Gendis, Love on the Brink of Boundaries

Wrong Confession

"Ehm. um... " Deheman Bram made the man who had not yet introduced his name and Gendis turned her head simultaneously.

"I'm welcome, my name is Zayn." The white man reached out to Gendis as if he did not care about Deheman Bram.

With hardened jaws, resisting emotions. Bram, step forward closer towards Gendis. His sturdy body just lunged at the hands of a man who had a height almost the same as him.

"She's my wife, I can buy back the hairpin." - Sergah Bram asserted that Gendis was his and no longer needed the hairpin returned by Zayn.

"It's not the price, it might mean." said Zayn, smiling cynically. As a cassanova and already know if his rival has been jealous. Zayn was immediately attracted to the tiny and white girl from the first time he saw her in the parking lot.

The atmosphere of the mall is quite crowded, Gendis is still silent in response to two men who are actually struggling.

"We'd better go now, Ndis!" Bram took Gendis away with one hand scouring his wife's grocery trolley.

"Mas Bram, why?" asked Gendis innocently. Every now and then the girl looked back, until she found the man who was still standing at the original place smiling and nodding. All that did not escape from the glare of Bram.

Bram who realized that instantly grew emotional, his face increasingly reddened with frightening sharp eyes. Despite not saying a word, the atmosphere around him felt not okay.

No more chats after they make payment at the cashier,

"Mas, there are still some who have not been bought" said Gendis when they came out of the shopping center to the parking lot. The girl was completely unaware that it was her current self that made Bram emotional.

"No need." Bram replied briefly. Bram just kept holding his wife's wrist and slightly pulled the tiny body until Gendis was mistaken to match his steps.

They got into the car and left the parking lot without speaking. The atmosphere in the car was quiet. Bram just looked ahead and started to catch himself with the focus of driving the car.

"Why? Bram, mad?" Gendis carefully opened the conversation. The girl turned to the man sitting next to her with a straight forward look.

"He just returned my hairpin." continued Gendis when there was no reply from Bram. The man reluctantly opened his mouth, but Bram's sharp glances seemed to warn Gendis to be silent.

Gendis then let out a long sigh, she did not understand the reason Bram was acting so cold right now.

"No need to serve a man you don't know." said Bram finally, the sentence was soft but sounded so firm.

"He just returned the hairpin and got acquainted." Gendis's sentence immediately made Bram step on the brake pedal until the car stopped suddenly.

"Then..."

"You want him to kiss you, hug you like a chili-cabean." Sardonic Bram who can't control himself.

Suddenly the white face flushed. The blood flow that runs throughout the body Gendis feels hot. She did not expect, Bram thought that bad about her. Without talking again the girl who harbored her anger got out of the car.

"Braaaka... " Gendis slammed the car door and ran away.

"Ndis." called Bram who never thought of Gendis' actions.

What Gendis did, made Bram sober. The man who now felt guilty also went down and followed where Gendis ran.

"Nthe... Forgive me, Mas." cried Bram increasingly speeding up his run. He did not want to lose track of his wife.

The atmosphere of the city is quite quiet makes Bram free to run after his wife. Gendis's steps came to a halt as Bram withdrew his hand.

"Ndis. "repeat Bram, his gaze full of supplication. He felt guilty as his sentence slid along with a spark of emotion.

"Am I that bad, Mom?" gendis asked, despite the apology she heard from Bram. But still it could not shake the heartache completely.

"No, not like that, Ndis. Mas is wrong, Mas who can not control the speech Mas." explained Bram as it is.

Gendis fell silent, no more words were spoken despite the million flavors that were now swirling in her brain.

"We're home. We'll finish it at home!" take Bram with you by grabbing Gendis's little shoulder.

The girl is still silent. Whatever happens, and whatever Bram does, he's incapable of doing anything. It's like you have no other choice.

The girl with long hair was back in the car. The girl just felt her life was different. The loss of both parents is back.

Gendis Pov

I feel like my feelings are getting messed up. Sadness mixed with anger is like competing to fill the space of my heart and mind.

I just realized that all this time, a life that was too comfortable made me a useless person.

Whatever happens I can only be silent, only able to accept with something that is in front of my eyes. Not because I can't express my true heart. But I just want to be a self-knowing person.

Bram, nobody, we don't even know very well. But, he was willing to accept me even though I was actually also depressed by his rules that were too much.

Author Pov's

Gendis continued to stare out the window to hide her heated eyes. He was silent, forcing his heart to calm down and look good in front of Bram. He was eager to express his feelings at this time.

"Northodox,.." The voice of the man next to him again sounded after a few minutes of silence passed.

"I'm sorry, Mom. It's not Mas's intention to say you're chili-cabean...."

"Mas does not want, you are so easy to meet with guys who are not clear like that." continued Bram. He seemed to have lost his way to persuade Gendis while Gendis was still speechless. He did not want to open his voice because he was sure that if He spoke his voice would sound raucous even more so he could cry.

"Ndis, speak. Don't be quiet like that!" pinta Bram's.

Bram continued to watch over Gendis and wait for her reaction. But his wife was just leaning her head against the window. His face looks grim.

"Mas, don't accuse me like that. The oath!" Bram still tried to persuade Gendis.

"I know." replied Gendis briefly without seeing Bram.

"But why is it still silent like that." urged Bram who was dissatisfied with his wife's reply.

"I just want to lower my ego. Now I need to know myself." Finally some of what Gendis thought he revealed.

"What do you mean? Don't expand this, Ndis. I'm wrong, I swear unintentionally." Bram was still not relieved at Gendis' reply.

Dulcet. The girl was like a PR that Bram had to complete.