Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

#76

Today Daren returns to every street of the city, in search of Sarah. Regrets burst into his heart, the guilt that he also felt so deeply. Indeed, he should not have said it before let alone arrived in public like yesterday.

"Sister-in-law?" Call a woman, Daren, who had been walking on the sidewalk with a picture in his right hand. Look at the sound source.

"Molly? How are you hm?"

The woman hugged Daren for a moment. Now they sit in the long chair on the sidewalk.

"My news is good, brother. And vou?

"As you can see, I'm good."

"Thank God. What are you doing this afternoon?"

"Find someone."

"Who?"

"Hmm. (long breath), you don't need to know. What are you doing here? How's the family doing? And how's it going?"

"Hiks.... I'm sorry, brother, I should have been there when Zanna breathed her last. What kind of step-sodara am I! Who would do that to his brother. I'm so embarrassed, and sorry for that, brother. Flight schedules from London were on off that time. Until I can't go home. And after that, Ken's parents had an accident and had to be hospitalized, so I couldn't leave him. And now I can only meet him after a few months." The woman named Molly closed her eyes with her hands because she could not help but cry.

"That's Molly. It's all been happening. We can only pray for your sister and my wife, that she may always be at peace. What about your husband and son?"

"Everything's good. It's just that my husband can't come here because both of them still need treatment in London. And he's not just my son, he's our son, he means a lot to your family and my family. Sorry for my selfishness, having to sacrifice your children. I shouldn't have done that, hicks..."

"You know, I understand what it's like to lose someone. And Zanna also agreed to give you the child. The trauma that befell you must be healed, so the child's coming into the world does bring Molly blessings." Daren patted Molly's shoulder to make her calmer.

"Sister, thank you for saving me that time. But we'd better tell them both this. When they are teenagers, they deserve to know. Besides, now my trauma has healed, but the facts turn to guilt."

"Did you really use that kid as your trauma reliever?" Daren was intimidating, like he disagreed with Molly's plan.

"Not at all. I love him too, even very much. But he is your flesh and blood brother, your biological son with brother Zanna. Really your son, not like Kavin."

"Enough Molly! I love both of them very much. She's happy with you, don't let the same thing happen to her. Enough Kavin to hate me, don't let him." Daren's eyes are now red in light of what he did wrong. "I can only hurt the people I have loved all this time! It's only right if I'm shunned by them."

"I understand brother. Not everything is your fault, circumstances and people around you are forcing you to do it like I am, sorry. Hasn't Kavin made up with you yet, brother?" Molly asked, turning to Daren who was bowed in lethargy, who then shook her head.

"The mistake a few years ago between you and the goddess really broke Kavin's heart. How's your son and the goddess doing after his departure?" The question succeeded in making Daren look back and look at Molly with a face so confused.

"What's up, brother?"

"What do you mean what's Molly?!"

"You don't know at all? The goddess died after giving birth to her child. It's just that I don't know any more about it. All I heard was that one family helped her back then, I thought you knew and took the kid. I know this news alone is two years from his disappearance."

"A. A... I don't even know about this. Out of emotion and disappointment at that time, seeing the Goddess receive a brown envelope from someone, I decided to leave her irresponsibly. She looks so happy after all because she ruined my family. A brown envelope so large it might be a lot, surely he was very happy to get it." He smiled wryly.

"The envelope handover event did happen. But it's just one-sided. The goddess did not take the money. He was also hurt in this. And that means he decided to take care of the baby himself."

Hearing the words of Molly made Daren in disbelief. After he made a big mistake, he went back to making mistakes again and again, "What?! Then why are you telling me now Molly!!! If you know. Argh.... What kind of man am I!!! He did that to both women!!" Daren grabbed her own hair out of frustration.

"So already. Don't hurt yourself like this."

"I lost everything Molly!! Everybody!! Because of this selfishness. Argh...."

Plaques

Plaques

Plaques

Daren slapped and hit himself hard. Molly tried to stop her brother's behavior.

