Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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Kian and Devan walked along the corridor in tandem but were spaced apart. There was no speech there, Devan with his flat face, put both hands in both pocket sepan and stared straight at the view that was presented before the eyes. While Kian with still remaining fresh, even though the tears have dried up and continue to look down at the floor and his shoes, which are also focused with his mind.

The mind that breezes wherever, thinking of the right way to continue his dream that is increasingly fading. Because of course he will not want to end up with the word married. He said the dream was more important to him than having to marry and settle down with one person who obviously never loved him. 'Hehehe.'

"Kian!!!!" One scream that made Kian manage to raise his face, looking for where the source of the voice was. While Devan only glanced at him for a while then refocused with his gaze.

"Where?" He approached

"What?"

"Why is Lo called?" Her question is so hot.

"That's. I'm....."

"Udah is okay Ki. We canteen yuk. I'm the lager, I'm the deal. You can say it fits right there. Okay... yuk." He pulled Kian and looked back. "Devan lo wants to come... Where are the people?" He saw that Devan had walked first leaving the two of them.

"It's a habit, boy. Ki, we're both."

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"Yes, it's okay. If you can not enter through the scholarship you can enter through the independent route anyway. Aye right? Not going to run out also the money om Bram just for college lo. Some are a bit strange too if you continue to dapet gede value aka perfect. With lo kayak gini it means you are also an ordinary human, and I am not too human insecure deh. Do not think too much, if it does not mean your sustenance is not there."

While in the cafeteria, Kian told her everything that happened to her in the office. The sobs and disappointments he endured as much as possible so as not to be seen and fall. The regret was clearly there, but everything had already happened. It has to be what? Should he be struggling? Forced? Or even blame circumstances and destiny that are not on his side?

"But what I wonder is Ki, the value of lo kayak gini is not because you hang out a lot ama Devan right?"

Frontal sentences such as tudingan that make the daydream Kian disperse. "Lo said what the hell Feb is, yeah not."

"Good if not."

After they ate, they returned to the classroom. Just relaxing because there is nothing more to do. Until they were in the middle of the corridor saw countless numbers of people crowding in front of the notice board. They both became curious and approached them all.

"Why do you think?" It looks like Siti just came out of the crowd that made the claustrophobic.

"Test score is already in tempelin. Hadeuh I was far from expectations. And the most astounding is Devan noh!"

"Huh Devan?! Why?" Febbry's face was already showing excessive worry.

"Maybe he was the one who ranked first. Gilak not really?"

Brakh!!!

Febbry got rid of everyone in front of him one by one, he really could not believe facing everything Siti said to him. Had enough of that time been so shocking, even now?

"WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! GEE... NOT DONE ANYMORE. SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG!!" febbry's voice shrieked amidst the crowd. Make everyone who is there become earplugs and start gossiping with each other. Not long there followed.

"Feb, his voice is in control dong. Another student's ear is sick." He was angry at Febbry.

"Lo see Ki. Can-can his Devan here (Sambil shows the name Devan emblazoned in the first number sequence) Should be thisikan.... Aghhh!! This is really not!" Febbry's face looks so frustrated to see it, even almost he tore the paper, until finally Kian first stop it.

"Yes, it was Feb. It was Devan's business."

"But Ki. Don't-don't Devan just benefit you doang for him to learn. Let you be restless and not focus on the same lesson. And apenih!! Jeje Cute girl is in second place. I suspect there's nothing!!" Febbry was very angry to see this.

More and more trying to stop Febbry's increasingly uncontrollable speech and become so. Although on one hand he was sad, but at least he was quite grateful because of that fact.

'At least Devan survived Andre's plan and his friend' The smile knot was painted there until seconds later the worry re-enveloped....

'Jeez... Devan!!'

Kian immediately released Febbry and ran towards the school building.

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On the other side there was one person who was walking leisurely about to go to a room. However, when he arrived at the door of the warehouse there were three students who intercepted him.

With his casual face Devan stopped, looking at the three people who had put on angry, arrogant, and rancid faces.

"Lo Maen is cunning too Van." Cynic is one of them.

Hearing that sentence Devan did not budge at all. There is no intention to reply or reply to the conversation. He simply knitted his two eyebrows while staring at the third nanar.

"Lo maen cheated, right? There's no way a last-rank kid could be number one on the exam."

"Yes that's impossible! Didn't expect me, it turns out the last rank as weak as this! Haha...." The other one chimed.

"Current right lo?! According to the rules, you fail. And lo lema..."

"The cheat is me or lo? Which every time the semester exam always takes a leak at the teacher's desk?" Cut Devan by staring intently at one of the people who are at the front.

"Don't just accuse me of not having proof!! I can do it..." Infuriated,

Again his talk was cut off by Devan, "Nih! The three of you have their duties, right? Until the CCTV of your office is manipulated. Ck, pinter anyway, but not deft and careful too." Devan smiled obliquely by showing a video recording of the three of them in action.

The three people were silent stiff, looks of fear and worry appearing there. Each other looked at each other uneasily and the one thing Devan caught from there was a sentence 'How come?'

"So, I expect responsibility. You three must fulfill my request."

"Sia!!" The sarcasm.

Without intending to answer Andre's sarcastic sentence, even he himself was not ignited in the slightest emotion, "Gue wants to lo threesome, he said, admit in front of Kian and apologize for your immoral acts as a student!"

