HEAVEN LOVE IN BISMILLAH

ABOUT FIRST LOVE

Zahrana opened her eyes slowly. His sight is still blurred. Suddenly her memory returned when she was set up by her husband yesterday afternoon before she was unconscious.

"W-bang..." Call her softly with a whispering voice barely audible. He looks so panicked.

Ajis jerks. He immediately raised his face and looked at his wife.

"Remember..." Zahrana. Suddenly her face calmed down again when she realized her husband's hand was holding her hand. He even strengthened his hand to Ajis' fingers.

"Sa-honey? Is my sister awake?"

Ajis smiled happily. He rubbed his wet eyes immediately, then got up from his seat and kissed Zahrana on the forehead.

Zahrana smiled, her tears flowing from the edge of her eyes. It looked sad for a moment.

"Zahra heard Brother's voice clearly, but why couldn't Zahra see Brother's face clearly too?" Zahrana asked so innocently.

"Eh?" Ajis. He recalled the doctor's remarks about his wife's condition getting worse.

"Huh... Maybe because Zahra sleeps late, huh, Bang? Zahra will repeat..." Zahrana said as she blinked her eyes repeatedly.

"Darling, it's okay... Don't force it..." Prevent Ajis. Zahrana's husband held back her tears.

Zahrana shook her head, as if she did not accept her condition back then. His hands fumbled around him, and he rested on his bed to get up.

"Abang, Zahra can't see clearly? This is Zahra's eye why?" Zahrana asked so panicked. He rubbed both his eyes violently.

"It's okay, honey... Its alright... Don't force it..." Persuade Ajis again while holding Zahrana's hands together.

"No... Zahra was afraid that Zahra would never see again..." Isak Zahrana sobbing. "This must be because Zahra is often playing HP... Tomorrow Zahra will not play HP again..." He must be damning himself.

"Yes... Tomorrow dear will not be allowed to play HP again. Except make the same call chat with brother only. Honey's gonna pull up, right?" Said Ajis with a hoarse voice holding back the cry.

"Yes, Zahra promised... Later Zahra drank carrot juice a lot. Zahra wants to eat something too... That's good for the eyes... I'll buy him later..." Pinta Zahrana spoiled.

Ajis held Zahra tightly. He nodded hard. "Yes, honey... Brother will buy it for Brother..."

"Are we in the room now? Hmm Must have seen our room fall apart huh? Sorry, Bang... Zahra didn't get it done... Zahra hurriedly went to Arya's place..." Zahrana. Suddenly, his face was filled with guilt.

"Abangs... Excuse me... Zahra can explain everything about Zahra's meeting with Arya... It's not what you see... Zahra is Aryan…"

"Sst..." Cut Ajis fast. "Sister doesn't need to explain anything anymore... The wrong brother... Brother who too quickly concluded without hearing the explanation Brother first... I'm sorry Brother, honey... Sorry Brother who has hurt my sister's feelings too deep."

Zahrana palpated Ajis' cheek with both hands. She took Ajis' cheek and kissed her husband's lips in a flash.

"Did you know everything?"

"Yes, honey... It was Hidayat who proved to Brother what happened there yesterday afternoon..."

"Yesterday afternoon? It happened yesterday, Bang?" Zahrana looked confused.

"Yes, honey... Yesterday noon..." Ajis was confused.

"Hour and a half seven in the morning, brother..."

"Astaghfirullahal... How long has Zahra been praying? Zahra is a sinner... Sorry Zahra Abang, Zahra has made Brother sin too..." Panicked words.

Ajis's breath. He tried to hold back his sobs. In that situation, his wife was still worried about him.

"Sister... We have today a guest..." Ajis said by trying to make his voice sound excited.

"Oh, huh? Who, Bang?" Tanya Zahrana looked so happy.

"Awhile yeah... Brother call first. Brother must be happy for their arrival..." Ajis.

"Yes, Brother... But hurry up, Zahra's curious..."

Ajis got off Zahrana's bed and walked out of the room. He opened the door like an helpless man, and looked at his family one by one.

His mother immediately approached him and clasped his hand firmly.

"Mother..." Call Ajis lirih. He let go of the cry that he had held before the woman who had given birth to him without shame.

"Patience, Son... Son Zahra must be healed..." Said his mother while gently stroking his arm.

Ajis slowly moved towards the long chair there. He was no longer able to let his limp body stand for too long.

"Dik Zahra Ajis' first and last love, Ma'am... Ajis is afraid of losing Dik Zahra... Please, Mum... Ajis is not strong... Ajis can't even imagine it..." Rintih Ajis's. He whined while struggling and cupped his wet face to his mother's fingers.

All his family were sobbing at the pain Ajis felt, because they also felt the same way, namely the fear of losing Zahrana.

Umayyah Marwan, her father-in-law also sat next to her. Umayyad hands moved rubbing his shoulders.

"But unfortunately, son... Zahrana confessed to Dad that you weren't her first love, were you disappointed?" Ask Umayyad.

Ajis was silent for a moment. Then he shook hard. "No, Dad... Why should Ajis be disappointed if Zahra's first love is his own father?" He said so sure.

"You know that?" Tanya Umayyah was so surprised.

"Dik Zahra wrote it in his personal book, Well... And Ajis from last night read that book. Ajis was delighted when Dik Zahra said in the book, Father is the first love of his life that teaches him the true meaning of loyalty. So Dik Zahra knew that in the end Ajis was his heavenly love that he wanted to keep for the rest of his life. He wants our love to continue until Jannah, Dad..." Ajis said with a proud smile even though his tears did not stop falling.

"Zahrana we are, son..." Angguk Umayyah was so moved to hear Ajis' explanation.

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