HEAVEN LOVE IN BISMILLAH

AJIS CONFESSION

Ajis repeatedly opened the bofet drawer beside his bed. His face looked confused as if he was thinking hard about something.

Last night's feeling put it here... His inner.

"What else is there?" Zahrana asked in astonishment as her husband crouched beside the bed. He himself forgot his findings last night in the bofet drawer.

Ajis was so surprised, he immediately turned to face Zahrana who had just entered the room. "Eh? Ummmmm... No more talking, dear..." The answer seemed so nervous.

Zahrana approaching.

"Keep, why is Brother squatting there? Find something again, will you?" Ask Zahrana again. He began to remember, and asked as if provoking Ajis' reaction.

"No..." Ajis answered, rising up and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Abang is hiding something huh, from Zahra? Brother forgot, last night you asked Zahra not to hide anything from you, right?"

"Did my darling find him?" Ajis asked hesitantly.

"From the beginning tell it to Zahra, brother... Zahra doesn't have to ask, does she?" Pinta Zahrana sat down to follow Ajis, and held her husband's hand with a deep feeling.

"The wrong thing, brother... The man who has that deficiency. Abang who is infertile." said Ajis with his face down. His heart was so glad to admit that.

"Where can you think like that?" Zahrana asked unsure, exactly he did not want to believe. She wanted her husband to still behave like a perfect man in front of her, not a weak man who has shortcomings. But if that's true, he doesn't bother about it at all.

"Before coming home from shopping, you stop by the hospital there. And the doctor said..."

"Enough, Brother... Zahra didn't want to hear anything... Zahra doesn't care what happens. But clearly, Zahra was sincere in what God's decision was... Whether you have shortcomings or not, for Zahra Abang is still perfect. You don't have to go that far..."

Zahrana got up and walked towards the wardrobe. There he took a bottle of the drug he found last night.

"Abang, look!" Zahrana cried while facing the bottle of his findings in front of Ajis. "The side effect is dangerous..." Cetus Zahrana pointed loudly at the bottle.

"Then what should you do, brother? You know very well Little Brother really wants the presence of a little angel in this house, while you can not fulfill it. Brother also knew all this time Brother secretly sick when we finished contact, but only Abang finished here, while Adik bore the immaturity itself."

"It's a lie if Zahra says it's not true, brother..." Answer Zahrana lirih. "Lies if Zahra is okay after we've had a relationship... But, this is not the solution."

"Then what, sister?" Sela Ajis sounds resigned.

"Is it only Zahra who wants the presence of a little angel in this house? Is not that brother too?" Tanya Zahrana. He stared at the face of Ajis who was still looking down.

"Wag...?" Call Zahrana again.

"Abang doesn't care we'll just be two forever, sister... The brother was afraid, Sister left because Sister could never feel the real pleasure from Brother." Ajis's speech weakened. He really felt he was at his lowest point as a man who revealed his flaws to his own wife.

He thought, he was not worth defending, so he was so resigned and seemed to be hit like that.

Zahrana grabbed Ajis' hand and clasped her husband's fingers. He shook his head with tears that had broken a lot on his cheeks.

"Zahra never restricted you from doing anything. You can do anything, but never make you hurt yourself. Zahra's not going anywhere... Zahra will always be by your side, until Zahra's breath stops. And brother, just trust that enough... For Zahra, Faiz and Faizah had made Zahra's desire to have offspring not too big. They are Zahra's children who call Zahra mother, and Brother is okay, right? Hmm?"

Zahrana grabbed Ajis' cheek, and forced her husband's face to look at her.

"Zahra dear Brother... Because God... Because Rasulullah..." Zahrana.

"Abang is also dear Brother... For Allah, because of the Messenger..." Ajis said Zahrana.

"If we have time, we will consult together with safer roads. I promise not to do this again, yeah... We're throwing this medicine away, yeah..."

Ajis. "Sorry Brother..."

Zahrana smiled as she nodded. "Let's take a break, you must be tired all day at the stall..." Invite Zahrana while gently pulling Ajis' arm to shift into the middle of the bed.

Zahran sat on his back, leaning on the bed, and patted his thigh so that Ajis would lay his head on his thigh.

Ajis. His heart still feels tight even though Zahrana has admitted to accept all his shortcomings, but he is still not perfect as a man.

Ajis nodded in Zahrana's lap.

Zahrana grabbed her phone by her bedside and set something on.

"Shallallahu ala muhammad

Shallallahu alaihi wasallam

Shallallahu ala muhammad

Shallallahu alaihi wasallam

Asyraqal badru.

Fakhtafat badrut tamami

Mitslahus nikma roayna .

qottuya wajha sururi

Shallallahu ala muhammad

Shallallahu alaihi wasallam

Shallallahu ala muhammad

Waala alaihi wasallam

Rabbi faj'al mujtama'na

Ghoyatuhusnul khitami

Maqod sa alna

Min atho ya kaljisani

Tholaal badru alayna

Mintsani

Wajaba syukru alaina

Madaa lillahida

Ayyuhal mabu tsufina

Jitabil amril mutho

Jitasyaroftal medina

Marhaban ya khoirodai."

Ajis was asleep in Zahrana's lap, his breath sounding smooth made Zahrana smile at her husband's peaceful face. He opened his phone and set something up.

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