Friend, Only You.

60. Cynicism.

Rian and Fiza walked side by side. No talks happened. They choose to be silent with thoughts of hope and have not gathered at one center.

"Mas, thank you for lending me the jacket" said Fiza slightly enlivening the silence felt from earlier.

"Tama-sama Za. For ane, what do you do that's actually special but don't know with an ante?" sahut Rian flat.

"Special anyway, at least Mas Rian's jacket managed to save me from the cold of the wind." Hurriedly Fiza replied that this exotic-skinned male was not offended.

"So so? thank God," said Rian looking happy. Fiza responded with a smile. He thought, he would try to open his heart to Rian. No one knows what will happen to his heart tomorrow. It could be, he had a taste that he would give to the man. It is better to rely on something that is clearly visible than on something that is pseudo. He didn't want to fall and feel the pain. Right now his heart still wanted to chase his wish. But he realized, the wishful thinking is a con man who could not potentially be true. Angan only exists in the mind can not be real and then become together.

"Za, do ante like Juna?" ask Rian plainly. She doesn't want to pretend not to know that the girl put love in her heart for Juna.

The question was successful to make Fiza surprised. It turns out that Rian is aware of it and what everyone is aware of it including Juna. Her thought. He never said anything, to anyone. So why do they immediately assume that he really has a taste for Juna. Fiza berated herself who was unable to hide the feeling until it was undetected by anyone. What actually? Rian found out so asked a question to get a justification.

"What the hell is this Mas Rian, nope? where is it?" fiza's answer is not correct. He was sure that the answer he gave opened a gap to reveal the truth. Rian, that man must have guessed that question was correct. And the answer Fiza gave was wrong.

"It's okay if you don't answer correctly. Who do you deserve to fall in love with? including you falling in love with Juna. Nothing is forbidden" said Rian flat. As much as he presses disappointed because the Girl who made him strip off his Play Boy title turns out to like other people. This may be a punishment for her because it often breaks the girls' hearts.

"You deserve to have feelings for Juna. He's more handsome and cool than ane. He's better and more considerate than ane. Ane frees you to make a choice. I don't want to hurt you with this feeling. If Juna can make you happy, so be calm." Rian uttered what he had in mind despite not being in his heart. He did not want to force if forced to make Fiza hurt. Not wanting zholim, then the only way to prove the taste exists is to let it slip.

Rian patted Fiza's shoulders gently giving the girl the strength to reach out to what she wanted from the girl.

"Look, we're in. You've been frozen here for a long time" said Rian to invite Fiza in. Fiza was still asleep in her daydream. He listened to all the words spoken by Rian. Don't know why? what Rian said had an effect on his mood. There was a sense of dread in him and also hurt. He did not want Rian to give up on getting it. On the other hand, he did not want to give any hope to that man.

"Fiza, how come you're dumb? about kesambet lo? As Magrib approaches, Jin goes to war. You want your body to be the target of hiding," said Rian reminded. Rian held onto Fiza's arm to guide her in. Just a few more steps they reached the Villa.

"Ehem."

They were greeted by Deheman from Nina who stood at the doorstep.

"Milina!"

"So this is the girl you like?" Nina attacked Rian with a question. He observed Fiza from top to bottom with a hostile look.

"Is there no other girl besides her? why should he? not very!" continued Nina gave her opinion.

"One more thing, what do you have that dares to fall in love with Juna? you don't be so dreamy. Just like Rian, you are not worthy especially with Juna. Fancy it don't get too high! falling, hurting. Self-conscious dong, mediocre face hoping to get the Prince. Find one that matches you, ugly!" Nina taunts and mentally paralyzes the girl. He smiled with satisfaction at having spilled his scathing words.

"Ante Nina's secret? why become arrogant after the holidays? What's there ante reinstall the brain so that all that's left is arrogance. What ante feels so good that it is appropriate to demean others?" Rian nagged his best friend. It was possible that he was silent when Nina humbled Ega because someone was defending her. Not with Fiza, she couldn't possibly just stand by watching the girl being denigrated.

