, Areny, Zeni, and Nitia, then from class 11, there were Nakury, Rosila, Kunia, Muvia, as well as Aminda and from the 10th grade there, Tanty, Asila, Linie and Eren, not to forget the coach is Guru Kativia, they train every time they go home from school, or get a special time to practice, or get a special time to practice, saturday and Sunday they had a race. The days went by with practice and competition, which like last year, Liliy Kasih High School managed to defeat its opponents, either from Smart Careful or also from Futsal Women, who were not only a few, both types of competitions managed to advance to the Grand Final, even Liliy Kasih High School has celebrated victory a week before the Grand Final was held, after school the teachers have made a party, or thanksgiving. And in the school field, there were tables lined with delicious dishes, which of course all the students and teachers present celebrated their success, they ate voraciously, he said, all the faces were beaming at that time, even Areny and Fihan had laughed out loud when he saw Derka confused looking for his arabica coffee that had been wiped out, by Hurta while Derka was busy with her donut cake, which fortunately there was no brawl, because Derka was given another glass of coffee by Guru Kativia, who was not involved in the process, it was a great day for the disciples after his exhausting days of struggle, but Eril was so happy to see Fihan laugh again, almost Eril thought that Fihan could not laugh, obviously Eril was happy because his longing heart could look so happy, even friends of Fihan to be amazed to see Fihan laugh, because Fihan was indeed a cold and stiff person, even so, he was surprised to see Fihan laughing, Zeni was a person who was rarely seen laughing, just a stingy smile, the point was that they all had fun on that day, not a single student who looked glum, either Sazan or Farka, either, so happy that they forget their life problems. And as the day went on, learning as usual, Farka did not pay attention to the teacher teaching, he was busy drawing a cartoon skull or a sketch of a face, on a sheet of HVS paper that would later be posted on social media, after all, he was busy drawing a cartoon skull or a sketch of a face, on a sheet of HVS paper that would later be posted on social media, for Farka himself, education is quite important, after all, the man wants heaven, wants treasure and eternal pleasure, so, for Farka, the man wants heaven, education will be favourable when doing work that is preferred, but Farka is more inclined to empiricism. But, in contrast to Fihan, the man did not pursue possessions, or mere pleasure, as John Lennon said, that, 'I do not care about money, money I cannot use to buy love.'

Fihan himself is still confused about the form of love, that is why he seeks the form of love through education not through money, for him education or science, is the light of the most real God, the most real God, who is uneducated he will be lost in darkness, but, Fihan is more inclined to theocentrism.