Friend, Only You.

Chapters 18. Nina's Confession.

Beni drove Nina home with her face slightly bent. The problem was that Nina was sticking like a Lizard on the Wall on her back making the man feel uncomfortable at all. Several times Beni rebuked his Friend, but he was indifferent as if he did not menubris Beni warning. Nina Masa bodo with reasons for her own safety.

A few minutes later we arrived at Nina's house. Beni was about to leave soon after Nina got off her bike. Not only did the motor pass, Nina held it down with a voice call making her snarl.

"Arn, wait a minute. There's something I want to talk about. We just sit on the bench," asked Nina to Beni to sit on a bench in the yard of her house.

Beni followed Nina's will. She walked after Nina then sat down beside her at a considerable distance. The man lowered his face without saying. He just waited for Nina to speak and her job was to listen.

"I'm serious about what I said. I want you to remember me, Beni. Have you forgotten what happened a few years ago when you were in an accident? At that time you were celebrating high school graduation," Nina said.

Nina's story surprised Beni. He looked at Nina's face with a probing look.

"Why do you know about this?" beni asked still in shock.

"Do you not remember the time of the incident there was a girl who helped you and took you to the hospital and was willing to donate blood because at that time you really needed blood while blood stock according to your blood type, it is empty. At that time I was willing to donate blood for you to keep you safe." Nina continued her story.

Beni looked at Nina's face to prove the truth spoken by her. He felt that the story was true and did not exist. How could Nina have made up a story if she had experienced it herself. What he had in mind was inversely proportional to the honesty of Nina's words. Beni finds it hard to believe that the teenage girl who helped him is the owner of the story in this case is Nina. All this time he tried to find the existence of the girl who had helped him only capitalize on the characteristics delivered Abinya.

"Kata Abi the girl was veiled and her tan skin was ripe while Nina was white. If the hijab problem might be the girl who helped me remove the hijab," Beni's inner self hesitated at Nina's confession.

"Where do you know that the guy you helped was me?" beni asked still not convinced. I don't know why there was doubt in his heart.

"I didn't intentionally listen to your conversation with Juna. When you told Juna you were looking for a girl who had helped you and the story was exactly the same as what I was going through," Nina replied reassuring the handsome guy beside her.

Beni recalled her conversation with Juna.

"So you seriously do not want to date and immediately get married if you have met someone who suits you" asked Juna.

"Yes, to avoid sin because I may not be able to resist the lust finally I am a child of people," replied Beni seriously.

"Do you ever like someone."

"Early, the girl I didn't know but helped me. Until now I was searching but have not yet obtained any Information about the Girl." Beni answers honestly about her feelings for the girl who helped her. Somehow his heart was immediately attached to him when he did not know him. He only remembered the girl's beautiful eyes as consciousness began to disappear and then fainted.

"Maha." The sound of Juna's laughter is like mocking his Friend's love story in the word impossible. Beni did not know the girl. I don't know what it looks like just with taste. Juna deserves to give a thumbs up for loyalty and perseverance Beni looking for Girl. Samar, despite that, Beni seems confident to be able to meet the girl.

"Oh Allah, you can like someone you don't know, you don't know his name and his face doesn't know. You look like a needle in a haystack where you might meet. Until now, the Rooster has not found the Needle of the Crow until now still clashing. Well now you add a whole new story with Chicken and Needles." Juna said he could not believe Beni's success in finding the girl.

Fictionalized. That's the right one to describe the girl. Yes, admittedly the girl once existed and helped a Beni. But it becomes a puzzle, where the existence of the girl. Its origin has no place. Beni's parents escaped questioning who he is? to this day, you don't know who he is? What do you look for if you don't know who it is?  The girl seemed to have no origin and was not named only the blood flow that seemed real flowing in Beni's body until it could breathe Oxygen until now.

"I don't know if I can meet him or not, the most important thing is that I've tried to find him." Beni replied with doubt. The doubt was soon dismissed and replaced with conviction. He was certain that someday, he would find the girl. I don't know when that time was? will that fate be able to lead him to find the Needle-like Girl hiding in the Straw. At least the Needle still had a location whereas the Girl had no layout. The hospital was not able to present the personal data because it contributed a request from the girl even in a moment of disgrace. Only his Abinya's memory became a valuable clue that he held.

