Grasping the Only Temporary (Revised)

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But the fact that Zanna heard really surprised her. He really did not expect something like this would happen. Well, that woman is a goddess. A woman who became the third person in the household of Zanna and Daren.

Dewi said that after the divorce letter was signed, Daren immediately left without any responsibility to Dewi.

Dewi also tells Zanna, if it is true that they were framed but the boy is really Daren's son. Zanna couldn't believe that Daren was doing this. He thought Daren would be responsible because if Daren didn't look that bad he wouldn't admit his son. Until not long later the Goddess dropped in because it would bleed a lot during childbirth earlier. And at that time the Doctor told Zanna that the Goddess was dead. As a result, Zanna who could not bear to leave the baby in the orphanage, also decided to adopt it.

Zanna who did not know the ins and outs of the Goddess family while the child was also the flesh and blood of her husband. Because of doing that, Kavin did not like Zanna. But gradually, with the understanding of zanna who always advises kavin and tell the truth, kavin also received the child. But still his hatred for Daren even increased with Daren's attitude like that.

A few years later, Gio has grown into a handsome boy. But the child's life is not going as smoothly as the child in general. This is due to Zanna who suffered from Leukemia. Actually this is not without cause, Zanna's habits are less regular in maintaining health, plus there are some previous diseases that make the condition of his body weaker and complications. Which finally the balance of endurance along with the function of several organs in the body becomes unstable.

Kavin who at that time could not work in because it was still Junior High made him forced to use the money left by Daren first. Kavin, aided by his neighbors, sold the big house that his father gave him. But still leaves some other items that are indeed kavin do not sell it directly. At that time the thirteen-year-old kavin was forced to become mature and independent. He took care of his sister and her sick mother.

Even Kavin asked doctors to cure his mother even though she had to seek treatment abroad. The unbearable doctor, too, helped as much as possible to cure Zanna.

A year later, Zanna's condition improved. But like the paper that has been smeared pen which is then removed, it will still leave a mark. And so is Zanna's health. Zanna can no longer work and can only stay at home while taking care of Gio. Kavin is also a frugal child, the remaining money is still half that he saved. He was afraid that Zanna would need money one day.

Junior High School children who can only work in the store, can not make money that can meet their basic needs. Sometimes he takes a little money from his papa ATM. Not long after Zanna returned with her deteriorating condition made her have to be treated in the hospital. Because kavin really loved his mother, he wanted her to be healed.

Finally, Kavin sold all the goods and used the remaining money at that time, except for the motorbike that had been given by his father for him as a child. The beloved motorbike he had never used until he stepped on first class High School. It's not without reason that he didn't sell the bike. From his Junior High Kavin began to know the world of gambling. At first he did not want to follow it, but at that time zanna really needed money. Kavin tries to find his father for help.

Zanna's sometimes improved state dropped, making kavin to always learn to think about something in front. Like always preparing savings for Zanna. But at the end of this time Zanna was often in the hospital and even out for a long time. Just like now, while the money saved by the cavin was already very thin.

Actually, Kavin himself had not wanted to go to school, he wanted to focus on taking care of Zanna and Gio. But Zanna would not allow it. He also had to go to school while working. The morning he went to school, the afternoon he worked, and the night too. But if there is a race job then he will be eight that night. Zanna felt guilty and sorry for kavin had thought to end his life so that his son did not continue to struggle. But Kavin always comes along and prevents that. Until one day he asked Zanna for something, if Zanna wanted school cavin then Zanna had to recover and could not do that again.

Zanna seemed to think, she did not want her child to be difficult and become even more difficult if not in school. Finally he agreed what he wanted by kavin. Although besides that every day he must feel pain to watch his son's hard work. Honestly, Zanna even knows whatever the kavin's doing. Without kavin telling him.

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Hearing all of Zanna's stories, she tearfully let out tears. He was so unexpected behind Devan who is always famous mysterious there is a family story that he kept himself. It is only natural that until now his nature is indifferent even with lessons at school. Kian also felt if he was in the position Devan not necessarily he could. Even when now his family is far from him with almost the same problems experienced by Devan, he also felt unable.

Now he understood why Devan was so upset being approached by women first. He also knows now that the responsibility on Devan's shoulder is not a small responsibility that can be played with.

Kian looked down at Zanna who looked so sorry for what she had done before. A face that is tired and tired because it is always a burden.

"Ma.... From the story of my mother becoming aware. If Devan is not as he thought. Devan who always looks bad in his behavior, it turns out that the dutiful child is even responsible for his mother. Increasingly envious of Devan's adult attitude in getting into trouble. And increasingly also feel grateful because mama can survive until now and can increasingly meet mama. I promise I will always be here for my mom. Mama is strong." he said to see Zanna who slept because she was tired. He kissed long Zanna's forehead. Not to forget also he allowed a blanket that covered the body of zanna.

Kian who was still holding Gio in his arms, switched to sitting on the sofa. And because he was tired he fell asleep but still hugged Gio. Gio looks so lovable and comfortable in Kian's arms that he does not feel disturbed by what Kian does.