"Lo mean!!"

"Pardon me and return the money you stole that night!!"

"Licaria Anderson Road, 78 km at exactly ten o'clock past fifteen minutes. And this!" Devan gave the photos to the three of them. "Gue has no intention of unloading all of this. But I think if you three apologize enough and return the money to Kian, the business is in order. But if not...."

"Lo said what Van?!" A woman came from behind the wall behind the three of them.

"Ki...It's getting..."

"Lo wasn't wrong about Van?"

"So. If you want you can tell everyone if the three of them are thieves, or you can report it to the authorities. I have proof." Devan stared casually at Kian's arrival there.

"Ki'm sorry about us. What's more I. I shouldn't have done that. But I had to give Ki a request from your parents. I actually-ener forced, it's all because I'm paid the same old man lo. And I again need a lot of money for my treatment. If you ask for the money I took at that time, I will say the money was taken by your parents."

Long Kian pensively looked at the three people, who even one of them stared at the poignancy of Kian. Making it as a human being who still has a heart becomes unbearable. "I'm sorry my parents too. He shouldn't have persuaded you with that money. And I'm sorry about you guys."

"Ck, you're great. That's sorry the three of them. It's okay. But after this I don't want to see how you guys behave like that! Or I'll report this to the authorities." Threaten Devan with a hardened jaw and a blocked look.

"Woy, Van. You can't be that bad to Andre. Andre says he did it because his parents were sick." Say one of his friends.

"It's not because he had to, he's also ogah lakin Ki, Van." Defend his one friend again.

Hearing that, made Devan look at Andre Lamat, "Lo is not the only one, but lo one of them who ngalamin this Ndre." Devan stared furiously at Andre, "And you know what you've done? Without you realizing it you have destroyed one of the ways someone to achieve his dream! I hope you stop bothering Kian!" A cold gaze with an expression that was so hateful made the people who were there feel such a different atmosphere.

After finishing Devan immediately walked away leaving those who were still standing staring without flinching, with his flat face. Unintentionally, what happened to Andre again reminded Devan of his time. The guilt came back to the surface because of it. What a sick thing to remember. But Devan himself felt that this was not their fault, he knew if he was not recognized by many people. It is even more important to shut yourself out of the environment. The wounds and pain and even the regrets have not healed completely, but he knows that whatever happens, the world is still spinning and there are still little angels that he must take care of.

Whatever it was, he had to endure it himself. Without anyone to know. Maybe at the same time it would be better for him to leave than the person he so loved. But it turns out that fate loves the wingless angel more. The only way is to keep going and keep going.

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"Van?" Call someone make him stop daydreaming, with the wind hitting the black mane that covers the forehead, "I've been looking everywhere, you know you're here." There was no reply from Devan.

"Van, I'd like to ask you. Why do you know that..."

"Gue dapet info from others." The cold then moved again to walk about to leave the roof top.

"Where are you going? I'm not done talking! So you know what followed me that night? And you know it too..."

"Ck, I know. I just want to say, stop working harder. Your task is now to learn and achieve your dreams. The work does not need to be too porsir!"

"Lo purposely told someone else...." Ask again,

"Who would want to leave a woman home alone at night?"

"But that day.. "

"Gue doesn't exist, doesn't mean you're unattended!"

"Why?!"

"You mean?" The question that managed to make Devan was astonished.

"Yes, why are you doing that? I've had too much trouble, and I'm nobody. Why are you so good hn?!" 'Gue didn't expect much, but plis honest Van! I'm confused by all this. Shoulda.....'

Long Devan did not flinch after the sentence thrown by Kian, as if making him think hard to throw back the right answer to the question, "Because you are my mama's best friend. You said yourself if you are the same mom I have known for a long time. My mom is good, and I'm sure people who know her let alone have been considered the same kid she must be good too. And don't forget to trust your mama before you go."

Wush!! The world is falling apart, so be it. Maybe not broken but a little messy. His feelings became unsettled after hearing that sentence. What hope does he want from Devan, but in fact does not materialize. And believe that phrase as if it makes him sick.

"That's all?"

"Eh."

"After all the good treatment you love?"

Devan stared at Kian from top to bottom, staring as if there was something he was investigating, "Why? Don't tell me you like me? My world is too dark for you. So don't even think about going in there!"

"Haha.... Lo funny Van, I didn't even think up there. I'm just afraid the better you get the more debt I owe to you, and the more difficult I get to pay it off. You know it..."

"Good if that's it. And I asked for a debt problem! I'm here to help you. At least if your ideals are achieved, you can go home and will not do anything difficult like this again. And you can also think of debt problems with repayment if you have come home later."

"Gue a huge burden until you want me to come home?!" Kian looked at the back that had turned around but still had not stepped. Both of his hands were already trembling holding something stuck in his eyes.

"Huh... I told you already. I just don't want any more trouble. You have to know that living alone is not good. You still have a family, and I think your family must miss you now."

There was no answer from there, as if the debate on the roof top this afternoon was over. Kian just lowered his head without intending to say a single word, making Devan look back.

"It won't solve the problem, if you just look at the shoes. Want to come with me? If I stay!"

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### Sorry yes new up again🙏🙏🙏🙏