"So already. Stop hurting yourself, you like this won't change the situation!"

"You're right Molly. I shouldn't be like this, I should just die! I've hurt two women in my life, embarrassing!!" His shouting.

Brukh

Daren collapsed there.

"Om Daren....!!" Kian's shrill voice called out to Daren who was slumped on the sidewalk.

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"Akh. finally finished the study tour. Fuck me!"

"Nape the heck Feb, from dateng to home his face is very tangled, likes to complain again."

"Nice here. Where there's no more, I'm really lazy."

Febbry and Siti were packing their belongings including from the tent and other items.

Drakes

Drakes

The clattering of steps from the horde of men passed beside them with each carrying a built-in backpack without exception.

"You sleep. I want to go home, Feb."

"It was a coincidence, too. Please bring me a backpack."

"Enak aja lo. Who wants to tell us?!"

Febbry stared one by one at a time at the men. They were made up of five people and of course there was one person Febbry knew there. Until his eyes stopped on the man. Actually the man was reluctant to turn his head or chatter but Febbry's view that always leads to him, making him feel uncomfortable and .....

"Yes.yes. Here." The man directly raised the Febbry backpack on his shoulder.

"Bimm... Lo why?? Lo slingshot huh?!"

"Do you not let your brain be washed as a woman?"

"Washed what is Kar? Detergent or compass soap? or a little soap?" Ask a slightly innocent Noel.

"It's not oon. Don't talk about it!"

"Whisper you four yaks. Yes Bim, we walk instead of the dreadin laler gosipan."

Bimo and Febbry walked ahead of them, while the five of them added by Siti walked behind them with a distance not too far away.

"Crazy to be more horrified guengebiarin Bimo gaul am Febbry. Bimo again want to be told ama tuh grandma attached."

"Ho oh's. Then I'm afraid Febbry is morotin Bimo again... Huh."

"What's morotin?"

"El's Trousers. I wonder how cute you are so slow."

"Gue thought Febbry couldn't have done it. Ortunya aja rich, yes Kali want morotin others. The four of you don't just need to. But yeah....."

"But what Ti?"

"Dino, Afkar, Dion and Noel,...." The four people even closer their heads to Siti who was about to speak, "Don't...."

"Don't don't..." They follow Siti's speech

"Don't let the Bimo have debt with Febbry so it's in that place."

"Huh... I thought what try." Cheer them up.

"Why did you? Can they have an agreement or debt continues even so."

"What did you do?"

"Yes, especially if it's not made in salahin."

"But my speculation is the two of them are dating!" Tymphal Afkar

Uhhuk....

Uhhukis...

"Because I thought so too. But how could they date. Don't you ever dipelet mama Febbry again." Dion ceplos.

"Yes Yon, if you want to use pellets, do not bear it. What sparkles a little is that model time." Siti Cibir.

"Lo wants to sparkle? Lo dating the same glass. Guaranteed you will not see him there, and always kinclong" Sahut Afkar.

"You see, Bimo always told me about Febbry."

"Tuh. I think we're just not in order."

The five people were busy chatting more precisely gossiping non-stop, while the two people in front of him were instead coolly focused on his path.

"Woy Feb's... Lo fill this backpack with what the hell? Crazy heavy!"

"Yes, please know Bim. I don't want any shortage, so I'm bringing all of them."

"But this you're torturing me his name." His complaint.

"Eits what don't you want? Go home to try to weigh your weight. I'm sure it's down. Oh yes later I will send you a meal schedule so that your sport is not in vain because you eat a lot. You have to eat with a balanced menu can not be too much and later vitamins are also necessary so that you do not drop."

Bimo who heard it could only remain silent even though his heart was already so wrathful. For example, if during this tour he instead asked Febbry sports, running, swimming, climbing trees, push-ups, and so forth. If his friend asked, he would answer, 'Gw is just a normal thing I do at home.'

While his four friends know if he never wanted to exercise. All his friends felt strange and stared confusedly at Febbry and Bimo.

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Tbc