HEAVEN LOVE IN BISMILLAH

DESPISED

Oh Allah...

How ugly I was in the past...

If asking You to turn back time is an impossibility, then asking Your forgiveness is the only way for me to take away those sins, O God...

Really, I just realized this shame... Forgive me, O God... I'm mistaken... I sinned...

Zahrana sobbed in memory of a past she regretted had happened in her life. He felt guilty for betraying Ajis, his true soul mate. The pain re-saddened his stomach as if to tear the entire contents of his stomach, when the mind raged making him feel regret for the rest of his life.

All eyes were on Zahrana. The woman made everyone see her wonder. Naturally, everyone was crying there, but it did not dissolve like his cry.

Arya who had just finished filming the last part, was also sobbing without making up. The scene that he was doing at that time made him drift away with feelings.

"Ah, fuck..." Took him while continuing to rub rough his face. He seemed embarrassed to look at anyone because of his attitude which suddenly became crybaby at that moment. But he was stunned when he deliberately wanted to look at Zahrana. The woman who had captured his heart seemed to sobbing from watching the last part shoot.

"He who wrote the story, he cried..." Grunts Arya while shaking her head.

Behind Zahrana, Hidayat was following her. Zahrana kept running all the way to the toilet while holding her stomach which again hurt since she began to see the last scene that Arya acted with the actress who as her Habibah.

Hidayat stopped in front of the special toilet of the woman Zahrana entered earlier. There was a sense of anxiety drawn on his face to the older brother.

"Pity of Zahra... Surely brother Zahra thought again about bang Ari..." Gumam Hidayat who actually did not know the condition of his brother.

"Hi, Yat..." Sapa Arya who went after Zahrana.

"Eh, Bang Arya..." Sahut Hidayat.

"Is everything okay?" Arya's question also worried about Zahrana.

"Ep... Oh, yes, Bang... Everything is fine... Brother Zahra is so. Baperans..." Hidayat's grin with his made-up. She had already promised her brother that the first time she accompanied him to the set a month ago, to not tell Arya anything about her brother's past.

"Oh, so..." Arya muttered after hearing Hidayat's explanation.

"Yes, Bang..."

"But why did big brother Lo look so pale earlier, Yat?" Arya asked again without reducing her anxiety to Zahrana.

"Pale? Is that right, Bang?" Hidayat asked back with the feeling of starting to worry.

"What am I feeling?" Arya said back to look unconcerned.

"Why then? Didn't Brother Zahra have breakfast before leaving here?" Gumam Hidayat thought more.

While inside, Zahrana was sobbing while holding her stomach which felt so painful.

Oh Allah... Why does Zahra's stomach hurt so much? She moaned Zahrana in her heart. Several times she tried to call her husband's phone number, but there was no answer at all.

"Could the stall be crowded at this time?" Ask Zahrana herself. He hung up his phone and put it in a mini bag.

Zahrana gradually moved into the wall of the toilet. Before long, his phone rang. She immediately reached into the mini bag, and how happy she was because she called her husband.

"Hello, Brother... Sorry, Zahra is now in the toilet..." Say hello without saying hello.

Ow... Brother in the toilet! Yeah, it's okay. What was it Brother called you? Sorry, I was serving the buyer... You see today's stall is crowded, Dik...

"Now you are busy?" Zahrana asked trying to hold back her hoarse voice.

Still, Sister... But Brother has asked permission briefly the same customer to answer the phone Adik first. Brother's fine, right? The shooting is over?

"Ep... Already, Brother... I'm sorry, Bang, Zahra's bothering you... Zahra just misses. There's nothing..." Zahrana said reasoned.

Sister misses? Does your brother have to go there now?

"No need, brother... Just finish the job first. Gih, serve the buyer! Poor them waiting for Old brother..."

Really, you don't have to go there?

Yes, Brother, allow it... Brother be careful...

"Yes, Brother... Yeah, brother don't forget to eat ya..."

Da... My sister also...

"Yes, Brother... Bye, Brother..."

Bye, Sister...

After the phone ended, Zahrana gently rubbed her stomach. I don't know what medicine is in the voice of her husband, so that his stomach that was felt wrapped around, suddenly recovered as usual.

Thank God, O Allah... The pain is starting to diminish now... His mind says thanks.

Zahrana washed her swollen face and felt warm from crying earlier, then she just came out of the toilet.

"Sister Zahra..." Hidayat quickly approached Zahrana because he was influenced by Aryan's speech. He wanted to confirm the truth of his brother's condition.

"Hidayat? You're here? Why?" Ask Zahrana astonishment.

"Son't okay, is he?" Hidayat did not answer any of Zahrana's questions, but he again questioned his brother's situation.

"Both right? Why the hell?" Zahrana asked still looking confused, then turned to look at Arya who was also still there.

"Ep... Lo's sister's worried about Lo's situation..." Arya said she felt challenged to answer Zahrana's question.

"Worry why, Yat? Brother is fine..." Zahrana astonished.

"Hehe... Yes, Hidayat knows the feelings of brother Zahra..." Cengir Hidayat pretended to understand.

"meaning?" Aryan Sela.

"No, Bang... Zahra's brother baper saw Bang Arya's acting earlier. Really animating. Bang Arya is a professional actor..." Hidayat.

"What the hell, Yat... There are also a lot of baper..." Denying Aryan. "But Lo's story is cool, Zahrana... I'm really happy to be able to play the character of Yansyah here..." Praise Arya.

"Thank you, but none of this can be separated from your help..." Sahut Zahrana with a proud smile. "It seems like I came home early today, because I had a sudden need. It's okay, right?"

"Owh... Yeah.." already..." Arya answered no matter what, but in her heart, she was so unwilling to part with Zahrana that day.

"Where are we going, brother?" Ask Hidayat.

"Aren't you going to buy a book?" Zahrana asked back.

"Yes... But, right..."

"So, I'd like to find a book to inspire my new sister's novel, Dek..." Cut the Zahrana fast.

"Owh... Yeah, we're leaving now..." Said Hidayat.

"I say yes, Assalamu'alaikum..."

"Wa'alaikum hail..." Arya replied even acting indifferent.

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