
A few months after Zahrana's departure for good, two of her family are gathering at Ajis' house. They were all invited by Arya to watch the movie she was playing in the cinema. Yes, the film 'Not Wrong Mother Breastfeeding' which was lifted from Zahrana's novel that day was screened in various theaters throughout the Fatherland.
"Come, we're leaving now... Some just get in my car... If it could be two mothers, huh?" Take Arya with excitement.
"Eits can't..." Suddenly Ari appears with her parents from the front. "My mom will be with me..." He said firmly while clutching the shoulder of Zainab bu as if telling a sign of his ownership that should not be contested.
Mrs Zainab was silent. He glanced at Bu Aulia with a deep look.
"Come, Miss Zainab... Ari misses Zainab's mom so much, she said..." Nod Aulia as she approached her mother Zahrana, then gently pulled her arm.
"Yes Pardon... All right, let Hidayat, Maira and Mom be with me...?" Aryan seduce to her mother Ajis. Everyone chuckles at Arya's scowling face.
They all went to the cinema with great excitement and excitement. Ajis was also seen enjoying his happiness at the time. But who knows? In his heart was so crushed to miss his beloved wife.
He continued to say Istighfar in his heart to be a tranquilizer, also so that his Lord would not be jealous of his feelings. He knew that God's will was not in vain for him. He also understood that in this world everything will go to God. For all will not escape from those two things, forsaken or forsaken.
While watching, the movie, Ajis was so calm. He had first read Zahrana's writings to himself. Duration by duration he lived while remembering the writing of messages from his late wife.
To my beloved husband, Abang Muhammad Ajis Andika...
Zahrana is happily paired with Brother... By Allah and the Messenger of Allah, Zahrana loved Abang with a very understanding of love.
If one day you know the story of Zahrana in the past, Zahra hope there is no misunderstanding and doubt in your heart for the wife who loves you very much.
Zahra's past is full of regrets for now, brother... It's just that Zahra hasn't dared to tell it to Abang...
A good brother who is able to make Zahra fall in love for a second time to a man, after loving father... Don't get me wrong, Bang... Zahra only loved Abang until Zahra's breath stopped...
Greetings of love to a brother...
May our love be forever, until we are connected to the season of Jannah...
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Time keeps passing. Ajis has not been able to enjoy life again as before. He still likes to daydream and lock himself in his room.
Today after the dawn prayer, for some reason his longing is so deep for Zahrana. He shivered withstanding the pain that raged within his soul.
He ran out of the house into the backyard, where his wife lived forever.
Ajis dropped himself and hugged the gravestone that read his wife's name very tightly.
"Abang misses, honey... Brother misses..." He said with trembling lips. Her tears were hard without asking. Her chest is getting tighter. He cried so hard that he fell asleep there.
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"Remember..." A subtle call sounded calling to him. Ajis wakes up from his sleep. He did not notice where he was at the time.
"Sister?" Sluggishly. He looked in all directions to find the source of the sound.
"Sister, you know it's Brother... But where's sister?" Ask. He stepped here and there looking for his wife.
"Darling, Brother misses..." Rintih Ajis was tired. He began to search and stopped looking.
"Remember..." Zahrana's voice rang out again, even as if it was real.
Ajis. His wife's shadow was right in front of him, but his vision was blurry.
"Zahra also misses, brother..." That figure sounded exactly like Zahranya's voice.
Ajis stretched out his hand about to pierce through the shadow, but the shadow disappeared from the sight of his eyes.
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"Sister... Adiks... Little sister..." Ajis awoke from his sleep. He looked so surprised with a breath. The sweat soaked all over his eyes.
"Astaghfirullah p 'Azhiim..." Her speech. "Puni the servant of Allah..."
Ajis stared at his wife's grave for a long time before deciding to leave. His clothes look dirty and dirty, but he doesn't care.
He entered the house and took the keys of his motorcycle along with the mini backpack he used to wear, then he went back out of the house. He locked the door of his house tightly, then slowly walked back as if to say goodbye to the house.
"Son Ajis? Where's Ajis going?" There was a cry from behind the side fence of the house.
"Mom Yanti... I'm going to the kiosk, ma'am... It's home, Mom..." Legally.
"Owh... Aye, Son... Nak Ajis be careful, yes..."
"Yes, Mum... Assalamu'alaikum..."
"Wa'alaikum hail..." Ms. Yanti smiled. He seemed so relieved at that moment when he saw Ajis better than the previous days.