"Art." Nina's voice called. While the person called Beni is still engrossed in his past memories.

"Beniii." Nina's cry resuscitated Beni from her long daydream. Nina seems annoyed because Beni does not pay attention to what she says. This man was at his side but his mind was in a different place.

"Why Nina?" ask Beni flat.

"You're daydreaming, huh? you heard me, didn't you know what I said?" ask Nina.

Beni shook her head confused. He was honest, not listening to every word he said.

"I told you, I like you. You want to be my girlfriend. To be honest, I've loved it since we first met, but I don't dare to say honestly, we are committed to it anyway. It's that commitment that gets in our way, but we can break it, right? I also didn't think it turned out that you were the person I had been looking for all this time and you were looking for me too, right?" Nina repeated the words she said earlier. He hopes Beni accepts his love. He hoped that happiness would be on his side. The only Beni he wanted was no one else.

"Why are you looking for me Nin?" asked Beni curiously.

"To return your watch that I accidentally kept in my uniform Skirt. At that time someone who helped you gave you a watch. I then kept it in Skirt's pocket and wished I could give it back to you but I forgot. I still keep it and hope to someday meet you and return it," Nina said at length telling what she had experienced a few years ago when she was still sitting in the High School Bench.

Nina took Beni's watch in her bag. Then give it to Beni.

"May this be your watch?" ask Nina to make sure.

Beni noticed the watch Nina gave her. He's watching closely. There's his initials on the back of that Watch.

Beni shock still does not believe that Nina is the girl, now the evidence is in sight given by Nina and there is no reason to doubt it. Beni still doesn't believe it. I don't know if he doesn't understand what makes him unsure. He should be happy to finally meet the girl who helped him but why he was not happy.

"Beni, would you like to be my girlfriend?" Nina repeated her question.

"For the time being I am not ready to answer anything because I am still in shock of not believing all this. I am still confused as to what to answer. I don't want to date," Beni replied still confused. Beni did not want to answer rashly that would make him regret.

Doubtful.

That word was the reason why he immediately rejected Nina who turned out to be the Girl. His heart detected that the girl was not Nina but someone else.

"Then let's just get married" Nina said expectantly.

"What's? The marriage? it's not so easy that we get married, need the consent of both our parents anyway I'm not ready to get married," Beni replied lying.

Beni is actually ready whenever the soul mate comes considering his age is ripe for a household. But there is something that makes Beni not ready only he knows.

Nina looks upset listening to the rejection of the man she is after. He has never received rejection from anyone. Always get his target guy easily. Armed only with her beauty face, she captivated all men. Look now, this guy rejected it. Is her beauty now meaningless and valuable in Beni's eyes. Had his appeal been faded by the coldness of that attitude.

"You must be mine Beni at all costs. Don't call me Nina if you don't kneel for my love," Nina's mind was upset.

"It was Nina's night, I went home first," Pamit Beni left Nina and then drove her motor matic.

Beni leaves Nina's house with thoughts of going nowhere and does not know the purpose. He wanted to focus that thought into acceptance. But doubt that again enveloped his heart as if reluctant to believe the confession. He thought, maybe this is as a clue as to who exactly the girl is. The thought has directed that would be a reason to find out.

"I used to want so much to meet the helper that God sent me but why when I met him I wasn't even happy."

"I should be happy and happy to find someone I've been looking for all this time. Why should it be Nina? What is Nina's fault? That girl is so beautiful and so good. No one could resist the Charm he exuded just that this heart rejected him and felt uneasy."

"I'm sorry Nina, I can't make your wish come true. You don't fit in with my heart and my daughter. Our hearts are not in line. I don't know why my heart refuses that you are the one. There was no sense flowing in my bloodstream once you revealed the secret but unlike Mamsa even though he was silent I really felt very close to him as if it were fused."

"I cannot have a wish to help me is actually Mamsa because wishful thinking is often deceiving."

Beni monologues without pause and of course what he says is only heard by his own ears. Only the wind was enjoying his heart and the sound of his Motorcycle roar as if refining the noise he was feeling right now.

A few minutes drive. He was at his residence without anyone welcoming him. That's how the Bujang man lived. She had already placed the Girl as the Queen in her heart and someday she would place her Queen in her simple Palace to enliven the lonely and silent corners of the heart.

Seriate.