Friend, Only You.

67. Stabilize Heart.

Fiza was speechless, to be honest right now she was very embarrassed. He did not expect Ega to ask him the most difficult question. That means this woman knows her feelings for the middle-eastern man.

Seeing Fiza's change, Ega realized her mistake. She felt bad for having poked Fiza with a question that might have made it difficult for her.

"I'm sorry, yes" said Ega later to relieve the offending incongruity of Fiza.

Fiza looked at Ega with her sweet smile. He shook his head as a sign that it was okay with that. The girl said :

"It's okay, Ma'am. Shouldn't apologize. In this case I just asked. Honestly, I'm glad I got my attention. It's just that I'm embarrassed, why the feelings that exist for Abang Juna turned out to be very easy to read. I didn't tell anyone. Doesn't that mean I'm not good at keeping it a secret."

Ega smiled in response to the confession of the beautiful girl before him. It was clear that the face was blushing at once. It is possible that in the heart of the girl is stored turmoil.

"Fiza, please give me an idea of the two men before you get an answer" Ega said later.

Fiza nodded her head in agreement. He does need input to make important decisions in his life.

"Mas Rian was born into a family. His father was both an officer and a businessman. His mother was also a Government Officer, and so was Mas Rian who followed in his parents' footsteps. His parents were very kind, friendly and humorous. They never looked at social status. Want from people or they accept with full family. Anyone who is close to their children, they accept as long as they are polite and know manners. Mas Rian was patient and very happy with the little boy. He has two nephews, if there is no activity outside then he spends time accompanying his nephew. Mas Rian is indeed a Play Boy but he never broke his date. He is not a follower of****load, so are the others." Ega told me briefly about Rian and his family. Because of the familiarity between them so that they know each other.

Fiza smiled, she thought of something. This story from Ega had a big influence on what was on his mind.

"With Abang Juna. Juna's brother is kind, loyal and also considerate. He was indeed a pure noble son. His behavior reflected where he came from. Polite and very caring for his ethics. His parents were basically kind and friendly only that they still upheld his social status. They are still looking after who they are and who they are. Same with other people who come into his family environment. They will see where the person is coming from. Whether they have the same name as them or not. That's why Abang Juna must marry a girl who has the same offspring as him. Juna's brother actually wanted his freedom. He wants to marry a girl from any of the most important people who are faithful and kind. His wishes are contrary to the wishes of his parents. That's why Abang Juna often runs away from his match."

"Abang Juna was betrothed?" asked Fiza as soon as she listened to Ega's story about the man.

"Yes, he always runs away and worse we are involved in his escape" said Ega. If you remember that he feels guilty with both parents Juna at once relieved for saving the heart of the Man.

"So so?" said Fiza flat.

"Yes, if you choose Abang Juna you must be ready to convince his parents that you deserve to accompany Abang Juna's life. But more importantly you must be able to convince his heart," said Ega next.

"Convincing heart? meaning?" ask Fiza curious.

"Abang Juna insecure with herself. He is still alive with his past memories. He was once loved by a woman. Actually he also has feelings only the opportunity to express those feelings he never used well. In the end, the opportunity was no more." I answered the question of this beautiful girl. There's a sense of tightness when it comes to remembering who that woman is. He took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Ega sent a prayer for the deceased.

Fiza, she was speechless hearing the story about Juna. In her shadow must be the woman in question is Ega itself. She knows Juna loves Ega and realizes too late. Of course there was no more chance because the woman was married.

"Keep what's going on?" finally Fiza asked. He did not want to guess, if it turned out that the allegation missed his shadow.

"The woman died, she had Breast Cancer. He was initially hit by rubble when the earthquake occurred. Beni and I tried to save him, but we didn't know his illness was severe. In the end Nara Aulia left us with Anisa Mutia. Me and Brother Beni adopted Anisa and made Anisa as the granddaughter of the Hardian family." Ega explained at length.

Fiza, can't say anything. He felt very hard facing the heart of a Juna. It is not easy to let go of Juna's attachment to Women in his past. He was also unable to kick Ega's position in the heart of the man. Obviously, the man did not give a chance to get to his heart let alone touch it. So what hope will he build if he has been rejected.

"Innallingly." That was all that was said from Fiza's lips. He didn't think the man's life was that sad.

"Fiza, I leave that answer. Only you know who the heart is that you want to reach. Ask God for guidance. Pray istikharah, so that you do not misdetermine," said Ega while patting the girl's shoulder. He saw Fiza was confused and the dilemma was clearly implied on her face.

