Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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By evening, Sarah had returned from her home. Leave it alone at home. He went into the room after clean and of course had eaten. He decided to take a shower and rest. Walk slowly and enter the room past the empty piggy bank that is already hollow in the nightstand next to the door . At first he thought back to Zanna who was in the hospital.

There is a heart intent to tell both parents. But he recalled that his parents were very busy. Even staying at home for a while is very difficult. His father was always busy, and his mother never believed in what her father did. Make them go anywhere and always go together.

Sometimes he himself asks, is the affection only in the form of fulfilling the needs of life so as not to feel lacking? just like his parents did. Hn, if he thinks about it he knows that yesterday he lied to Zanna who said that her family is fine. But if he was honest it would add to Zanna's anxiety of course.

This was especially noticeable when Kian was five years old. And still Zanna's neighbor. In the past, my mother was a successful assistant CEO. And Kian's father, Bram, is a regular employee. At first everything was fine. But because of the harmony of the family, the parents finally got the test. Which is where the mother is increasingly made gossip by her office friends if she is close to the CEO was even already in a relationship. From there was the beginning of the quarrel of the two parents, which to this day still continues.

Father increasingly felt very disappointed, even though mother increasingly said that it was slander. Every day they always quarrel, bram who always bring up the gossip of diamond relationship with the CEO but diamond always denied not doing it. Even sometimes goods at home become victims of Bram's rampage. Because she was afraid to go out and meet Zanna. The crying makes Zanna pity. Zanna began to calm the crying until she looked calm. And it finally continues when the two parents are increasingly quarreling for sure he will run to the house of Zanna.

Because they do not want to be revealed about the gossip so that Diamond decided to stop working and take care of more. But soon after that back Bram case that got such gossip. Until Diamond thought that Bram wanted to repay his actions first. There was mutual distrust between the two men. Diamond decided to take her wherever her father worked with her. Until entering the age of occupying first class High School, Kian chose not to go anywhere. He just wants to stay and be calm.

Follow them the same. Every day there are endless fights. Which sometimes makes Kian depressed shut himself in the room. Never even more nearly died because of soaking too long in the bath because they do not want to hear the quarrel of the two. Day by day and time continue to roll, but life is still the same as the action of the two quarrels.

At the time of the first grade Junior High was increasingly in the hospital because of the tumor he suffered. At that time the tumor in his head was still fairly small and had not spread anywhere. Eventually, both parents decided to undergo surgery to remove the tumor. But I had to rest for months. Both parents also like to make up and show the husband and wife relationship as before. I think they are really good. There was not even a fight at the time.

Six months after the recovery. His parents returned to the old habit of always quarreling, making Kian very very sad. But not for depression like before, the more he grew, the more he learned to calm down and not think about it too much. Even if the result is prevented, it will be the same. They were never heard of.

While Zanna who is a childhood neighbor is always a more reliable back when they are fighting. The five-year-old Kian who did not know such a thing made her just cry and come into Zanna's arms. Zanna was at that time often in her husband's residence. But his first son always did not want to separate from his father and make his son come wherever his father went.

From there Zanna felt lonely sometimes, but it turns out there are more and more who always come to Zanna. Two people who miss each other's family is like making a new family relationship. Which is where Zanna as a mother and Kian is her son. But that wasn't long ago. This is colored by the duties of Kian's father who is out of town and his mother's wishes that always follow her father make Kian and Zanna separated when she was ten years old.

But a few years later when he stepped on the third grade of Junior High he intended to return to the city of origin to meet Zanna. With enough money and his recklessness even his parents did not know he went to his old house. But fate said something else, it turns out that after two years of his move, Zanna also moved. When I asked the people who were there, no one knew Zanna's new address. With disappointment that gnawed Kian also came home.

Unknowingly tears flowed reminiscing about past events that he experienced. And tonight he intends to come to the hospital to visit Zanna. He really needs someone like Zanna. He took a shower and prepared.

But his steps back stalled, his heart was worried between having to ask or not to his parents. But while away, they also never send a message as short as anything to Kian, so he intends not to ask the people he knows. But if he asks and tells them, Kian feels very guilty for breaking his parents' orders.

"Halo assalamualaikum. How's mom doing?"

"waalaikum salam ki. Mother is good. What's the matter hm?" tanya from sebrang with a voice that is deliberately slowed down but increasingly not a child who is very easy to lie and can not distinguish the voice of people who cry and do not.

"Emmm....Kian It....." not yet finished Kian said the voice of others behind the phone.

"@*#^€@&× You are always suspicious. She's just my secretary. You know no!!!!! Don'tdon't....^@€@*×&£#£@@**"

After hearing the rant, Kian immediately hung up the phone. He knows even now that his parents are still fighting.

'dad, mom. Even when you are far away you can still hear your quarrel. I think you're just fighting because it's getting close, but it's getting wrong. If you're just fighting over what this relationship is. If you think more then your attitude will also not be like this. this is the same as you kill more slowly....'

Crying and helping. So painful to be a child that there is even a reason a relationship exists but is not even considered like this.

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"A relationship will continue to work well if there is trust and good communication."