Friend, Only You.

Chapters 12. About San.

He is busy with his work. He conducted an Analysis of the Officers Department in his Agency. Ega must adjust Bezetting, with the name of the Department in the Ministerial Regulation. This really makes him so dizzy. Ega dizzy must determine the Name of the Department in accordance with the situation of the Officer and Rintusi of his OPD while the Name of the Department in the Regulation seems to be far removed from the state of his OPD. Ega was forced to do with a suitable system to match the name of the Department in Technical Field.

After struggling with his work, rest time arrived. Ega stretches his muscles while standing up slightly making movements.

Ega stared at the Image of someone on his Computer, The Picture of a Man who uses a Red Switer, Brown Jeans and uses a White Color Hat. In the photo, the man is seen under the Eiffel Tower. Mirza Hasan, Friend of Ega and Man who promises togetherness in halal ties.

Ega smiles at the man's Fhoto and his memory goes back to the early past and begins to meet Mirza Hasan. When he made his move from Papuk's house to the new house he had built. At that time Evan invited Hasan and introduced Hasan to his friends. The initial time of the introduction of Ega was seen as indifferent and did not receive a helping hand Hasan not because he did not want to just at that time he had berudu because he would read Yasin's letter.

From the introduction, Ega and Hasan's communication went smoothly. Hasan first contacted him by asking Evan for his phone number.

Almost every night Hasan called Ega from work, at that time he worked in one of the Gilis in the Three Gilis Area. Hasan claimed to work on Information Tourist and Shifnya always at night. Ega almost every night accompanied Hasan through mobile phones. Sometimes through messages and sometimes directly chat via mobile.

That night something was said by Hasan, Ega still clearly remembered what he said.

📱Ega." Hasan's voice called out to Ega.

📱Iya, Why San?" Ega's voice echoed Hasan's call.

Hasan was silent, only the sound of Hasan's breathing sounded heavy.

📱 I'm in Love." Hasan's voice spoke his heart.

📱Seriously, which person?" Ega asked curiously listening to Hasan's curhatan who became his best friend.

📱 The girl is from Kentaram, She is ASN and served in the City Government. I'm not really in love, I gasp when I'm near her, I miss being so far away from her. I fall in love with her anyway." Hasan's Story.

Ega smiled happily, of course Hasan did not see it while Hasan was smiling while feeling his heart beating irregularly

📱 San, you're still there, right?"

Hasan was silent, apparently imagining.

📱 San, you're still there, right?" The sound of Ega repeating the question.

📱Eh Yes I'm still here, I miss. I don't know what I'm feeling that obviously my heart is no longer okay. Ga, help me calm it down. I miss Ga" Sounds Hasan muttered.

📱 Hahahaha, you are so much. Yes, if the person who is in love is innate kangen only continues to suddenly become poetic. Wh who? introduce me to the girl you like."

📱 Definitely wait for me there, later after I take off I will invite you to meet him. We're going to have a romantic dinner."

📱 Yes San, I'll wait."

📱 You're not sleepy?"

📱Not."

📱then accompany me tonight."

Ega nodded of course invisible to Hasan. It was a long talk. Hasan was endlessly laughing listening to Ega's story. He laughed listening to the innocence of the girl across the street. Somehow Hasan was very happy to listen to Ega's story, enjoy Ega's voice and listen to his silliness and innocence.

Ega also feels comfortable chatting with Hasan. Hasan seems to know how to defend Ega and knows how to deal with Ega who is actually stubborn.

The days continued, there was no sign Hasan would carry out his realization to introduce a girl who made Hasan fall in love. Hasan seemed busy with his work and forgot his promise to Ega. Ega understood that even though he was actually curious about who the girl was. Had he known her name might have been able to trace the girl's identity but Hasan did not tell her the girl's name. The young man's taste was faint, apparently Hasan wanted to make a surprise for Ega so as not to tell the girl's name and chose to keep it in a mysterious shell.

Ega was still waiting, hoping Hasan would come to see him. Last time I met when Lebaran Ketupat. At that time Hasan came to the house, hitchhiking to perform the Magrib prayer. Hasan borrowed the sarong cloth and immediately performed the Magrib prayer at the Mosque in the neighborhood of Rumah Ega.

After the prayer Hasan left Ega's house and was delivered by Ega only to the yard of the house. Hasan stood in front of him while staring at the girl as if channeling the taste into the two beautiful senses. With a definite movement the young man placed his hand on Ega's head and gently stroked Ega's hair which was covered in an Instant Hijab.