"It is better to love than to love. If we are loved then our partner values us very much. Unlike those of us who love a man, it takes extra patience to cultivate the sense it is there for us. If we fail, what we pass is in vain. Whatever we do seems meaningless and more painful if our partner says 'you who pursue so just accept that indifference happens'. What did you say already? protest is not a right." Ega continued his explanation. He hoped Fiza could use it. It was not his intention to lead Fiza to accept Rian. He just explained his position as a woman. That's what Ega had in mind.

"Hem, thank you for explaining everything. Fiza so knows what to do?" sahut Fiza sumringah.

"Alhamdulillah. I hope Fiza did not misunderstand this explanation. I don't make a choice to whom? if you wish for Abang Juna then fight for that hope. Do not rule out the possibility someday Abang Juna's heart melts to get a droplet of sincere love from you. Is that hope always there?" continued Ega gave the spirit to fight for that taste for Juna.

Undecided

Misgive

Dilemmas.

That's how Fiza feels now. Indeed, it was intended for Juna not Rian. But he had not yet stepped near his heart. The man had already signaled to stop a considerable distance and asked Fiza not to approach him. At that instant the door of the man's heart closed without giving hope. Not only said Juna has conveyed rejection.

Fiza let out a breath that felt very heavy. Why fall in love this complicated? the heart asked.

"Hey, what are you thinking, Fiza?" ask Ega while patting the girl's shoulder slowly. Ega saw the girl daydreaming.

Fiza regained her senses from her daydream for a moment. He quickly shook his head and said "Nothing is thought, mbak."

"Okay, it looks like it's noon. The preoccupation with chatting becomes time-forgetting. Mothers are so, sometimes do not realize that her husband passed by," said Ega. She laughed at her husband's reaction when she realized this.

"Yes, too" said Fiza chuckling.

After being satisfied to tell a story, the two women rushed to his friends at the gathering point.

Late in the afternoon, they decided to leave the Sendang Gile waterfall area. Previously they performed the Dzuhur Prayer Service.

***

"Well, like talking to Fiza? what happened until I forgot the time?" beni asked as they walked out of the waterfall. Now they walked down the two hundred steps. Their feet uphill make little use of their energy.

"Demale Secrets" said Ega. He refused to tell a story. She rolled her eyes to distract her husband.

"You've started teasing me, haven't you? if in a quiet place I've attacked your lips," said Beni mengulum smile.

He pinched the nose of his wife who made Ega scream in pain. The couple laughed happily enjoying their joke. The two also listened to the babbling of his friend who went hand in hand.

"Look, brother, Van?" babble Dipta pointed at the grey-haired Beast hanging on the Tree.

"Yes, you're the mother of Dipta. You're more precise, not that your genes are the same as those of the forest. Look at the forest people are fat not the same as you," said Evan did not want to lose.

"If you have the same habit don't make fun of each other, just accept it?" say Amanda smiled. Next he heard his laughter.

"That means you also have the same habit as the two of us. Aren't you. ...!"

" .... Will be my lover." Dipta cuts out the word Evan which makes the Man glare at Dipta.

"Not polite to know, just play cut. What do I say Tar Cake?" sahut Evan is upset.

Amanda, seeing the behavior of the two friends, only responded with amused laughter.

"Hahahaha, I am just an initiative to act fast. Are we not competing" said the Creator felt victorious.

"Not that time, not fair the name?" timpal Evan showed his dislike.

While the others just laughed amusedly at the behavior of the two accompanied by headbands.

"Now let me do the talking, don't cut it again" Evan said seriously.

Listening to the seriousness of Evan, they finally decided to stop by.

"Amanda, do you want to marry me? I do not ask you to be my Beloved but my Wife. Now I'm not kidding especially for content. I'm serious about coming to your answer that will lead me to meet your heart. Now what's your answer?" evan was serious.

Everyone was stunned to hear the expression of that skinny man. Didn't expect Evan to take Amanda to Pelaminan.

"Wadowwh I lost this strategy," commented Dipta surprised by Evan's statement. If he invites Amanda to date differently than Evan who immediately invites Amanda to marry. Apparently Evan had established his heart to invite the girl named Amanda.

"What do you answer? I'm confused" said Amanda confused. To be honest, he was very moved.

"Jawab is yes" Juna said.

"Yes, Dek" said Beni.

"I am also Yes" said Ega, smiling.

"One with Fiza as well as YES" said Rian who was taken by Fiza agreed.

"If I am of course No, the answer is yes to me only Amanda," said Dipta memelas. She hopes Amanda chooses her as a lover. He said it was too early to talk about marriage. He wasn't ready for that considering they had just gotten acquainted.

Amanda smiled, she felt more comfortable with Evan. She feels like herself, especially with the same interests. Their relationship was fun and full of laughter.

