Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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On one side was a woman wearing a blue stripe shirt, white shoes, black trousers and a small black bag tucked in her shoulder.

Walk along the road looking for something that is the purpose of getting out of the house. But at that moment he realized, looking for what he was looking for was not easy.

Grrrrrhhrrr

The sound of her stomach making her ashamed. Fortunately, no one there could hear her stomach grievances at this time.

The day had begun by late afternoon, but not a single job that he could apply for. While the stomach has thrashed to fill.

He remembered what his father had said. It is true that parents know everything, even things like this. But he still disagreed with the way his father got things.

Do I sell hp? While I haven't got a job?

Dots of water began to come out from both of his eye pelupuk. With a troubled heart, he felt that all this was happening because of him. If he didn't exist, maybe none of this would exist. Thinking about it, her tears fell smoothly.

Arriving at a park, he tried to rest his two feet that had been sore and tired. Sitting on a long brown bench in a fairly quiet park this afternoon. He spread his gaze throughout the park, nothing he was looking for just that he wanted to refresh the eyes that had been soaked.

The wind was so cool, breezy stroking the mane that was already quite long hers. Taking a deep breath greedily was like just coming out of such a narrow oxygen-poor place. His mind was confused by the problem he was facing right now. Making himself slightly inching, leaning that frail shoulder on the head of the bench was like needing a shoulder to lean on right now. But who? It's just alone now.

For a moment his heart again said, to follow his father's request. Go home and live like you used to without thinking about something you shouldn't be doing right now. But back again to the statement is he able to live with someone who has such a nature? Is he selfish now, leaving both his parents? Honestly, he didn't go to prove he could or he was right. It's just to reject an unwanted match.

A second later came the sound of someone laughing. Kian is a cowardly woman who likes to watch horror or action genre films, in addition to romantic. Even if he's actually scared. And the sound of laughter in the garden that was so quiet, a little make the feathers goosebumps.

It's still late afternoon, the time has come?!

Kian wiped his tears so swiftly that he left no trace and circulated his gaze, looking for the origin of the sound. But never to see him, he began to look again. Walk slowly, even the steps until inaudible. Until finally after walking almost around a friend he met a pair of lovebirds who were cool in joking laughter.

At first he felt ordinary and natural, a little relieved because his negative thoughts were unproven, but... It's like knowing that guy. Again and again until he witnessed the scene of a kiss between a man and a woman, which then made him immediately turn around.

Maybe the day will get worse, if you see something like this. Evidently when he saw the action of Jerry at school until his home got the terrible news.

He turned back to look. Not to watch the 18+ scene but to see who is a shameless person indulging in public affection like this.

After his sadness earlier, maybe the single soul of a Kian even rebelled. Feeling unaccepted with that annoying thing.

It was a pity again, how sorry he was to turn his back.

"Arghh, shit why should I see you when gini again. My eyes have been stained because of your behavior. If this is the way to think about going home I won't want to!" Rocehny.

More and more passed in a hurry to leave two lovebirds who he thought were not ashamed. Disappointment certainly enveloped him, it was because of his likes or not Kian did not know for sure. It's just a little claustrophobic, at the sight of the hot scene just now.

He walked away with the intention to go home, until on a sidewalk he saw someone who of course he also knew.

Grep

"Van, why are you?" A little surprised by his treatment, slowly the embrace began to loosen. But Kian added made tight because Devan's face was very close to him.

"Where are you from? Why not know me? Why didn't you tell me you were going out? What about hn?" The slur of the question makes Kian a little dizzy to answer which one used to be.

Kian pushed Devan, aware of what he was doing Devan also slightly away. Take a deep breath looking at Kian from top to bottom, to make sure he is not scratched in the least.

"Jawab Kian, if I ask." A soft voice greeted him, a bit of goosebumps.

"Gu. I'm just going for a walk. Hehe..." It's getting whiny, so Devan doesn't suspect anything.

But the gaze turned sharp, "Don't lie!"

"No Van, seriously." He said, but Devan was getting closer to him staring at Kian's grey bead. Making him look the other way for fear of being caught if he lies.

"You're lying..." Devan is getting forward making Kian waver and step back. The next step he was about to step again to dodge but his waist was even held back by Devan. Now he was really nervous, his heart was racing, and his cheeks were hot. Even now it's red.

His body felt stiff, as the shiny black eye bead met his eye bead. His world stopped, and his brain became empty. Does this feel like hypnosis? That was the question in his mind.

"Ki...." The soft voice came out again, like demanding an answer. Aware of it both hands Kian directly push Devan's body, but the mpu did not move in the slightest. Makes it a little hard to get away.

"Huh, yeah. I just want to find a job!" Kian gave up already with Devan's treatment. He doesn't know if Devan can be this close to him.

