HEAVEN LOVE IN BISMILLAH

REPUDIATION

Zahrana. For a long time in his life, only this time he made a sound of clashing against his youngest brother. He was only agitated, so his adrenaline was not in line with his heart. Afraid that his meeting that time with Arya only caused slander.

Indeed, she wanted her husband to accompany her in the meeting. He wanted to show his affection and love for Ajis that was so great that no one could hope that they would be separated alive, including Arya Irawan himself.

"I'm sorry Brother Zahra, Yat... Brother didn't mean to yell at you. Later I will explain, that Brother is really worried." He muttered while holding Arya's phone which he had just used to call Hidayat into his chest.

The sudden nausea made him shaken. He was vomiting violently in the toilet sink where he was.

After the nausea disappeared, his body became weak. He tried to strengthen his body to walk back to Arya's place.

Zahran's gaze suddenly blurred, then he blinked his eyes repeatedly, then he could see Arya clearly in the place where he had originally met.

"Zahrana? Hows it? Is Hidayat coming?" Arya asked when Zahrana had been close to her.

"She's coming soon. It's your phone, thank you, yeah..." Zahrana said as she handed Arya the phone she borrowed earlier, then sat in front of Arya.

He glanced around her, his eyes blurring again. All faces were in his vision.

"Zahrana, what's wrong with you? You're okay, right?" Arya looked at Zahrana's face carefully.

"I'm fine..."

"But why is your face so pale?" Arya asked again with an increasingly intense gaze.

"I'm worried, Arya... My feelings are starting to get bad. He said, you want to talk... Now just talk about it..." Urge Zahrana still with the tone she was holding back. He also does not want to be too confident about what he thinks of Arya's views to him, so in the end he will only hurt Arya's feelings later.

"Oh... Hmmm... It's about how I feel about you, Zahrana..." Arya lowered her head in embarrassment, while Zahrana kept looking at her waiting for the continuation of her hanging words.

"Zahran... Actually, I've liked you for a long time..." Arya.

"Like me?"

"Yes, Zahra... Even when I was still imagining how exactly this online friend of mine used to be. Will you be my lover? I'm ready to wait for you at any moment, Zahra... Until you can leave your husband for me..." Arya was without a doubt.

"I guessed it, Arya..." Zahrana's words began to show discomfort in her heart.

"Do you know how I feel?" Arya turned around in disbelief.

"Yes, and I'm asking you to forget it..." Cetus Zahrana flat.

"Because I'm sure you're mistaken, Arya... I've been married..." Zahrana said full of anger but still with a voice that he was able to withstand. He was still aware that he was in the crowd.

"You're giving me some comfort, Zahrana... And how could I possibly forget it? It's not at all as easy as flipping a palm, Zahrana..." Aryan protest like not wanting to know.

"Astghfirullah's... So, all this time I was wrong... I easily give others a chance to enter into my household life..." Cetus Zahrana half whispered. He pressed his forehead with the old palm of his own hand.

"What, Zahra? You sorry?" Arya's question looked disappointed to hear Zahrana's words.

"That's not it, Arya... But..."

"So all this time you've only used me when you've been down? But after your economy goes back up, you dump me instead? That so?" Cut Arya like a person who does not want to accept reality.

"Aryans... You have been useful all this time to me... You are like an angel that the Lord has sent down to me and my family. Lighten all my burdens, remove my sorrow and sorrow. But really, I never intended to use you, Arya. For me, you are just friends, then gradually become friends. But lately, you've been like Hidayat to me. You I've considered my brother, nothing more..." Zahrana clearly said.

"Replace, Zahrana... I don't like rejection... Please don't reject me... You don't know what it's like to be broken hearted so many times, and right now it's heartbroken because I love my side. At least pretend, until you don't realize that you're pretending to love me, and until you leave your husband for me... I'm ready to wait for that time, Zahrana..." Arya still stubbornly pleaded for Zahrana to accept her.

"I love my husband, Arya... Excuse me... I love my husband until I am not in this world. If deciding that friendship is not good, then I choose sin to break the bonds of friendship between us, rather than I have to leave my husband... Love is not this selfish, Arya... And there is no such thing as heartbreak in loving, because in loving it there is only happiness. Happy to see our loved ones happy, even if not with us..." Zahrana insists on rejecting Aryan feelings.

Aryan's eyes were reddened. His heart ached so much to hear every word that came out of Zahrana's mouth.

"Sorry Arya... I don't think there's anything else we need to talk about. I hope you can understand. And sorry, because there's no next time for our meeting, except by accident." Zahrana said while packing her tote bag and then immediately stood up.

"Murray..."

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat..." Cut the Zahrana fast. He walks away from Arya who still looks hopeful to him.

"Murray..." Call Arya again. He got up and ran after Zahrana.

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