Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)
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"Refan? Are you home, baby? Let's eat together, son." He smiled meaningfully, in front of the dining table that had served so much food.


Refan, who had just returned home from school, still had a bag next to his arm, approached and hugged him for a while and continued walking. "Refan gak laper ma. Refan's going upstairs." The cold.


"Refan, how bad are you, son. Don't you miss mama hm? Mom made a surprise for you. This mama just returned from London you even welcome mama kayak not sincere gini anyway!" His roceh, pouting at Refan's back.


Making Refan who climbed the stairs to stop for a moment. Staring back to his mother for a moment, "Refan sure, mama came home not for Refan, but there is other business, right? Just continue with." Refan said coldly, then stepped back up the stairs.


That sullen face now turned so sadistic and full of anger. How could his beloved son talk like that? Even if on one side there is a point. He stomped the spoon that was on his plate at the moment with great annoyance. Clutching tightly to the spoon, the eyes straight and sharp, showed great hatred there.


'Akhh!! The child does not know himself. If it wasn't for that, I would never have asked you! Why did Zanna get those sisters?! I've been trying to get rid of him, and now my only problem is the eldest. If only he persisted then the path would be better! And I don't have to dirty this hand!'


Pyars!!


Accidentally the woman whose identity is Mama Refan nudged the glass on the table until it fell and broke. But it did not make Refan move and look. He immediately told the maid to clean up the mess, and throw away all the food that was there because of anger.


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As usual tonight Kian and Devan are home from part time job. Walk without a word there. They did not speak to each other all day. Kian with a stubborn attitude that always does not listen to Devan's words, still working even though it has been angered by Devan. Well, because the debate during the day made the two of them not talk to each other now.


The wind that blows so hard, that it makes cold penetrates into the skin. As usual, Kian will go without using a jacket even in the weather like now. He assumed he was wearing long clothes, so he would not feel cold anymore. But it's different.


Highlight Devan's eyes that know the signal, if Kian who is cold makes him open the jacket and immediately put it on Kian. The spontaneous movement keeps Kian away from Devan. Making it almost out of the curb barrier and almost in the quarter by passing motorists. Fortunately Devan swiftly pulled it, until it grabbed the shoulder for a while.


Again, Kian stayed away from Devan. He let go of the grip, and walked away from Devan's left side. Devan who saw it could only shut up. He knew he was also wrong this afternoon until he spoke like that to Kian, only he was a little worried about Kian. Sometimes in his brain, was his actions that day so terribly wrong? Until such a reaction?


Unable to be inhabited by Kian, Devan immediately followed and blocked his path. Kian of course immediately look for another way, avoiding Devan even eye contact is not with him. But Devan is also as stubborn, still facing Kian wherever he steps.


"Lo why the hell? Want jackets? Huh!!" Kian almost reopens the jacket, but is held back by Devan.


"I'm sorry." Short, solid and clear. Now the look in his eyes looked at Kian's bead, so deeply.


But Kian even tried to avoid eye contact, "Lo nothing wrong. Move over!" The impact, but still not heeded by Devan.


"Son, before you forgive me."


"Udah Van, I'm tired. I want to go home!" The thing that has reached ubun ubun.


"Sorry." He said again, but there was no answer from Kian. Just eyes that were already flushed like they wanted to bring something out there.


"Lo tired? I'm carrying." Devan turned around and crouched down in front of Kian. Long time no movement from Kian, only sobs are heard. Makes Devan turn back towards Kian. " Why hm?" Two words came out of Devan's mouth, which certainly made Kian even cry to be so. No matter how hard he tried to hold her back, but still she was just a crybaby and weak woman.


Kian's gaze, which always avoided Devan with tears still pouring out, made Devan pull the chin and wipe away the tears on Kian's cheeks that flowed rapidly.


"Tell me." Pinta Devan gently, made Kian glance at that face for a moment and cast another glance.


"Gue's weak, isn't Van?" Open up the voice


Think for a second, and Devan immediately answers the question, "Son, you're a strong girl."


"Lied lo!! You said that in the afternoon!!"


"Gue said that because I don't want to be tired. You do something that is above the normal word. School, work, learning, especially always maintaining achievement is not easy. I don't want you to get sick from it and lose it all." Obviously Devan cupped both cheeks Kian.


Still with the silence Kian was about to say again. But not yet had time to say, Devan had pulled the body first. Gave a soft hug to Kian. Although there was no reply from Kian, Devan still gently stroked the black mane. Not letting a single strand be blown away by such a strong wind.


Sounds that became the stuffing of Kian. Which of course has made Devan's clothes wet. But he doesn't dispute that at all. He continued his activities, until Kian returned to voice.


"Gue is wrong what's the same Van? I don't know what's wrong with me, but they always bother me. I'm tired of Van! I'm tired. Did I go to school there wrong? I was wrong at school there. They even say I'm their happiness-grabber. How rich is Van? Say it!! What happiness makes them hate me!!" He cried out with annoyance and anger, who were still in Devan's arms.


"Lo's not wrong, they're just jealous. Because you are more than them. Sorry I was late nolongin lo this afternoon and sorry for my talk this afternoon. You want me to bales what into them?"