Devan instantly removed Kian's waist and moved away from him. "Lo hasn't finished school, how do you want to work? Tired work, you've calmed down...."

"Stop Van's. I can't possibly have to depend on it all the same! I don't want to be a burden! You've helped me a lot, don't make me owe you much. I'm ashamed of Van. I'm not that weak either. Let me try!" Now his eyes are glazed, condemning himself that what his father said about him is true, very true. Not only his father, Devan felt so, making him a little disappointed.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to huddle. I'm just...." His words were cut off, but Kian was still waiting for the continuation of that sentence.

"What's free?!"

"You haven't eaten yet? Finding a job requires energy. Let's go get some food first." Take Devan, gently rub the wet cheeks.

"No! I've eaten." Keto.

"Don't lie again? Your face is pale. Where can you buy food from?" His eyebrows raised next to. It was very annoying for Kian when it happened.

"Gue ate with Nari before leaving." Kian threw away his face, feeling annoyed because Devan really underestimated him even though it was true.

"Lo's worried about me?" Ask with raised eyebrows.

"Good, don't worry. Bye! let's go get some food." Pull Kian's hand, please,

"That's what's in Lo Van's hand?" Ask to stop the move.

"It's nothing."

Huph

Kian grabbed the bag in Devan's hand that he had noticed earlier. Small rectangular bag, which fits well with some dining places.

"Gue eat this."

"It's cold eating no longer makes it good to eat." Devan tried to take the place to eat.

"No! Eat this one. I don't want to eat at the shop. Inget Van, you still have a lot to bear. I don't want to just because I sacrificed so much. The food is good." Said Kian who then ran to a stop nearby.

"No! I can't afford to pay you to eat. Don't eat it! You just won't make me eat for a month." Sewot.

Heedless of Devan's words. He opened the bag. There is one place containing rice with two places containing vegetables and side dishes. He ate the food, because his stomach was very hungry.

Seeing that Devan became very upset. He looked around, and there was a satay salesman not far from there. Devan approached him. Kian is busy with his food.

Zreph

The food in Kian's hands was immediately seized by Devan. Makes Kian glare and almost get angry at him.

"Eat this one!" Devan handed a plate of satay with a spoon to Kian.

"Lo what the fuck Van. I want to eat that too. No!!" back!!" Angry Kian, about to snatch the lunchbox in Devan's left hand.

But Devan, encouraging Kian to sit back, "Gue is poor! But I won't let you eat food like gini. Spit dinner!" The force, put the plate on Kian's lap, because Kian never welcome the speech.

The more upset, just look at the plate without touching it. He thinks Devan is too much of himself. He was afraid that he would owe Devan more. He still remembers very well the incident in the UKS at that time.

"I'm sorry, I should give you good food." Devan looked at Kian.

Kian even twirled the lazy eyeball, "Van, who am I? Don't do that either. If you think it's the same as adding to my debt! I'm afraid I won't be able to pay..."

"Eat! Don't talk too much!" He said coldly, then threw the food into the trash so that Kian no longer looked at the lunchbox.

Kian snorted annoyedly at Devan's current behavior. He was silent a thousand languages and had to eat a portion of satay. Actually more and more feel guilty, because Devan only bought one portion for himself. While Devan himself did not eat and just stayed beside Kian.

"Van! You're not eating?!" Tanya Angrily turned to her side. Devan's face was relaxed and just shook his head.

"Can't you don't believe it!! You torture me more Devan!!"

"Gue don't mind you either."

"Because you didn't want to torture me. Eat yes, I'm not good." Please Kian wishes Devan to melt.

"Lo eat it. I can't, I'm allergic to peanuts." In short, then rub the head Gently.

Kian is a normal woman, who has a sense of shame that he can even say salting with Devan's treatment now. Maybe if there was a mirror now, he would see for himself how red his cheeks were now. Kian immediately hurriedly shifted his gaze from before Devan. Afraid Devan knows he's embarrassed now.

"Just what you're doing to me, should be on the debt list. I promise I'll pay it off, Van."

"How?" Trifling Devan. It seems his attitude has gone back to the beginning.

"I'm working on it." Sewot.

"What work? by when? Whereabouts? Same who?" Dreadedly.

"Yes, yes.it's another try." Sewot Kian, looked at Devan with annoyance.

"Oh."

In short, which certainly makes Kian so angry and more upset anyway. To the extent that he bit the satay lidi until it broke.

"Sate same lontongnya still a lot. The tongue does not need to be eaten either, but your intestine is even torn." Relax Devan, make Kian flank his hands. Many flavors are felt now, such as wanting to strangle Devan right now. And drowned the creature to the bottom of the river.

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tbc