Forgive Me, Love

89. Seek

After getting a share loc from Boby, Andre and Remon immediately slid to the location. They find Boby sitting on the side of a quiet street. He accidentally got out of the car because he felt cramped in the car.

" Re, that's Boby" said Andre pointing to Boby who was sitting on the ground on the side of the road.

The look of Boby that morning was so crumpled and shabby. The shirt that was originally in the pants that the bottom, now has come out of shape. Although not shaved for 24 hours, thin feathers have begun to be seen around Boby's face. And it makes an impression even more messy.

" Bro..yeah...why did you become a gini anyway? " said Andre.

Boby just shook his head weakly. Remon who already knows the problems in the boss's backroom is just silent.

" Now tell me, what is it exactly? "

Still looking down, Boby answered Andre's question. " Novia's gone from home. Bringing all his stuff. He just left me a letter and an ATM card I once gave him. He went Ndre...He left me.." explained Boby as he sobbed.

" Lo's patient. But why did he get out of the house? "

" It's all my fault. I hurt him. I hurt my son who wasn't even born into this world. "

" Where have you been looking for him? "

" I went to my in-laws' house yesterday. I think Novia must have gone back there. But it seems that the mother does not know the problems that her son is experiencing. I also went to his friend's house in the village. But he doesn't know. Even Novia's mother said she hadn't been home for a long time. "

" Have you called him? "

" Us. Hundreds times. But the number is not active. "

" Oh yeah, now we go home first. You fucked up like gini. Mending Lo shower, eat, rest. "

" How can I eat. Could rest. What if I don't know about my wife and child? Are they okay now or not? "

" Bob, if you're like this, there's not going to be strong nyari wife with your child. Comeup! We home. I'm the same Remon will definitely help you find Lo's wife. Your wife must still be in town. "

' It's gonna be hard boss, find the boss. He's not in town anymore. Then wrong own boss. boss.. already have a beautiful wife still want another.' murmured Remon in his heart while shaking his head.

Boby got up from his seat. He was about to get into the car but was stopped by Andre.

" Lo come with me. Don't drive yourself. Let your car be taken by Remon. "

With a shunt step, Boby walked to Andre's car. Noiseless Boby sat in the seat next to Andre who was sitting behind the wheel. On the way home, Boby also did not make a sound. He just looked out the window.

••••

Boby only knew from the school, that Novia resigned from the school. The school did not allow him to leave the school. So Novia was only on temporary leave, probably until the baby was born. When asked which address Novia left, the school said Novia had left no new contacts or addresses.

Boby's efforts to find the existence of Novia increasingly deadlocked. Boby was getting frustrated. He can't work very well anymore. Almost all of his work was taken over by Andre and Remon.

The body that was once solid, athletic, is now getting thinner. After learning Novia left him, he could not eat well. I also can't sleep well. Every night he lamented his stupidity.

Her hair was left long. The feathers around his face were also allowed to grow densely. He never shaved at all.

For weeks Boby never came to the office. What he did during the sun still showed his light was to go around from one place to another to look for Novia. When night falls, she will be in the room that was once occupied by Novia, sleeping there while hugging the photo of their bride.

Andre was infuriated by Boby's attitude. He often asked and remembered, as long as he was friends with Boby, he had never found Boby this mess.

When Karell left him, Boby lived his life well. Even when his father died, he could have been a tough guy.But why now Boby can be this bad. His best friend was in the worst condition of his life. Boby was at the bottom of the deepest abyss.

That night Andre came to Boby's house. He finds Boby curled up on the floor holding both his legs and leaning against the bed in Novia's room.

" Why do you want to go on like this? "

Boby did not answer Andre at all. Even he remained in his original position.

Andre took a deep breath. " Want your life ruined too? You can't punish yourself like this. Leave it to Lo's wife to punish you. "

Boby still remained silent not budging.

" Bob, you want your wife to see you like this when she meets you later?You are not ashamed? It's so ugly to know now. "

" Noisy to know. Why if I'm like this? Trouble for Lo? Want me destroyed, want me dead, trouble for Lo? " call Boby.

" Bob, Lo changed. It's not like lo. I'm sure, Novia also won't look like you're destroyed like this. I know you're stupid so Lo's wife leaves. For me, that regret will not solve the problem. Make problems a valuable lesson. Do not hurt a woman easily. "

After saying that, Andre left Boby alone.

Boby again sobbed considering the stupidity he had done. He misses his wife very much. She missed her son too. Novia's stomach must have been looking bloated by now. Because if you count Boby, the age of Novia content is now almost seven months.

" Dear, I miss you so much. Where are you now? " boby muttered while crying sobbing.

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