Friend, Only You.

Chapters 37. What happened to Ega?

Afternoon on Friday Ega traced the rice fields around where he lived. The housing chosen by Ega as its residence is on the outskirts of the City and there are still rice fields that stretch along the eye of the eye.

Today Ega decided not to work because she felt her body carefree and her head dizzy. Yesterday after his return from the Ega Office did not come out of his house at all. He locked his house as much as possible and did not want to get out of his room. Ega only went to the bathroom to clean himself and then chose the prayer in his room. Ega recounts all the pain of his heart to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. He hoped that his heart would calm down and be able to forget the men who once lived in his heart. Ega does not want to fall and he will try to rise from the slump even though it feels difficult and may feel heavy but he has to do that.

Ega sat pensively in a small Bebalek where the Farmers rested after a long day of work managing his rice fields. Ega looked at the expanse of green rice like a tapestry that looked so beautiful.

Ega glanced at the Snail he had taken while walking in the rice field and gathered it in a container he had brought. His vision was empty with a single memory recorded in his brain memory. That night it was still clear what the man was saying. Those beautiful memories seemed to spin back inside her memories, that night...!

" Ega, why is it so hard for me to touch your heart." A Man beside a Girl whom he calls Ega.

The two of them were perched on a chair in the balcony of a boy's room - a cool guy.

The girl named Ega just smiled in response. His eyes looked at the deep sky without any light. The moon and stars seem reluctant to reveal themselves.

" What pain do you feel so close to your heart?" The bridge while looking attached to the face of Ega which looks side cheek whose head is wrapped in a hijab.

" I'm still afraid to start over. Failure hunts me down and catches me and drags me down in fear and horror." Ega's words are still faithful to his night sky.

" Open the door of your heart and let me in and settle there. Once I enter then I will not go out of your heart and leave you." Said the man so sure.

" I will try to make you happy Ga so as to forget the bitter past. I'll try Ga then open your heart to me." He again hoped that the girl who made him fall in love was willing to accept his feelings.

" I'm not sure about it yet, I'm afraid it will make you disappointed because in reality love is difficult to grow in this heart." The girl hesitated, not doubting the man, but doubting herself whether she could love as she expected.

" I'll wait for you to love me Ga, whenever it is."

The girl named Ega smiled bitterly listening to the struggle of the man who was beside her. Indeed, he did not think that the girl who made him fall in love was himself while Ega was not ready to receive love from the man, that made him worried.

Ega was unable to answer anything even though he had tried to feel his heart but his heart seemed to freeze there were no signs that the taste was there.

The man was still waiting for an answer from the sexy lips of Ega who was very tempting his faith but he tried to suppress the turmoil of wanting to enjoy a little of that beauty.

" Aren't we friends why suddenly want a romance story between the two of us, of course, this change in plot makes me in a difficult position. Frankly, it's very difficult for me to get an answer because circumstances have not given me an answer to the statement you asked, forgive me."

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The man breathed a heavy sigh.

" Okay, I won't force. I will wait until the circumstances give you an answer and immediately contact me and explain that answer of course I want an answer that will unite us both." Welcome her to convince the girl who is next to her now.

That was the end of the conversation that night and the man left Ega feeling disappointed but did not make him stop expecting love from the girl.

From that talk Ega began to think what was wrong he opened his heart and gave the opportunity to the man. Start a new love story with him. Until when will he imprison himself in solitude and solitude. He needs someone to get rid of that loneliness and free him from the fire of pain.

In the end Ega gave the opportunity to the man even though maybe too long he convinced his heart. The man greeted her with happiness. Not in vain he waited for an answer from the girl who made him fall in love.

" No, wait for me to come back and I'm back for us together - together knit our beautiful love."

The last sentence Ega heard and that sentence was able to make the girl smile happily. A moment Ega lived in wishful thinking - the wishful thinking of happiness. Living with those who love him and of course those who want him to accompany the life of a man who loves him greatly by making himself a future Wife.

The story blurred and disappeared with Ega's eyes that began to glaze - glass and then cracked making a flow that was so swift. The green beauty of the rice before him was unable to refresh his troubled mind.

" I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to see your happiness with another woman. This was the end of my waiting, wounded and it turned out that my waiting was in vain." Guman Ega tried to wipe away the tears that flooded his smooth cheeks.

