Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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Kian and Devan were hired. With the spirit of Kian directly compile all his groceries. Along the way to his house, he and Devan stayed. He is a little difficult to understand Devan's mood which he thinks is always changing.

Sometimes it can be soft, and now it's back to being an ice cube again. Making him only able to take a deep breath, disposing of his thoughts about Devan. Devan is still in the house, sitting outside waiting for Kian to change clothes, then they can go to work.

"Van, sorry. I want to cook first. There's still half an hour to go to the cafe." Said Kian who was only possessed by Devan.

More and more back into the house, struggling with pans and stoves and kitchen spices. Cooking something with potluck ingredients. Food experiments have become a habit, because he is bored if he has to face the food.

Fifteen minutes finished, he served food at the dinner table. There is only one menu but it is complete there are vegetables and side dishes. Not to forget he also put the dishes and drinking water there.

He walked out to call Devan to eat together. But only half the journey he vaguely heard the sound of chatter. He investigates, and it turns out that it was Devan and Nari. Who sat together in the long chair in front of Kian's contract.

Why did he see it like something was going on in his heart. But he did not know what, until he brushed it off, calling the two men in and eating together.

"Eh there's Nari's sister. Come in yuk, we'll eat together. Kian already cooked the food, but it's just the style of Kian doang. Hehe..."

"Gue is not a laper. You guys eat it." Ketus.

"Eh, Devan. Lo kok that's it. Let's try the cooking."

"Yes. Let's eat first. That Abis you can talk again. I'm sorry to interrupt him, hehehe.." Said Kian scratching his nape that did not itch.

"What the hell is Lo Ki. I saw Devan sitting by himself. Nothing serious either. Go Van!!" Nari pulls Devan into the house.

Making Kian think a little, how would Devan want to be treated like that by women? At school, he was always away from women. Even to touch them reluctantly. And sister Nari? With ease, holding the hand of the ice stone entered without any resistance.

What don't don't....?

Now the three of them were already sitting in their respective seats with one rice plate in front of him. What is the name Kian takau, which is clear that the cuisine is chicken with concentrated chocolate sauce with a mixture of vegetables, sesame seeds, onions, green chili and others as well.

"Waw... This cuisine what is the name Ki? It looks good!" Nari made a sound looking at the food on the table.

"You don't know either. It's just a fad to get into the materials."

"Ohh. Okay deh. I'm trying it." Kian nodded.

After that first mouthful went into his mouth, "Emm. crazy is really good Ki. I guess the taste of chicken teriyaki, but it's kind of like that, like me."

"Hehehe. Van let's get eaten." Devan just glanced at me.

"Have most thought of you Van. Nih." Nari bends the side dish to Devan's plate but is still in his possession.

"Inget Van, can't abandon the food that's already served." Dumel Nari's. Devan was forced to suck the food into his mouth.

"Where's Van?" Tanya Kian excited.

"Just be it." Chillingly

"Udah Ki's. Devan never could have rasain. You also eat, even I'm happy again. Haha..."

Just smiling. Susana lunch was so quiet. Sometimes only Nari communicates with both of them. The rest is not there.

Until the dinner is over.

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Tonight they're a little overtime, so they need to go home at ten in the night. But fortunately, the road is usually passed by vehicles, until hours like this they can still ride public transportation.

"Van, I'm down in front of the alley. And you just go home. Don't bring me home." It broke the silence of the bus. Indeed every home Kian always delivered to the front of the contract by Devan.

There was no reply from Devan, Kian looked back at the window of the bus that was so dewy. It looks like the air is very cold and it's going to rain tonight. For that reason also Kian told Devan not to drive him home. Anyway it's too late if Devan has to deliver it first.

Skittish

The bus stopped at the front stop of the alley. It came down quietly. But it turns out he did not go down alone, but Devan also came down.

"Van, why are you coming down anyway? Just want to rain, let's rain. Go home!" Tell Kian who was not heeded at all by Devan. He remained silent.

Lazy long talk, because Devan also will not reply to his words, Kian gave up, "Yes already. But if I have until the contract you go straight home. Kasian Gio's at home."

"Eh."

The one deheman who made Kian upset half to death felt. The road passes before Devan. No matter what the man behind her is like a bodyguard right now.

Crashes

Not long after the rain fell even just now they reached the middle of the alley. Seeing the current situation Kian immediately pulled Devan to run and shelter in front of his contract. If even waiting might be the same, until he decided to hit the heavy rain at that time.

"It is raining. I told you I also do not need to anterin me until the contract, still you deny. How do you want to go home now?" Roceh Kian's. They were already wet, because the rain was so heavy, and in the middle of the alley they had been drenched by the rain to get soaked.

"Live waiting for the rain to stop." He sat in a long chair in front of Kian's contract with a very wet jacket.

"Some of why the hell lo..."

"Whisper!" His impact was directly staring at Kian's bead eyes. The talk of Kian has not even been resolved.

Long silent, "Yes. Wait for the rain to stop!!" Reply to the indifference that goes directly inside.

Feeling annoyed by Devan's clash, Kian chose to busied himself. Like taking a shower and changing clothes. He also cooked hot water to warm his body.

Out of the room in a state that was dry and clean, he slightly peeked at Devan from the window, who was still sitting in a wet jacket. Back he pondered, it seemed like he was overreacting on Devan. While Devan alone did that maybe because of his good intentions.

