HEAVEN LOVE IN BISMILLAH

VISIT SHINTA

Zahrana's habit of showing a friendly smile to the neighbors he met each time. At the mid-morning spot, he walked house by house to Shinta's house. In his hand, he had reached into a bag that contained a gift he had bought with Ajis last night.

"Where are you, Neng? Lately rarely seen, instead of filming the novel Neng is finished, huh?" Ask one of the mothers he met that morning.

"Eh, Beautiful Mom... Yes, Madam... Lately, Zahra's been coming with her husband to the stall... Bored at home. He leaves early in the morning, goes home late in the afternoon. There's even till night." The answer was so friendly and seemed familiar.

"Oh so... It's worth it Neng is rarely seen, yes... Now where is Neng going?" The souls of the mothers began to stir when they stared at the fist in Zahrana's hand.

"This is Mom, Zahra's going to Shinta's house. When Shinta was born, Zahra hadn't seen her and the baby." Answer the plain Zahrana.

"Oh..." Bu Indah's mouth is rounding Zahrana's explanation.

"Yes, Mum... Well then, Zahra first yes, ma'am..." Pamphitt.

"Yes, Neng..."

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Zahrana has arrived at Shinta's house. The young mother who had just given birth looked happy to get a visit from him.

"Thank you very much, Brother Zahra... Brother Zahra bothered to come... Thank you, too, Brother Zahra... Hopefully, Brother Zahra will soon be able to follow Shinta as a mother, yes..." Shinta said sincerely.

"Aamiin, Yes Mujiib... I hope so, Shin... Thank you for your do'a..." Zahrana said.

Zahrana smiled, in her heart, she very much guaranteed Shinta's words about her. She has also long craved the presence of children in her marriage with Ajis.

"Sir, banguun... Aunty Zahra is coming, Nih..." Call Shinta to the baby girl who is soundly asleep next to him.

"Beautiful..." Zahrana teased the little baby. The baby squirmed when he heard Zahrana's voice calling out to him.

"Thank you, Aunty Zahra..." Shinta answered as if representing the baby.

"Can be carried?" Zahrana asked.

"Sure dong, Aunty... Dedek from yesterday was waiting for the arrival of Aunty loh..." Shinta again. She gave Zahrana permission to carry her baby.

"Bismillah..." Desir Zahrana while lifting slowly the baby's body in her arms. Zahrana could not help her feelings, her eyes filled with warm water when she felt the baby's touch.

Oh Allah... Zahra wants to have a baby too... Shouts in the heart. She kissed the baby's forehead softly Shinta.

"Emmm... It's beautiful..." He spoke again with a heavy tone. "May I be a Shalehah child, son... A clever child, devoted to both parents, and always in the protection of God..." Zahrana said again as she carefully put the baby's body into her chest.

"Aamiin..." Greet Shinta to guarantee Zahrana's speech.

Zahrana's heart felt more and more unhinged

After a long time at Shinta's house, with a heavy heart he left the baby. Zahrana returns home.

Outside, he began to release back the tears that he had struggled to hold back. Looking at the tiny baby, her hopes of soon having a child became even greater.

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As promised by Ajis this morning, he went home for lunch and picked up Zahrana. If not to carry out his intention of visiting Shinta, Zahrana would not want to stay home. Lately it has become her habit to be in the stall with her husband.

Every morning, Zahrana would be busy struggling in the kitchen to prepare the food she would bring to the stall. In addition to the two of them, the employees at his stall can also save money by eating his cooking.

"Sister, how come the eyes of a sister are so? Brother is crying, huh?" Ajis asked when he saw that Zahrana's eyes were still red.

"Zahra was just moved, Bang... Shinta's baby is so beautiful..." Answer with pampering.

Ajis. Guilt was on his face. "Sister must be sad, right? Sorry Brother yes, Brother has not thought about the time for us to check with the obstetrician..." Ajis.

"It's okay, Bang... You don't have to apologize that way. If it is our sustenance, God willing, God will gradually give us offspring..." Said Zahrana who understood her husband's guilt. He approached Ajis, then stood behind him. She gently massaged Ajis's shoulder to calm her husband's heart.

"Thank you, Brother..." Ajis said as he reached for Zahrana's hand which was still perched on his shoulder. "If we find it difficult to get offspring because of mistakes in Brother, will Brother be angry?" Ajis asked miserably.

"Why should Zahra be angry, brother? It is the power of God..." Zahrana said so sincerely.

"But Little Brother wants it so much, doesn't he?"

"Yes... Zahra wanted it. But it is not with great ambition that one should blame the taqdir of Allah, Brother..." Zahrana said with confidence. "But if it lies in Zahra's fault, will you be disappointed?"

Ajis's question turned to him. Ajis pulled Zahrana's arm so that his wife's body sat on his lap.

"Abang is not why living alone with Brother for the rest of your life, because the happiness of Brother is already in Brother. That's why you ask your sister about it, because you are afraid that you will be disappointed and leave your brother if the reality is so..." Ajis replied at length to make Zahrana's heart warm and moved by it.

"Zahra... Zahra will not be angry, let alone to think things like that. Don't talk like that anymore." Zahrana said as she put her arm around Ajis' neck.

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