Ajis rode his motorbike towards the stall that he had never been to.
Just a few minutes, he reached the stall. The shadow of Zahrana danced in his eye saddle. His cheerful wife was walking in while holding her hand into their stall.
"Bang Ajis?" Hidayat who had just come out from inside the stall called out to him happily.
"Hey, Yat...Hows it? Do you know the science of trading?" Ask Ajis while approaching Hidayat.
"Alhamdulillah, Bang... But now, you're going in again, aren't you?" Tanya Hidayat showed a face that was so happy about the presence of her sister-in-law.
"No, Yat... Brother just wants to say goodbye to you..." Denying Ajis.
"Pamples?" Forehead Hidayat wrinkled.
"Abang missed your sister... Brother wants to go home. Hopefully, you can be more calm there..." Ajis.
"Now, Yat... Help you to work on your brother's work, yes... Frequently also visited the house of Abang in the village. Look at me, mom and Maira..."
"Yes, Bang... So, when is my brother back? Hidayat has to go to college, too, Bang..." Hidayat asked as if he wanted to protest.
"You can go to college, Yat... Brother hasn't left yet, you've asked me when to return." Sudkan Ajis's.
"Hehe... Yes, brother be careful... Greetings to the family in the village, Bang..." Say Hidayat While grinning.
Ajis just smiled. He reached into his pocket and handed over the keys to his house to Hidayat.
"Ang home, yeah... Assalamu'alaikum..."
"Wa'alaikum hail..."
That afternoon went straight to the village using his motorbike. He felt the figure of his wife hugging him from behind, and the feeling really warmed him up.
After stopping by his parents' house, after Maghrib he went straight to his father-in-law's house. The thunderstorm did not make him stop the speed of his motor. He continued to ride his motorcycle even though his body was soaked in rain.
Inside Zahrana's parents' house, the family seemed worried about something. But they just flinch in their respective positions, in the living room.
Several times the knock from outside the house they could not hear because the sound of rain so loud hit the roof of the house without ceiling.
"Mama.... There's oghang..." Faiz looked at the shadow on the doorstep.
"Where?" Ask Rianur.
"On lual... That's the door..." Show Faiz to the door.
"Mus, please see who's coming... This rain is like a visit...? Brother Nur is afraid..." Pinta Rianur shakes her shoulders.
"Let's go with you, Mus..." Say Zainab while rising up to follow the Muslims.
Muslims open the door of the half-house.
"Bang Ajis?" He said as if in disbelief.
"Son Ajis? Who came your brother-in-law, Mus? Let's get her in..." Pinta bu Zainab who can not see the figure of Ajis.
"Assalamu'alaikum's chat..." Said Ajis with churning teeth to hold the cold.
"Wa'alaikum hail..." Speak to the whole house. All docked to the door in shock at the sudden arrival of Ajis.
"Why the rain, son? You'll be sick later..." Tanya Umayyah looked alarming.
"Sorry, Dad, Mom... Ajis just wants to sleep in Zahra's room... Ajis misses Zahra very much, Dad, Mom..." Ajis looked begging. His soaked body shivered in front of the door.
"Get your brother-in-law a towel, Mus..." The order of Zainab and the Muslim was taken, so he quickly took a towel.
"Come, son. Come on in..." Take Zainab's mom.
"Rianur, please clean Zahrana's room, son..."
"No need, Mom... Don't need... Ajis wants to go straight in..." Megat Ajis's.
"But, Son... There must be a lot of dust..."
"It's okay, Mom..."
"But..."
"Let Nak Ajis in, Mom... Poor he's cold..." Cut Umayyah fast.
"Thank you, Dad, Mom... Brother Nur, Bang Ed, I'm in first..." Pamit Ajis's. He stepped into Zahrana's room after receiving the family's approval.
Ajis opened the door of Zahrana's room carefully, then he turned on the room lamp from the side.
He walked slowly to the bed. There he found his oblong was enveloping the bolster. He smiles. The shadow when he vidio calls that night comes back dancing in his memory.
Ajis did not change his clothes, he immediately threw his body onto the bed, next to Zahrana's bolster.
"Sleeping here at the time?" He smiles. Then took out Zahrana's pasmina and enveloped her body with it.
He closed his eyes, looking clear circles flowing from the edge of his eyes. He was still smiling, but his eyes were closed to meet his longed Zahrana.
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Zahrana stood waiting for him. He smiled as he continued walking towards his wife.
They joined hands, then waltzed away together.
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