Kian pushed Devan, spaced in the embrace, then directly hit Devan's chest. With so strong, but still make the mpu just grimace and hold it. On the sidelines Kian again said, "Stop pity me Devan. You just pity me!! Aye. Actually they say I'm just a weak kid who if there's no I'm nothing. You should also stay away from me Devan. Do you know why they are like that? Because they're jealous, they like you. Sarah likes you too. You gotta get away from me!!"


Until after several blows Devan felt the blow began to weaken, he pulled Kian back his embrace buried Kian there, "Gue will go far and close to others of my own will. Not at your request or theirs. And remember Kian, you have a deal with me that can't keep you away from me! Don't tell me to do it again!!" Deck so tight as if not to be separated makes Kian just stay in a sense of tightness and continue to cry.


Well, he forgot he still has a debt to Devan, who is he who can tell Devan at will? A debt agreement he made himself, which captivated him and Devan simultaneously. And it won't get him far from Devan. That's reality.


"Well, that's good to see." The voice of a middle-aged woman shocked the two of them, until the embrace became loose. Kian and Devan looked at the woman with astonished gazes coupled with their nervousness.


Kian even clad in his mind, did these two people see what they were doing earlier? Especially after hearing the sentence uttered by a middle-aged woman.


"I'm sorry my wife. He has been watching you from a distance ever since. I warned him not to pay attention to you, but he insisted so much." Said a grandfather who was side by side with the middle-aged woman. Well, it must be her husband, that's how Kian thought.


Kian smiled and was about to answer the words of the grandfather, but had not yet happened the wife had interrupted first, "Hey! I'm trying to advise my grandchildren now that they're stronger in their relationship. Why are you apologizing. Am I wrong, old man?" Lips


"Of course, you're bothering them. Let's go home, the night is getting late, not good for us who are old is still outside at this hour." The grandfather gently drew his wife's hand, away from Kian and Devan who were still faithful standing next to each other.


"Hey!! I just want to enjoy the atmosphere of the night, like this young man. Enjoy the night like any other couple. Walking together, telling stories, and being so romantic." He forced the check to come off.


"We're old, our bodies don't have antibodies like those that can survive in this weather. No more romantic words. Every day we tell a lot of stories. What other story do you want hm?" Ask gently.


"Huh, why can I marry an unromantic man like you. Even from then until now you've never been romantic." Keto.


"I told you that first. If I wasn't a romantic guy. But you didn't mind and accept me then, until now. We also have some children and even grandchildren, where else is my absence?"


"Hey!! Bawdy old man. What I'm saying is that romance isn't like that. Well, you're right. You were so pretentious to sell expensive first. Until I have to chase you first."


"The old man isn't just me, you are too, so stop yelling at me with the old man's words. And just so you know, before you chased me I had a dream first to spend the rest of my life with you."


"So you mean??? (The grandmother looked a little shocked by the statement just now) You liked me first? Why are you saying it now? even though we have been in a relationship and even married almost forty years!!"


Puk,, puk, puk, puk, puk, a slow punch delivered by the grandmother made the grandfather complain and immediately caught the hand.


"It's enough, baby. You hurt this old man. Yes, I liked you first. But I was too scared, especially when I saw you who are liked by many men who are not worth me. But it turns out that destiny says something else and affirms my prayer. I am so grateful and so grateful to God for that. He gave me a deposit more precious than a jewel though. Stay with me until this breath stops."


Until the last sentence was thrown making the grandmother and grandfather hold hands firmly. Grip each other and smile. Do not forget the grandfather kissed the grandmother's forehead so sincerely. The look of such a happy face was painted there. And make two people who initially noticed instead to pay attention to the two lovebirds that have grayed.


"More." Devan said giving a sheet of handkerchief to Kian, making Kian daydreams on the two people instantly disappear unceremoniously. It turned out that from earlier Kian saw him even drop tears, without being realized by himself. What was in the shadow of Kian until he cried.


"Make what?" The typical voice of someone who has finished crying.


"According to you?" the eagle's eyes glanced at Kian so sharply. He swiftly took the handkerchief. Removing the rest of the tears and at the same time the liquid that came out of his nose.


The two of them walked back on the sidewalk, continuing the delayed journey. After from the scene they continue to see the scene of two lovebirds who are so sweet.


More and more looking to and fro, notah since when the road became crowded now. Though some time ago he felt there was only him and Devan alone. But not now. True said the grandmother, if now many young people who notobane his lovers walk casually, join hands, joking laugh with pleasure.


Making him take a deep breath, "Emang sunday night is always synonymous with couples who walk together huh?" He asked, expecting or not an answer from Devan.


"Not always a couple, depending on the needs of each person."


"Hm, really you're like me. The two of you walk only because you come home from work." Her speech was lethargic.


"Ki, stop first." Tell Devan, when they are close to one cart of a can. Devan walked over to the seller, and ordered two servings of a can.


Devan also gave one plastic chair to Kian while waiting for their order so.


Again, Kian did not give direction Devan thought. A few minutes ago he was angry and even threatened himself, and now he's turning good again. Before a while it got cold.


"Nih, we're the body's angelin first. This Abis just got us home." Devan said giving one glass of a can to Kian.


"Thank you." Briefly Kian is taken by Devan.


They enjoyed the warmth of the drink while watching some passersby enjoying their Sunday evenings. Until Kian focused on two people who were busy playing roller skates in the middle of the park, which is on their sebrang at this time.


And without him realizing Devan was also looking at his current direction. Look at the direction of view and face alternately. Just with a flat face.


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tbc