Kian makes two cups of hot tea, which is certainly for him and Devan. When he was ready, he immediately drove him forward.

"Van, just drink. Let's get anget." Put the cup next to Devan. But the mpu did not make a sound.

Feeling strange, Kian approached Devan who was still sitting leaning back with his head covered with a jacket hat.

"God... Van Lo is really cold. Mending lo now go into the dalem deh." Bring the unbearable Kian.

"Ep.. Don't have. I can wait outside." He spoke weakly with a faint look.

"Can't do it, it's this cold." He immediately pushed Devan inside.

"Gue told you..."

"Diem!!"

Kian sat Devan in the chair in the living room. Take the blanket, open the wet jacket, and immediately wrap the blanket around Devan's body. To be warmer. Not to forget also he led Devan to sip the warm tea that he made earlier.

More and more staring at every inch of that face, a symmetrical face with a jaw that is so firm and square. It looked so scary before, but not for now.

The face was pale and sweet, making Kian so pity to see it. Not to mention the scars that are around his face that never healed, but did not make the good looks of God's creatures this one fade.

Kian rubbing rub both palms, then stick it on both cheeks Devan so that the cold is reduced.

But aware of the treatment from Kian, Devan quickly dodged. Makes it a little overwhelmed.

"Lo why the hell?! I won't do anything about it either. Your face is pale and cold. It should be in angelin!" Upset Kian with Devan who continues to wriggle like a caterpillar.

Long time he wrestled with Devan, finally the cheek was obtained as well. He cupped the two cheeks, as if he did not want to escape. I found my eyes so red. Makes Kian a little surprised. "Van, why? Do you have a problem? Same story as me" said Kian worried.

Before long clear circles came out of the two eyes of Devan, making Kian so much more shocked. Whether the encouragement from nowhere else, or maybe because of pity or even a sense of indebtedness, Kian hugged Devan tightly. I hope the burden of the problem will decrease.

This was the second time he had seen Devan cry after that day. A day of grief for him too.

"Gue a useless child!! Not good at all!!" Shouts in the deck Kian.

"Shyuut... Who said you are not useful? Even from everyone I meet who knows about you always say that you are a responsible and independent person. Where's the point, Van?" Kian stroked the black mane elus, so that he could be calmer. Kian could feel an irregular breath because it sucked from Devan in the niche of his neck.

"No! I am not useful. I can't even care for my parents! It's all my fault!! If I didn't exist, my mom would still be alive and her family wouldn't be ruined!! Argh!!" Jerit Devan, making Kian more embrace the trembling body.

So he's like this because he remembered his mother? Even from this afternoon, his behavior was so strange because of this?

"Van, you're not wrong. It's all fate. Who can fight against destiny? Mama left because of her fate, which was her time. You can't fault yourself, and you're also trying. Stop destroying yourself." Sure Kian.

Now that deck has stretched. Kian who was crouching equalized his height and Devan who was sitting on the chair. Pasting both of their foreheads, and staring at each other's beads. Devan's eye beads are so pitch black as to describe his dark life, met with Kian's gray eye bead. Like his life is so faint.

"Gue's scared... I'm afraid I can't take care of Gio as much as I can't take care of Mama. You know how Gio is, I love him but....." The whimpering is still with irregular breath and hoarse voice.

"Don't be afraid. I'll help you take care of everything you find valuable. I will always be next to you. You forgot we're partners?" Said Kian while stroking the two thin cheeks.

Devan immediately pulled Kian, drowning his face between Kian's neck and shoulders. She put her hands on her waist. Hugging tightly to the half-bantet body. So too with Kian. Keep stroking the pitch-black mane gently. Providing comfort for Devan, so that he is calmer.

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"Hiks.. hyks..." Someone was crying in his room.

Chequelek

"Yet you are Intan!! Crying night-night? Hungry up? Can you eat? Or buy. Don't be noisy at night!"

"I could probably eat. But what about our son? He hasn't been home in a few days. Not to give news either. I don't even know if he's eating or not out there. Then how could I who became a mother eat quietly under this roof that was so comfortable!!"

"Was.. No need for your drama! That's your son's choice! I told you not to argue, but what? He chose his own path."

"He chose it because he didn't want you to force it! You never know how your child feels!"

"My child? My son is not just him! And not as bad as him. I'm like this for him too. He's the only one who doesn't know what I'm grateful for!"

"Hm! Yeah I forgot, your son isn't just one more." Smile wryly, "Where did you come from? With that woman again?!!"

"What is your business, Intan. We are also legitimate."

"Why don't you ever think about Kian's feelings, Bram!!! Your son, you betrayed him!!!"

"Aarghghh!!! If you want, you can tell your son. You're so chatty Intan. I'm sick of seeing you!!!"

"Why did you sacrifice Kian for another child hm?! Remember Bram he's your son too! Your flesh-blood!!"

"I never sacrificed my son, Ian. I even wanted to save him. But the boy was so stupid. You know if he exists, then this happiness I won't give to Kian!! He's the one I'm going to save and put number together!!"

"So all this time, just a Bram switch?! You're using that time for things now!! Why didn't you just be honest from the start?!"

"Why? Because my parents didn't approve!!! You betrayed me too, didn't you? So what's wrong with playing with what you've done?!" With a sharp grin.

"You are bre*****Bram!!"

Blams

The door of the room was firmly closed. Just left Intan with her tears still flowing profusely.

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tbc