Gendis, Love on the Brink of Boundaries

Accident

Gendis Pov

I am at peace with my own feelings. In accordance with the advice of Mbak Anisa/Mama Alya if what is stuck in this heart should be discussed again with Mas Bram.

Every time I say if I want to split up or leave, Anisa always says. 'Don't think about leaving if you just want to be pursued' because we might let go of the relationship.

So if I decide to leave, then I have to think about it seriously and in a calm state. According to Anisa, sometimes many wives are in a dilemma position for years just to dare to decide to separate, but it is clear if her husband ever cheated.

Right now I need someone to talk to, not me to expose the disgrace of my family and husband. But I need advice from someone from a different point of view.

These few days after I had a heart-to-heart talk with Mas Bram, I felt calmer. While watching Mas Bram with an open mind, my feelings began to learn to understand what Mas Bram was thinking.

I just want to live a quiet and happy life, not be undermined by constant suspicion. Until, quarrels after quarrels continue to fill our marriage.

Pov Author.

"Ndis, would you like to come with Mas? " asked Bram when he found his wife pensively by the window facing the blooming flowers.

"Where, Mas? " ask Gendis lazily.

"Run the afternoon to the stadium." replied Bram. The man was diligent in exercising to make it always fresh and his body still looks ideal.

"I'm lazy, Mas." replied Gendis by stretching his muscles that feel stiff because lately he was lazing.

"There are those who sell a lot of snacks, lo. Later we can also stop by the campus near the stadium" said Bram trying to convince Gendis. There is indeed a private campus where the accreditation of psychological faculty is quite good.

Gendis failed the state college exam. That's what makes Gendis no longer eager to go to college.

"Mas Bram, I don't want to go to a private university. I want to go to a state university." said Gendis.

Hearing his wife Bram's request only let out a long sigh. He also couldn't do more to include Gendis at a state university.

"It can, but follow a non-regular path" Bram replied making Gendis pursed her lips.

"The same is a lie." said Gendis.

"Yes continue how, your ability is also that, Ndis" said Bram made Gendis silent for a moment.

"I've tried hard but it turns out I'm not smart." muttered Gendis disappointed with herself.

Bram could not bear to see his wife's face. He who was preparing to go to exercise decided to sit next to Gendis.

"Not smart, but there is also an unlucky factor. Second, maybe one major or indeed you have not maximized learning. Those who are still freshly gaduated may still easily remember the learning material." explained Bram by rubbing the head of Gendis. He tried to understand his wife.

"Private campus is also a lot of good, really. It's just the self-development of the person." explained Bram. He did not want Gendis to be discouraged.

"At least I can be worthy to accompany Mas Bram." said Gendis from the beginning he was indeed a crisis of confidence when it comes to education.

"Darling... Everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages. Like Mas, there are also many shortcomings and you also have many advantages." explained Bram.

Finally, the man who was ready to go to the stadium to exercise managed to persuade his wife to come along.

Gendis only walked a small while waiting for Bram who had run around the stadium for several rounds. The man who has a tall and athletic body is indeed used to spend time on weekends with his friends to process muscles.

Dusk began to shift the bright afternoon at this beautiful time. The atmosphere of the stadium is quite crowded plus in the front there is a gathering of a classic motorcycle club.

"Ndis, near the T-junction there is a selling rujak. You want to buy?" tanya Bram threw a question that tested whether his wife was cravings or not.

"No ah, I want to eat meatballs" replied Gendis to make Bram a little disappointed, because according to the story of his married friends. If their wife is pregnant they will be busy looking for a ramjak and anti pregnant women with the scent of onions or a kind of meatball.

"We go home! We wrap, because Mas does not like Meatballs." replied Bram. weakly.

Bram took a bottle of water from his wife's hand and held it in half. She wanted to have a baby at thirty-one.

"Mas, I want to burn meatballs in there!" said Gendis made Bram nod and just smiled faintly.

"Mas will run three more laps and we go home after this" said Bram made Gendis who will step back to look and nod.

"That means having to be diligent in making children. It also makes it good, so it does not matter if Gendia is not pregnant at the moment." murmured Bram in heart, the man smiled faintly as he circled the stadium accompanied by the beautiful twilight that reddened the copper.

Men who still enjoy the atmosphere of twilight is still fun running. Until, in the end, his attention began to focus on some people who are now scattering into the street.

"What's up, Mom? " asked Bram when he managed to stop a young man.

"Says there was an accident." replied the young man with a slightly tensed face.

"Where exactly is it? " laughter Bram, her feelings are starting to get uncomfortable.

"Says in a fork with a food vendor." explained the young man as he ran outside to see the situation.

No time to get further explanation, Bram also followed. He was worried about his wife who was there.

" The girl of the victim, died on the spot." shouted someone Bram had no time to notice.

His anxiety was soaring that he hit someone several times in order to get through the crowd.

His heart was like exploding when he did not find Gendis. Bram went straight to the victim with his heart almost dislodged.

For a moment he could breathe a sigh of relief when he saw the victim's clothes were not like the one Gendis was wearing.

But where is Gendis?

Bram was again attacked by nervousness when he did not find the figure of his wife. Still trying to circulate his views and sort out one by one among many people with the intention of being able to find the whereabouts of his wife.

"Gendis.". Bram murmured when he saw the petite woman step away from the crowd and was busy removing her entrails because she felt nauseous.