"Why are you defending him? he just got to know you Rian while I've known you for decades. Is it worth me getting a scolding. Don't because you like it so you can nag me like this. She is also shameless about liking Juna. What's deserved?" Nina confronts Rian with a hint of dislike. Then turned to Fiza's face with a cynical look. Nina passed by haughtily. Nina was angry that all her Companions had turned their attention to the two Girls who had just entered into their friendship environment and ignored them.

"Don't think about what Nina said. Ane did not know what was happening so her mood turned bad. Nina is actually a good person. Maybe because of his bad experience that makes him easily angry and maybe there is a problem so as to vent his fear by demeaning others. Nina's been putting herself as Queen in our Friendship. All the attention and praise was focused on him. Maybe because there is a rival who he thinks threatens his position so as to try to drop the mentality of his rival. Including Ega, considered his rival is no longer Friend. Moreover, he knows Beni likes Ega. That made him angry. The spite is consuming his common sense."

Rian explained his thoughts and asked Fiza to ignore everything Nina said.

Fiza nodded in understanding. He wiped his eyes that were beginning to dew. To be honest, he was embarrassed by his feelings for Juna. Not all of Nina's words were wrong. He should have been self-conscious not to have any feelings for Juna. Didn't he also try to hide his feelings and say nothing. Somehow the feeling that was quietly stored in his deepest heart turned out to be easy to read. Right now, he was embarrassed. He wanted it to feel like he was disappearing from the face of everyone so he could not see how embarrassed he was.

"O you two, why are you standing there? have you not heard of Adhan, pray Salah."

The sound of the bell rattled both of them from the daydreams of each other's minds.

"Oh yes, do not realize if you already want iqomat. We pray first." Rian invites Fiza into their respective rooms to prepare for the Magrib Prayer.

While Evan chose to hold the Mat where they would perform the Prayer. They chose to perform the prayer in the Villa because they did not know the way to the Mosque. Only the sound of the Adhan is so faint that it indicates that around the Villa there is a Mosque.

After the prayer, they continued with dinner together. While eating, Nina acted again. He did not want to join them if the two girls were there.

"I'm in the room, seeing two pretty faces like Panci's ass makes it difficult to swallow food" Nina quoted cynicism majas as saying.

"Life is quiet without the beauty. I can eat well even though what I swallow is Duri," Amanda chimed in with innuendo as well.

Nina glared at Amanda who was busy bribing her food after she finished saying. He paid no attention to the rumbling anger greater than the rumbling of thunder.

"Why are you two being so insinuated? like a majas?" evan mediates.

"Why Nin? really sensi? are your monthly guests stuck?" ask Dipta. He was aware of the change in attitude that had happened to Nina. Nina seemed different, what her head hit so her brain shifted. His inner.

"Males is arguing with you. Jun bring me water to the room, I can't bring it," Nina told Juna. It was like he was ruling that man.

"Basar spoiled, I did this because I was good" Juna said. He got up from his seat and held a bottle of mineral water that Nina wanted.

Fiza looked at the man's departure. He was so considerate, it was worth taking advantage of his kindness. Fiza.

"Huft, that woman is just playing orders. If I am ogah told," said Dipta flat.

"Really, right? it's not that you're also paying attention to Nina. When Nina got a bloody thug, who did? the most worried continued to faithfully accompany in the hospital. Why did you forget to be created?" Evan reminds us of the togetherness of Dipta who faithfully accompanied and cared for Nina. He seemed reluctant to move on from Nina's side.

"You're right, at least you can be sweet even if you often take Nina noisily," Evan replied.

"Didna ever like Nina?" ask Amanda who had just listened to the conversation between the two of them.

"Uhuk uhuk uhuk." Dipted. He didn't expect to get that question. He immediately gulped down some water to relieve his throat.

"Of course not, more certainly Mas Rian who has feelings for Nina just because of the commitment we make so it feels like it just drifted away and disappeared." Created to open the secret that has been in the dam.

Rian was silent but looks once anger arises on the look of his face. Seeing the change in the man's face made Dipta hurriedly apologize.