"Yes, I accept" Amanda replied, nodding in agreement. He smiled happily as he decided on the right answer. He could not deny that his heart chose Evan.

"Seriously? it's serious, right?" ask Evan not to believe it.

Amanda once again nodded her head reassuring the man.

"Yeees, horeeeee. I'm accepted. Emaaaaaak your son is going to come." Evan yelled to make the people around him pay attention to them. They wonder what is going on.

"Maha." They laughed at Evan's childish behavior. While Amanda blushed while smacking a smile.

Different things that were revealed by the Creator. The man was sad with his own face.

"Youngaaaaaa. Hiccups, hikz,hikz. Emaaa I'm rejected." Dipta cried out hysterically making the one listening to him shocked. They noticed Dipta who looked sad but looked funny.

"Created, this is a Nugget for you" said Ega thrust a food box containing the Nugget's leftover.

Dipta took the Nugget still overwhelmed with sadness and then said "No Amanda, Nuggetpun so."

"Maha." Listening to the words of the Creator makes everyone laugh again.

"Abang Dipta, sorry Amanda huh? Good brother, I am also very happy to be a friend of Brother Dipta. But Brother Dipta wants to date while Amanda does not want it. We are not happy and unreserved. Sorry Amanda, huh?" amanda was serious. He calmed his friend's heart so as not to be upset.

"Amanda, you broke my heart. The pain is still here," said Dipta as he pointed at his stomach.

"Your mules were created?" asked Juna while embracing the bakpao-cheeked Man's shoulder.

"Jun's pain, sakiiiiiiiit my stomach because of Amanda's rejection," said Dipta dramatizing.

"Alaaah again you are sick because love is the pain in the heart not even in the stomach. If it's mostly eating you," said Juna.

"If pain in the head what is the cause?" tanya Dipta lured chatter from Juna.

"That's a lot of debt, tired of thinking about what to wear tomorrow? so the debt attacks the Head becomes sick," said Juna joking.

"It seems like a great experience, is opening your identity Raden Lalu Mandala Juna," said Dipta teasing his best friend.

"Abviously, don't be so hard I'll be embarrassed," whispered Juna who managed to be heard by others.

"Maha." They laughed again, this time laughing at the behavior of Juna who looks blushed while scratching his neck as a diversion of tension.

"It's appropriate if my jeering pain (knee) what is the cause?" ask Evan nosy. The glance leads to Beni who is enjoying the white water.

"Look Brother Beni answered," Amanda asked. He saw Ega was already blushed in embarrassment.

"Why do I have to answer" said Beni casually.

"Among us are married ante" Rian said.

"Yes, yes, knee pain is due to gout but if the knee limp is caused by too much pleasure to exercise the night. Making love means that, do you puaaaas," replied Beni plainly.

"How many rounds does it take to make Beni's knee go limp?" tanya Dipta hunts Beni with a plunge.

"Married let you know what it's like. Everyone has their own dose," said Beni casually respond to ledekan Dipta with ledkan as well.

"Maha." Again they laughed listening to Beni's response that sounded flattering. As for Ega, just smiling and blushing shyly responded to that impromptu attack. He can't say anything. If he discusses it he chooses silence because he thinks it is very taboo.

"Okay, we're back to the newly-created couple. You really have found a firecracker that shot directly," said Ega divert the conversation.

Evan laughed loudly because considering his status in one of the social media he wrote.

"Info donk gan, where we buy firecrackers that shoot directly soan 😃😍."

(By. Evans Syahreza's).

"Abang, so I'm likened to firecrackers?" amanda is upset.

"Hahahahaha, just so there was a tempest," sambar Dipta cheerfully.

"It's like me, you'll be like a precious diamond," Dipta continued to steal the attention.

"Created, don't trap my candidates to change their minds? anyway Amanda's not a unstable girl" Evan said seriously.

"Fear huh?" ask Dipta next he laughed happily because he managed to make his best friend was upset.

"Truely said Brother Evan, I am not an unstable girl. I seriously accept Brother Evan. No firecrackers, it's just a parable" said Amanda steady. He calms his heart.

Glug

"You always let me down Manda" said Dipta.

"Don't be sad, there is still me who faithfully accompany you Dipta," said Juna again embrace the Man.

"You're serious, you're still normal, right?" ask Dipta joking.

"Of course, I prefer Apem over Celilong" Juna said, ending with a crisp laugh.

"Same, then we're girls' fingers, nyok?"

"Look, but don't look here that there is only from your habitat, noh," said Juna pointed at the forest people hanging on the tree.

"Snap!" Dipta grumbled while Juna again gave his laugh.

Seriate.