" It turns out you're here, aren't you? Why?" Suddenly someone came up to him and was sitting beside Ega, of course, making Ega surprised. Why would someone just be next to him? What he was too busy with his past memories to ignore his surroundings and not realize the arrival of his Friend. I don't know when his best friend was there. Did he listen to what he said.

" Sister, surprise me." Said Ega who tried to neutralize his mood to look normal again.

" It must be because you were daydreaming, What happened?" Tanya Juna was curious about the look on Ega's face that looked cloudy. Juna had seen Ega wiping his tears like he had just cried.

" Nothingwhat's Bang?" Ega answered trying to arrange his heart to look good - fine in front of Juna.

" You are still hiding your heart. You want to obscure all the problems that are holding you but this brother you can not lie with the sentence is okay - what behind it must be something - what." Juna's fishing rod is trying to find out what's going on with his best friend. Since he met at Pelaminan their friend suddenly Ega became upset of course felt by Juna and Evan. They realize the change in Ega's attitude and become a big question mark on the two Companions.

" There's nothing - what Kok Bang. Just feeling it's time." Elak Ega tried to smile.

" Oh yeah? Why is the smile you are displaying different? Your lips may lie but not your eyes. Your eyes describe sadness but he cannot speak because it is the duty of your lips. Now tell me what's really going on? don't make your brother and Evan curious. Neither brother nor Evan would interfere in your personal affairs but we cannot stand by seeing you hurt as you look in your eyes." Juna said at length trying to extract information from Ega. They just want his best friend to share his suffering so they know how to support him or comfort him.

Ega lowered her face. It turned out that the two friends who were with him yesterday realized his sadness and did not escape the observation of the two of them.

" If you don't want to tell a story it's okay. You're not alone Ga, you still have us your friends. There are Brother, Brother Beni, Mas Rian, Evan, Dipta and also Nina. We'll always be there for our best friend so talk about what makes you all this. Unsightly ah." Juna tried to comfort Ega.

" Snail, why are you hiding in your shell? Are you hurt?."

"......."

" Really?"

" ......."

" The same dong with this girl beside me, there is a secret of sadness that he keeps. Help you to unlock that secret shell huh?"

" ....... "

" Promise, so we're friends, from this moment we're friends."

" Maha."

Ega laughs at the silliness of Juna talking to a snail. It looked so cute that it could no longer hold its gel taste.

" Juna's brother." Call Ega while taking a Snail then accidentally put on Juna's arm that looks clean white of course makes Juna jumped in shock. The young man pranced away trying to brush the beast off with his left hand.

" Jiliii." His shouting.

" Ega get rid of it, I can't slime it." Shouted Juna again.

" Maha." Instead of helping, Ega laughed while scaring Juna with the Snail he held.

" Juna's brother is handsome, kiss dong." Ega said directing the Snail to Juna's face.

" Remove Ga." Said Juna trying to avoid but instead Ega more spirit scare Juna. As a result Juna mired in Pematang Sawah for trying to avoid Ega's ignorance.

" Seeyaaaaa." Shouted Juna as soon as he fell, of course, it made him exposed to the mud of the rice field. Not wanting himself to be dirty quickly Juna turned around to prank his best friend that of course makes Ega feel the same way.

" Maha." The two of them laughed at the state of their bodies that were filled with muddy rice fields. Seeing the rice that was damaged by their actions, Ega and Juna hunted to repair the rice order so as not to be as messy as before.

" How is this Bang? It's broken if the coffin finds out we got scolding." Ega said while re-establishing the fainted one because of the two of them.

" That's why we plant it back so it looks like it did." Said Juna busy planting the rice back to keep it as usual. Fortunately that afternoon there was no one but the two birds as if supporting the behavior of the two grown children.

After successfully arranging the Padi Ega and Juna again sat in Bebalek who was there to rest.

" How is your heart? What's a little happy?" Tanya Juna looked at Ega's exhausted face. The girl just nodded her head as a sign of response.

" Thank God, aren't you ready to tell a story? It's okay, whenever you vent we're ready to listen to it." Juna continued to discuss the problem that Ega did not want to talk about.

