Friend, Only You.
Chapters 13. About San.
Ega was still staring at San's photo that looked so real, as if San was looking at him longingly.
Ega again shifted some of San's photos in different places with different costumes. It was seen he was in David Beckham Country, posing in the Uninhabited Football Field Viewer's Bench. Only San himself who posed there looked happy. Liverpool's writing in his photo.
Ega smiled happily to see the Man in the photo who is his Friend as well as the Life Companion Candidate.
San has been able to realize his dream of traveling around Europe. Think about it - think it's something that is impossible to be realized considering his life is so simple and not born of a wealthy person or maybe a CEO of a large Company.
Ega and San were born from a simple family and had no aspirations to travel around Indonesia let alone around Europe or the World because it was impossible for them.
Apparently San broke his helplessness into being impossible to do.
Of course with his strong determination to be able to realize that asia. The only way to make that happen is to get a job on a Cruise Ship.
San is trying to make that happen with a long struggle and it might just be exhausting. It wasn't easy for San to get the opportunity he now has for real.
" Look at the photo. Just by looking at the photo of the man arrived - arrived just nongol in front of the eyes or maybe by looking at the picture of his stomach so full?" Suddenly there was a voice of a woman who was beside Ega's desk.
Ega was alone in the workspace because his friends had run away to rest. As she again obstacles to prayer then she chose to surf in cyberspace.
" Eh there's Ana Beautiful Ma'am, come to me." Ega Cengengesan to resist embarrassment.
" It's lucky that I see you with the face of wanting to meet the guy in the photo try if Senopati Argadana does not know what happened." Comment Ana.
Ana is Ega's co-worker who is two years older than her. She is 26 years old and married and has one son.
" At most he said continue Nak, his immediate leave I ACC for one full month without money to eat." Ega still blushed in shame.
" Just say gini' with his donation dong Pak!"
" hahahaha, can't ya?" Celoteh Ega was not sure.
" Most classed into the City, just buy some candy."
" Hahahaha, nasip is so."
" Yes we ate first, Ma'am bought Siomay." Said Ana ending her show.
Ega nodded, he walked over to the Filling Cabinet where he kept the plates, spoons and glasses. He took two plates, a spoon and two bottles of Mineral Water with the brand Narmada then brought it to a table where Ana put two packs of Siomay.
" Did Senopati hear our talk?" Ega asked worried that the boss of both of them was listening to the conversation of the two of them.
The person called Senopati is the Secretary of the Service and its Level under the Head of the Service. Because the second boss is a fierce person while the Big boss is calm and patient as if the second Boss who controls the Palace where Ega works so they give him the title Senopati Argadana.
" It seems that from now on it's possible that Big Bos's dressing meeting will be safe." Ana answered while bribing Siomay who was already in his possession.
Ega smiled brightly as he avoided something bad that might happen to him. Ega feels guilty for both bosses for talking about and participating in giving the title Senopati Argadana.
Actually, the second boss was good just like being angry in front of a crowd and not paying attention to the situation and condition of his subordinates.
" Has San contacted you again?" Ask Ana on the sidelines - between meals.
Ega shook his head.
" Is Hasan really serious?"
" I don't know, Ma'am, I'm afraid San is just giving me false hope." Ega answered with a heavy breath. There is no clarity on his relationship with San.
" What is the story really like?" Ask Ana curiously.
" His brother San arrived - arrived in my inbox. He expressed the desire of San to marry me when he came home from sailing. San shared that wish with his sister and his brother conveying to me the wish from San through Inbox." Ega Futures.
" Just what you said to her sister."
" I'm San's best friend not his girlfriend. About my soul mate leave it to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Whoever my soul mate will be I accept including Hasan."
" His brother San did not ask, there was no asking sentence from what he wrote. He only told of the wishes of San. It could be just a raw plan that could likely be changed. I saw it so faint, I was afraid of heartbreak again. I was really traumatized." Ega sounded sad.
" How do you feel about Hasan?"
" I lost him, maybe I've started to like my own best friend San. The love may be there for San but there is fear to admit it. I still think I'm the only one who has that feeling while San might just be the same as me or something I don't understand. I'm really afraid to admit that I have the same taste San." Honestly Ega at length.
" It's complicated that gini mah, maybe Hasan also thinks the same with you that only he has feelings while you don't. It could be that Hasan thought that his love was clapping next to him
hands."
" I don't know. No confession from San."
" Just be honest with Hasan that you love him, it doesn't matter that the woman first confesses her feelings.
Ega was silent, he tried to calm his mind that was starting to clutter.
" I've sent a message to San that I want to marry him but there's no response from San until this second." Guman Ega sounded raucous.
" If that's the story, what do you want to say? Patience Ega, if Hasan is serious after he goes home sailing he will definitely meet you and explain everything. But if he doesn't come to see you and chooses to go back for a sail, that means Hasan doesn't really want you and at that point you have to let him go, let him search and find his true desire." Ana said giving an idea of what Ega should do.
" It may be that I am destined to be Friend of San even though I have begun to grow the seeds of love for him that have long died.
" This feeling is called Love in the heart or the love that I feel for him just silence can't speak." Answer Ega galau.
" Sok poetic you, so inget the song Purple if not wrongly titled Love In Heart." Ana commented while humming.
" I am sad that I am." Babe Ega while throwing away his food trash.
They finished their lunch and finished their confessions. Ega and Ana return to their respective desks to continue the work as soon as colleagues return to their respective Work Desks.
Love In The Heart.
Maybe this is my destiny
Admire without being loved
It's okay for me as long as you're happy
In your life, in your life
I have long harbored that feeling
Waiting for your heart to welcome me
It is okay for me your love is
Happy for me, happy for me
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I want you to know I'm here waiting for you
Even though I wait until the end of my time
And hope this taste is forever
And let me just hug you this time
Say goodbye forever
And let this feel happy for just a moment.
Seriate.
