Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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Kian📒 Diary

One more thing I know about you....

It turns out your cold is just a shield yourself, though,

So that others do not know your sadness

So that others don't know your problem

Not knowing about all the anxiety

And your fear.

Garangmu

The fragile side, though,

Which is even more fragile

From the pencil.

But relax, please,

If you still need a shoulder backrest

You can come to your partner

Take all that sadness

Let it one day

I'll bring every grain of that sadness

Away from you, far away,

Until you can no longer feel it.

Your partner ^^

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Light enters the ventilation gap of the board so narrow. Waking up someone who was asleep. The eyelids now began to move, raising their hands to close some of the incoming sunlight. The condition of the room temperature that also increased made it a little disturbed.

A few moments taken, to collect lives and stretch his muscles are so stiff. What happened last night, the whole body was very painful.

Rubbing his nape, and turning his waist which then heard the sound of bones linking to each other. For a moment he looked at the room. So foreign he doesn't even know whose room it is.

He sat on the edge of the bed, remembering what happened.

One sec....

Five seconds....

Ten seconds....

"Kian!!!" His shouting.

The memory of what was in his brain, made him rise from the bed and look for someone named Kian. Looking around every corner of the house, but nothing, he did not find it.

He immediately opened the door of the house looking for a figure he wanted to see, however,

"Devan!!!!!" Shouted a woman who was next to him, making him jump in shock.

"Sister... Whyyy?! Do you see it? Where more?" Ask with hunting breath. He heard a little scream from the contract that was a little far from the contract Kian at this time, so boisterous do not forget also with a cheer that was like just got a victory trophy. But he doesn't care about that at all. He just wanted to find Kian and Kian.

"Lo can find that later!!" Nari had already covered her face with both palms, even the basin that contained the clothes in her hands earlier instantly came apart. Fortunately, it did not hit his leg.

"Why brother?!" Dazed.

"Why is it me? Mending now you come in and put on your clothes. You know it's a woman's dorm!! You can get in here because you have the same access as Bu Eti. But lo!!!" Nari was slightly choked up and could not continue with her words.

Nari's words made Devan immediately look at his body. Staring at him and it turned out that now his plain body without clothes was only wearing a long cloth, making him also look surprised half to death. And immediately he immediately covered his chest and went back inside Kian's house to take his clothes. And back out.

"Sister, I'm sorry I don't know at all." Say it with a typical face of people waking up. Hair was messy, plus his face was so puffy.

Nari opened her palm slowly. Looking up at Devan.

"Lo abis, what is semalem he? Where in the contract again. Gosh pantes aja very pouting and swollen face this morning." Celoteh Nari stared intently at Devan.

"So morning? It's still early morning, brother."

"Lo don't wash your face keep looking at that clock?!" Nari asked half-shouting, but Devan remained silent, "It's almost noon. And Kian is also now in school." Further.

He was silent for a moment digesting the sentence thrown by Nari. Last night? Is his face pouting and pouting? Then it was this morning? 'Akhh!!! No way!!' But it is also impossible to think positively in such a situation. But... He felt he really didn't do it. Yet reality...

Without a second thought he immediately hurriedly stepped out of the terrace barefoot and of course with the style of urakan it.

"Akhc!!" Suddenly his head became so dizzy, but only a few steps in the sun.

With a swift Nari directly helped him, memapah Devan to sit back to the long chair on the terrace.

"Where are you going? Don't tell me you want to follow it! Crazy lo Van. Waiting for Kian at home. He also dropped the pesen on me. If you wake up you have to eat and continue taking medicine. He's ready to put it all on the table. You want to eat, right?" Tanya Nari and her rocos.

"Gue is not a laper. I just want to see Kian. I want to clear all this up. This must be a misunderstanding, right?" Be certain.

Devan seems to think, "So that means brother..?"

Nari flicked her shoulders, "Lo thought to Van. I think your brain is connected. Especially the same with you who...." Nari hung up her sentence, looking at Devan from top to bottom.

Devan's face looked so pale, that was because he was sick or because he thought of a possibility, which he hated so much. "God... Argh!!" Upset Devan. How can this happen to him, especially to involve Kian. Even this is the thing he hates the most, but without realizing it he has also done it. Several times he hit his own head. But immediately arrested Nari, so that he no longer hurt himself.

Devan, upset and guilty, then rose from his seat, was about to leave with the intention of meeting Kian as soon as possible. But not anything yet he even staggered. Nari was forced to lead him back inside. Took Devan very carefully.

Without anyone else realizing it, it turned out that there was one pair of eyes that saw the incident from a distance. Stand straight like a statue.

The POV

Today was a very upsetting day, exhausting really uncomfortable, all my body was in pain. Even so I still have responsibilities, hn yes.

All morning I kept grumbling. Grumbled about Devan being sick. But I also got hit. Hm.. But I shouldn't have it too, yes, he helped me a lot.

Instantly the shadow of last night floated back in my brain. I'm sure he'll be very sick this morning. Maybe if I told her a story, she would be very angry.

But yes, the rice has become porridge. How else do I not know. Anyway this morning I'm sure he's the same food buy medicine. Buy drugs? Hn, I'm pinching her money again this morning. But it was also for her sake. As an apology too.