Ega sculpting, his body feels frozen. His heart seemed to beat faster and his entire body felt trembling. Ega looked up at the clear ball of Hasan's eyes that looked so clear. A second later Ega looked down, Ega could not see Hasan's eyeballs. His heart seemed to be falling out. The new oath this time his head was held by a man and with courage Hasan did that to him. What does this all mean, maybe Hasan likes it. I hesitated to interpret all of that. Why it feels so comfortable to get a touch of Hasan's hand on his head.

"O Allah forgive me, let me enjoy this touch a little, though it may not be for me." whispered Ega in his heart.

Hasan smiled leaving Ega standing still. Ega was just silently unable to say what, his lips as if he was confused to say "Be careful".

That was the last night Ega met with Hasan and left a very sweet impression and now the hope is still the same waiting for Hasan.

While engrossed in chattering. There was a voice call from his Handphone.

Hasan.

Ega quickly shifted the green color Icon.

📱Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh. I heard greetings from Ega.

" 📱Waalaikumussalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatuh." Hasan's voice returned the greetings from Ega.

"📱 Kangen yes so hurry up lift my call."

" 📱Why do you have Monas-level trust. I don't like to keep people waiting, if you're near why don't you just pick it up." Ega responded to Hasan's comments.

📱 Kiraen kangen, later will also be kangen with me who is handsome, kind and fun. The guy who always accompanies a girl who is single." There was a voice from Hasan.

📱 Just delicious, who come who will miss listening to Ega's innocence if not you San." Sounds Ega's.

Hasan was silent making Ega speechless.

📱I'll definitely miss you, Ga." Hasan's voice muttered. There was a tone of sadness there.

📱 What does that mean?"

📱Maybe tonight last I can chat freely with you. tomorrow-tomorrow might be difficult. I said Ga, I'll sail because I got a job on the Cruise Ship. I say yes Ga, take good care of yourself, I must miss you. You're the only one I've told you about my departure. Tomorrow at dawn I will go to Denpasar because I will leave from there."

Ega fell silent, for some reason his heart was so sad. Unconsciously Ega let out her tears. Hasan doesn't know that.

📱You Be careful San, don't forget to pray." The sound of Ega. That's all he can say.

Hasan stared at his phone. Hasan was sad, it was hard to leave this friend of his. But he had to do it for his future. There was a dream he wanted to make.

Even so with Ega, he was sad to be away from Youth who was younger than him. He looked at the flat object with a sad look. That flat object is a witness to their togetherness every night even though their bodies rarely meet. Ega inhaled a breath of air to calm his chest that began to be uncomfortable. Why was his fellowship with that young man so fast. Just grabbed happiness and now happy to step away from leaving it.

Unamusedly

It was all that could be expected to accompany the young man's departure. After all his departure to realize the dream that was in the young man's despair.

He must not be selfish, because he cannot ask Hasan to stay by his side. The request felt too naive if he made a plea to the man.

Ega was awakened from his memories. He was still staring at San's photo that looked so real, as if San was looking at him longingly.

Ega again shifted some of San's photos in different places with different costumes. It was seen he was in David Beckham Country, posing in the Uninhabited Football Field Viewer's Bench. Only San himself who posed there looked happy. Liverpool's writing in his photo.

Ega smiled happily to see the man in the photo who is his Friend as well as the Companion Candidate alive.

San has been able to realize his dream of traveling around Europe. Come to think of it as something impossible to realize considering his life is so simple and not born of a wealthy person or maybe a CEO of a large Company.

Ega and San were born from a simple family and did not have the ambition to travel around Indonesia let alone around Europe or the World because it was impossible for them.

Apparently San broke his helplessness into being impossible to do.

Of course with his strong determination to be able to realize that asia. The only way to make that happen is to get a job on a Cruise Ship.

San is trying to make that happen with a long struggle and it might just be exhausting. It wasn't easy for San to get the opportunity he now has for real.

"Look at the photo. Just by looking at the photo of the man suddenly just nongol in front of the eyes or maybe by looking at the picture the stomach so full?" Suddenly there was a voice of a woman already beside Ega's desk.

Ega was alone in the workspace because his coworkers had run away for a break. As she again obstacles to prayer then she chose to surf in cyberspace.

"Luckily, I see you with the face of wanting to meet the guy in the photo, try if Senopati Argadana does not know what happened" Ana commented with a smile.

Ana is Ega's co-worker who is two years older than her. She is 26 years old and married and has one son.

"Most he said continue Nak, his leave is directly me ACC for a full month without any money to eat," said Ega with a little holding back laughter, remembering what was on his mind.

"Just say gini' with his donation dong Pak!"

"Hahahaha, can't ya?" babble Ega is not sure.

"Most to the City, just buy some candy."

"Hahahaha, nasip is so."

