Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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Devan got into the elevator towards the second floor gasping for air. Wet clothes make the floor through which also wet, water continues to drip from his clothes. The true appearance had been urinated and the walk was a little limp from getting hit earlier, making everyone who was there look at Devan strangely. Everyone's eyes were on him, but he didn't care about it. For him to go to his mother's room was the most important thing. No matter how he looks or how people look at him.

Out of the elevator he looked away at the hallway and was fixed on Kian and Gio who were in front of Zanna's room. He ran as fast as he could, even though his legs hurt. Gio who saw the arrival of his brother, immediately ran and hugged his brother. Devan tried to rule out the worst possible thing that happened, in his mind.

Still in a standing position, Gio hugged both legs of Devan's level and sobbed. Devan looked down at Gio and turned to look at Kian who was not far in front of him. Devan's face appears asking for an explanation to Kian but not with bad news. He just wants to hear good news. But unfortunately just looking at him with eyes that are already covered with water. The look on his face that was so sad and sad made Devan look even more frustrated.

His face had also been flushed since then and so were the tears that always came out. He looked at Kian with nanar and shook his head, asking to talk more if indeed what was in his mind at this time did not really happen.

Not long after the doctor came out of Zanna's room. Gio, who had hugged Devan's leg earlier, let go of the hug when he heard the doctor come out. Kian immediately asked the doctor, but the face of the doctor who came out of Zanna's room showed a true face was really sad and could not do anything else. He just shook his head and closed his eyes indicating that there was only bad news.

Devan, who saw that, immediately took off two brown envelopes containing money from his hands onto the floor. He approached the doctor, asking clearly.

"Dok... My mother why?? mom is good, right doc? He was still good this afternoon. It can't be now.... Isn't it doc???" he asked with a breath of breath, trying not to cry. But his eyes can't do that. He smiled as if he wanted to comfort himself and dismissed the bad possibility, but reality was not so.

"Sorry Devan we tried" he said, patting Devan on the shoulder so he could be stronger. Then along with the nurse he left.

"DOESN'T..... NOT POSSIBLE. MAMA DEFINITELY.... IT'S DEFINITELY...." Devan said rampagingly and went straight into Zanna's room. Seen by his mother who was covered in a blanket from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head.

He approached the person in bed, opening the blanket that covered the person's body. A pale face that no longer breathes. He saw that all the tools attached to his mother's body were no longer there. Everything's been taken off.

His body trembled at what was in front of him at this moment. Tears have flooded from both eyes. Swallowing saliva was already very difficult for him. How helpless he is now. Seeing someone he had been fighting for all this time breathed his last breath, which even at that moment he was not beside.

He felt the face gently even though his hands were trembling violently. Stroking, even sticking his forehead on his mother's forehead. It was cold and there was no breathing there. Until her tears rolled down Zanna's cheek.

"Ma. Kavin is here, my mom woke up. Don't sleep, wake up. Kavin's... Kavin dear mom. Don't stay with kavin. If you don't have Kavin with Gio who's gonna take care of him?" he said, beside Zanna, putting his face on Zanna's cheek. His hand held tightly to Zanna's cold hand. He kept whining asking his mother to wake up and tears were flowing. She hoped her mother would wake up. But those eyes can't be opened either. Even he hoped that there was a miracle at this time that could make his mother wake up. He was really not ready to lose the person he loved so much.

"Mr....." Call her. Make Devan wake up from his current position and look at Gio. Gio ran over to his lying mother. Embrace what can be achieved and return to crying.

Devan stroked Gio's hair affectionately. Seeing the boy embrace his mother's hand and lay his head there even with a slight tip. He knew that Gio was even more beaten than him. Not long ago I went inside with a sad look. He was deliberately late to enter, because he felt very devastated in addition he wanted to give time Devan and his mother.

Seeing the more that entered made Devan immediately approach him.

"What happens until mom is like this? I told you to take care. Why do I think gini heh! Lo apain mama gw kian!!!" his screams squealed in Kian's ears.

"Gw..gw...." Saying something that trembles with fear. Devan who if it is in mode like this makes it unable to wiggle. Even his mouth that wants to talk is dumb.

"So what is it?!!" he snapped again while gripping both shoulders Kian firmly.

"Sister, don't be angry, Brother Kian. Brother Kian is not wrong. Mama herself said she wanted to go." Said Gio who was trying to stop his brother.

Devan stared hard. Their eyes meet each other. Brickly explained to Devan.

Back flash.

When I want to hold my hand in front of him. It looks so very pale with the infusion hose still attached there. Has not had time to grab the hand, the finger has moved to make Kian happy to see it. Likewise with his eyelids, which began to move slowly. Kian who was happy immediately woke Gio and was about to go to call the doctor. But Zanna called him first. Making it stop and hold the fragile hand is full of love and heart.

"Ma...Mama needs what? is anyone sick or what does mom want? Let's call the doctor first." beg Zanna to let go of her hand.

"No need to. My mom no longer needs a doctor. Let mama rest yes, mama is tired of holding all this." he said brick.... The more who heard it immediately shook their heads.