"Sorry Mas Rian, I'm disappointed" Dipta said feeling guilty. He cursed himself in his heart. Why is he flippant and not distilling his words. He intends to make a rebuttal to Amanda's question but instead raises a problem for Rian.

"It's okay Dip, it's a reality. I used to love Nina. It was at the beginning we met, over time the sense of making choices. The choice to become a Friend alone, it felt more comfortable. Ane didn't want to argue, it was true." Rian answered honestly. Don't want to cover anything about him. He wanted Fiza to see anything about him so there was no need to cover up. If Fiza is his match, of course she will be together.

Fiza was moved to listen to Rian's words. He did not expect Rian to be honest. Why was his heart touched by Rian's confession. Rian had always been honest, telling her what her life was like before she met him. He never covered anything. Fiza looked at Rian, at which point Rian raised his face. Their Netra met, channeling the subtle swish that Rian originally only had. Fiza stared at the pair of neutrals so warm that implied love.

"You're back, too, Jun? who knows, Nina asked for a donkey" said Evan teasing Juna. The man was already in their midst.

Before answering he pointed his net at Rian for a moment then towards Fiza. She smilingly found a romance that was beginning to feel between them despite the small possibility.

"About, I still have faith times! mana wants to touch something that is not halal to touch," said Juna while throwing Evan with Tissu.

"Haha. I was amazed to hear it," said Evan avoided the throw.

Laughter Evan is currently successful in deciding the magic that is ready to bind the two people of different sexes, people who are stricken with love. Instantly Rian broke off that flow. Smiling awkwardly under the face that sat down. As for Fiza, she could not hide her embarrassment. He was embarrassed to order like that.

"Of course we're all still Tong Tong. Can slang but chastity must be maintained dong?" said Evan mastering the faint awkwardness going on between them. Obviously, the remark was successful in normalizing the awkwardness that occurred. Not everyone but a pair of hearts that were between them.

Everyone who listened to Evan's statement agreed. The five Hungry Bujang are indeed besides cool, slang and also look free but they are not fans of****free, drugs and alcohol. Although sometimes negligent but they still remember the limits. Rian, the Play Boy was also not to do more than just cuddle and kiss, and even because it was carried away.

"Assalamualaik." Suddenly a greeting came from someone.

"Who, huh?" ask them in unison.

"For a moment, let me see" said Dipta. He took the initiative to open the Door because only he had finished eating while the others were still enjoying their dinner.

"Waalaikumussalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh." He returned the greeting and heard the door open.

Chequelek

"It turns out you two, come on in." It was created to invite the two guests who turned out to be Beni and Ega.

"A long time ago did you guys actually call it? where is it?" ask Dipta to be curious.

"We're both flying, what?" sahut Ega pouting.

"This is what makes me look funny!" said Dipta chuckled.

"Yes, make me reverberate," Beni replied as she pinched Ega's smooth cheeks.

"Hem, the eyes may already be free Boss," teased Dipta while shaking his head to see the behavior of the couple Husband Wife.

"Seriously nanya was?" Re-created to remember. He wanted to know where the two of them were.

"I stopped by the Pesantren and continued to run the inn" Beni replied, explaining.

It looks like the Creator seems to think. He looked at Beni and Ega questioningly as he had yet to get an explanation as to why the two Companions had separated themselves.

"Avoiding problems" said Ega as if understanding the direction of the mind of Dipta.

"Not only that, we avoid Female Mosquitoes. Nguing nguing continues, the earlobe continues to bite anyway." Beni.

"Haha. Mosquitoes are beautiful but because they are too aggressive will lose their charm," said Dipta initiated the oddity.

"Well, let's join, and we're talking in front of the door!" Ega reminded.

"Oh yes, fortunately ingetin," said Beni clumsy as well as the crybaby Dipta. The three then walked towards the dining room where the whereabouts of all his Companions were.

Just arrived, they were greeted by screeches Nina who looked happy with the presence of Beni.

"Benciiii! Finally arrived, where the hell are you? don't think I'm so worried about waiting for your sharp nose. That's not all I miss, either" said spoiled Nina. He blushed to realize his last words.

Those who were listening suddenly mute with faces that were not as bright as the lights that made up.

Seriate.