"Yes, we have eaten first, Ma'am has bought Siomay," said Ana ended the ceremony.

Ega nodded, he walked over to the Filling Cabinet where he kept the plates, spoons and glasses. He took two plates, a spoon and two bottles of Mineral Water with the brand Narmada then brought it to a table where Ana put two packs of Siomay.

"Did Senopati hear our talk?" ega asked worried that the boss of both of them was listening to the conversation of the two of them.

The person called Senopati is the Secretary of the Service and its Level under the Head of the Service. Because the second boss is a fierce person while the Big boss is calm and patient as if the second Boss who controls the Palace where Ega works so they give him the title Senopati Argadana.

"It seems that from now on it is not as if the Big Bos dressing meeting is safe," Ana replied while bribing Siomay who had been in his absence.

Ega smiled brightly as he avoided something bad that might happen to him. Ega feels guilty for both bosses for having discussed and participated in giving the title Senopati Argadana.

Actually, the boss of both of them was good just like being angry in front of a crowd and not paying attention to the situation and condition of his subordinates.

"Has San contacted you again?" Ana asked between their meals.

Ega shook his head.

"Areally Hasan is serious?"

"Either Ma'am, I'm afraid San is just giving me false hope," replied Ega sighing heavily. There is no clarity on his relationship with San.

"What is the story really like?" ask Ana curiously.

"San's brother inboxed me. He expressed the desire of San to marry me when he came home from sailing. San shared that wish with his sister and his brother conveying to me the wish from San through Inbox." Ega recounts what Kakang Kandung from Hasan said.

"So what did you tell her brother?"

"I'm San's best friend not his girlfriend. About my soul mate leave it to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Whoever my soul mate will be I accept including Hasan." Ega explained what response was conveyed to Brother from Hasan on the goodwill of his Friend.

"Too innocent of you, why don't you tell me I'm willing to marry Hasan," said Ana's snatch on to Ega who looks so innocent.

"San's brother didn't ask, there was no asking from what he wrote. He only told of the wishes of San. It could be just a raw plan that could likely be changed. I saw it so faint, I was afraid of heartbreak again. I was really traumatized" Ega said sounding sad.

"How do you feel about Hasan?"

"I lost him, maybe I started to like my best friend. The love may be there for San but there is fear to admit it. I still think I'm the only one who has that feeling while San might just be a messian or something I don't understand either. Honestly I'm afraid to admit that I have the same feeling San," honestly Ega at length.

"It's complicated that gini mah, maybe Hasan also thinks the same with you that only he has feelings while you do not. It could be that Hasan thought that his love was clapping one hand."

"Eitherway. There is no recognition from San," said Ega sadly. He was currently worried, not yet knowing which way to go. There is no clarity from the man that makes Ega gamang. It is true that Ana said that there is no openness here. Ega and San are feeling the heart, is there a taste for him? Ega has not dared to express his feelings even though he has sent a message if he is willing to marry the young man.

"Just be honest with Hasan that you love him, it doesn't matter that the woman first confesses her feelings."

Ega was silent, he tried to calm his mind that was starting to clutter.

"I've sent a message to San that I want to marry him but there's no response from San until this second" echoed.

"If that's the story, what do you want to say? patience Ega, if indeed Hasan is serious after he goes home sailing surely he will meet you and explain everything. But if he doesn't come to see you and chooses to go back for the sail, it means Hasan doesn't really want you and at that point all you have to do is let him go. Let her search and find her true desire" Ana gives an idea of what Ega should do.

"Maybe I was destined to be San's Friend even though I had begun to grow the seeds of love for him." Ega reveals what he is feeling. He was breathing heavy oxygen. Why his love story is not so good.

"This feeling is called Love in the heart or the love that I feel for him is just silence unable to speak" replied Ega upset.

"Sok poetic you, so inget the song Purple if it is not wrongly titled Love In Heart," said Ana ended by singing the song she mentioned.

"Sadly I will be," Celoteh Ega

He got up from his seat and walked to the trash basket and threw out his food waste.

They finished their lunch and finished their confessions. Ega and Ana return to their respective desks to resume work once their co-workers return to their respective desks.

Love In The Heart.

Maybe this is my destiny

Admire without being loved

It's okay for me as long as you're happy

In your life, in your life

I have long harbored that feeling

Waiting for your heart to welcome me

It is okay for me your love is

Happy for me, happy for me

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I want you to know I'm here waiting for you

Even though I wait until the end of my time

And hope this taste is forever

And let me just hug you this time

Say goodbye forever

And let this feel happy for just a moment.

Seriate.

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in this chapter I tell about my Friend. according to his story was the last time I met him.

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