Huft

Ega took a deep breath and then slowly released it. His condition began to calm down. It's possible that sharing grief with Juna will make him a little plump and also tightness in his chest a little loose.

" Brother, what man close to me is only a traveler." Ega started his story.

" sthat mean?" Tanya Juna seemed confused by what Ega said.

" The man close to me is only a traveler. He just stopped by to recover his stamina and refresh his mind after recovering and left me with my hope with him. He did not plan to settle down in the life of an Ega. Why is he so evil stealing my time and taking my days and just putting sweet but bitter memories into reality." Ega answered while looking at the orange-colored afternoon sky.

" Does this have anything to do with San? Has the man promised you anything to make you so hurt?" Tanya Juna looked at the face of Ega who only looked at his left cheek.

Ega nodded his head still in a straight position staring forward then lowered his face holding the tightness back.

Huft

Juna breathed.

" The new brother knows you have a relationship with him. Frankly this surprises me, you're so good at hiding your feelings for her that all your friends don't know that." Juna raucous. There was regret that arrived - suddenly infiltrated into his mind. Why just know now and now it's no use to look at what's really going on. If Juna finds out that Ega and Hasan are in a relationship at least he and Evan will try to fight for their relationship so that they unite. There was a big secret going on with the man so he decided to give up. Both Juna and Evan know exactly who San is, the man is quite responsible with everything he says and he always thinks before he acts. Juna did not want to find out why the men chose to leave Ega. Now all he needs to pay attention to is to restore the smile of Ega, his best friend.

" Love is like two sides of a coin. Happiness and suffering. We have to hold both together." Juna said then after a minute of silence.

Ega turned his eyes towards Juna to listen to what his best friend meant.

Juna turned his gaze towards Ega so that their eyes met. Juna smiled looking at Ega's slightly bright bead. The clear eyes are the most favored of Ega. Shady and sincere in the absence of a mask of falsehood only this girl is too innocent to be destroyed by a man who has no heart and it is his duty as a Friend to protect her and also Nina.

Ega was still waiting for an explanation of what the Handsome Youth had said next to him.

" Yeah, yeah, loving it must be ready to be happy and hurt at once because when we feel happy without us realizing there are others hurt by our happiness and when we are in a wounded position we are as if giving happiness to others. That is the fact of us loving the opposite sex, there will be happy and there will be injured in contrast to love to God, of course, the happiness we achieve. The love of parents to their children is just happiness there. But that does not mean we have to be phobic to love the opposite sex because that is a gift so that we can feel both. It's just that we must be wise to respond to it and make it all part of God's way to give the favor of faith for us who berapang chest receive all the destiny of God Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. When we love we must be ready and try to rise again from the pain it may be next we are in a happy position and hope no one else feels hurt by our happiness because someone may have been legowo and sincerely accept all fate." Juna explained as clearly as possible.

Ega smiled and there was a glimmer of light illuminating the dark corner of his heart.

" That means I'm so weak and crybaby, huh Bang? it's so easy to break this heart and it's so easy to get yourself down." Ega was sad.

" That's natural, his name is also human. Our hearts are so fragile when we are at our weakest point but that does not mean we continue - we continue to remain silent in the weakest point we must rise and continue our lives. We must rearrange our once broken hearts and bandage our gaping wounds. Well that's him every man has a different time to get back up straight and recover." Juna sounded so wise.

" Sister turned out to be smart to explain about love but why is Brother himself still at a weak point when Brother moved on him?" Tanya Ega turned the situation around to the Handsome Youth beside her.

" Who hasn't moved on just like that?" Elak Juna so that Ega does not bring up his personal life.

" The proof of every girl who wants to be known by Mamiq, Abang always refused does not mean that Brother has not moved on and does not want to give another girl the opportunity to get to know Brother better."

" Already ah do not offend Brother is not now I am trying to comfort you and restore your beautiful smile that why also try to look at Brother." Juna tried to divert his conversation and did not want to bring up his personal life which he thought was comfortable with his solitude.

" It always is, well I don't want you to keep me chided." Said Ega giving up. Juna is very easy to solve his friend's problems and provide solutions but not for himself so difficult.

Juna was silent with thoughts of going nowhere.

" Born Juna cheated." Revealing Ega of course makes Juna confused not to understand what he meant by cheating.

Seriate.