It's 06:30, which means you have to go to school at this hour. I want to wake him up, only his face looks tired. I can't wake him up.

I stepped out, see brother Nari who is still busy with the neighbors who are notobane fans Devan. I put her breakfast. He also nodded, he said he happened to happen today he had no schedule for college. So can you help me.

I also went straight to school. A lot of it goes to Devan where I just say he's sick. And do not forget also I have made a sick letter on behalf of him, less good let alone try his. But inget, I still have a lot of debt for him. Not to mention the same debt dad. So maybe what I'm doing now is nothing from what they've been doing for me. Yes I realize, I am just a burden, in addition to the burden of family and partner burden.

Hmm, speaking of house people, honestly I miss the same mother. Huh! Wait Four more months bund, Kian must be back. Whether it's with a father's choice or Kian's own choice.

Today is just ordinary, only Devan is not there. Again I open my locker, it's garbage.Well, you know who it is, Via and the gang. I honestly didn't know if I was wrong with them until they were like that. Hit again? Sure do. I was hit by them again. Keep babbling not clear, always say I'm a wrestler of happiness, tranquility and what it's got them.

I also don't know what happiness I've taken from them. Even if asked to choose better I ask for happiness in the form of affection from the father of the same mother is enough.But in fact it is quite difficult. No no!! I already have that love, it's just possible they're different. If you can ask anyway, want also pampered kayak or small attention immediately loved by them. But my request may be wrong, huh?

I always plan to live in the future to not want to take care of others, but in fact I still lakanin it. Moreover, Devan, yes I have really ngerepotin him. I promised myself that one day he would ask me for something, I would love that. He wants help, that's my promise.

The crash scene was an ordinary kayak, slap and jam. I try to be patient, but the three people like to bully me, I also immediately put on a swing. Who wants to be hurt that way! I know I'm weak, but I'll try.

I fought the three of them alone, snapped back and kicked them one. One leg, one thigh and one stomach. Make them moan in pain and that's my chance to escape the warehouse. Caged and in kroyok dalem warehouse for half an hour it seems I was really crowded. Where the lighting is less.

Abis from my warehouse went straight to the toilet to clean the blood at the corner of the lips because of the slap of Via and actually again my hair that has been randomly scrambled. I don't forget the two pills I used to take.

That's me going to class, if it's Febbry's problem where he's why not me? I don't know either. Most in the class Ips, well understand it is yes, people who are just in love and pdkt definitely need time. I'm not too anxious about that. He has the right to enjoy life, without always looking after me. Aye right?? I don't want to be a burden on him.

Today came home early, because the last two maples were in teacher's use for an impromptu meeting again. So I just went straight home. Want to see how Devan is? Has he improved it yet? Whether you eat or not, a lot.

I go straight to the street, to the dalem gang. And when I got to the front of the rented environment I saw Devan same sister Nari. Why did my feet stop that way. I did not ask.

I watched them from far away, he approached the same sister Nari and did not feel uncomfortable. If you look at it, they both fit. Kak Nari is an adult and Devan is independent although sometimes also slow. Both handsome and beautiful. What else doesn't make them fit?

I also walked far from there. Turn around but don't know where. My brain is confused with the scene earlier, my heart is so bad. But I don't know why? Like huh? I don't think it's possible. Self-conscious, I'm just his partner. Why have more thoughts. I'm not ashamed, hehe.

Until I walked halfway up the alley I stopped. The big question is, why did I run? I should have just gone home, right? Maybe I should go to work in this dress? This is my only school shirt. I don't want to get dirty or broken later.

I finally decided to go back to my contract. Weirdo? Yes, I know I'm weird. But I don't know why? If anyone finds out about me now, before it's too late. Tired? It's quite a way back and forth where the contract is not clear destination anymore, huh!!

POV Author

Kian walked towards his contract with a worried heart. Why, he doesn't know either. But clearly now he just wants to go home, and get dressed soon.

"Assalamualaik." He said when he got to the front door of his contract. Two people at the dining table in the living room looked at him.

"Waalaikumsalam" And the two of them.

"Yes Van, there is a lot more. I'll go back first. And lo Ki, don't forget to eat ya." Said Nari patting Kian on the shoulder, who then answered a nod and smile by Kian.

"Ki's.." Devan's a little awkward.

"Where are you Van? Do you feel good or not? Or do you want to be taken to the hospital? Oh yeah, you eat the same as taking medicine, right? I'm sorry I bought the medicine with money lo again, hehehe. Then just go to the bill okay." Say it non-stop.

"Gue is fine. Thanks." Thanks."

"Yes just relax. Em, you don't want to go home? Or do you want to stay here again?" Kian's face was a little impressed julid.

"Gue's coming home. But about semalem, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean it."

"It's just relaxing." Kian saw the plate on the table was clean which means Devan had eaten. "Oh yeah, you want me to anterin home?"

"So. I can go home by myself."

"Oh that. Okay, take heart." Cuek Kian who was about to enter the room, but his hand was even scuffed by Devan....

"Ki, I'm actually..."

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tbc