Forgive Me, Love

22. Anxiety

Tring.. sound notification incoming message on Boby's phone.

That night, Boby was having a light conversation with Andre in the back garden of Boby's house while accompanied by a cup of coffee.

Boby saw a message from whom. Looking at the name on it, he revealed a faint smile from his lips. Andre didn't waste that sight either. His curiosity arises.

" Who's Bob? The look on your face so sumringah that. "ask Andre while putting nuts in his mouth.

" New!" answer Boby briefly.

Boby opened the message. He smiled again. But not for long, the smile disappeared. Turned into an emergency.

" What did he say?"

" He's meeting tomorrow."

" Good dong. But...why has your face changed? You're not cool, see do'i?"

" I..gue's afraid he's rejecting me."

" Nolak elo?? Meanin? Did you shoot him?"

" Hem.." replied Boby, nodding his head.

" Waaahhh. Not sharing my same story. When did you shoot him? Anyway story, from beginning to end. The point! "

" I shot him for a week. I feel like he's a little shocked. "

" He was shocked when you said love to him? How can??"

" Could be. You were looking for info yesterday. He's still ngarepin his ex. He has not opened his heart to others. "

" Continue??"

" There's a lot we talk about. He came to me, I really didn't love him. And he kept telling me, if he just thought I was a friend, brother, nothing more."

" What did you answer?"

" I told you I like him. If love may not have."

" B*go... Why don't you tell me you love him. That girl needs love. Not just a word of like."

" Yes, because I don't think I love him yet. I just like it. I'm just comfortable with him. I'm not like elo. Who likes to fight girls."

" Hizzz.....Keep going..."

" Yes I said, if I promise I'll try to love him. Because I'm sure, it won't be hard to fall in love with him. I asked him to learn to love each other. "

" What did he answer?"

" Well, he's not sure. Finally, I gave him time to think. Uh, even after that, he's kind of avoiding me. I just chat in the read. I never picked up the phone. Even you have to be deceived. "

" I got a trick?"

" yes. Yesterday when he asked for permission not to join the project because he was sick, he said he could not contact me. There was no phone or chat from him. "

" Pantsan. Tumben-tumbenan him call me. Usually if there's anything, he goes straight to Elo."

The conversation continued until midnight. After Andre said goodbye, Boby went into his room.

But that night, Boby couldn't sleep well. Fretted. Uneasily. Think about what Novia will say tomorrow.

Morning's approaching. That morning Boby woke up early. Enter the bathroom, turn on the shower, and take a shower by express. After taking a shower, he got ready to go to the office.

Even the meeting that was held that afternoon was a mess. During the meeting, Boby just kept looking at his phone. Waiting for news from Novia. What time they will meet. And in his mind that comes to mind is only a concern that Novia invites to meet just to reject his proposal. Some of the staff who asked questions were not responded to at all.

Finally, Andre decided to cancel the meeting. He wasn't sure, his boss was able to work properly today.

After the meeting broke up, Boby immediately returned to his room. In his room, he looked very upset. Several times he rubbed his face violently. Ruffling her hair.

Why was he so good just for fear of being rejected by a teacher at a private school? What really happened to Boby? At the moment Boby feels more chaotic, more anxious than when he wants to express his feelings to Karell.

Ahhhh... Boby yelled while shuffling his hair in frustration.

Trings... Suddenly the phone rang. Incoming message notification.

Soon he opened the message.

** We met in the city park exhausted magrib ya mas.

** Yes.

Boby's heart is beating faster. The feeling of anxiety came more intense than before.

••••

Late afternoon. After performing the magrib prayer, Boby immediately prepared to go to the city park. He was wearing a navy blue shirt and a casual suit that was the same color as his pants. Brush her hair neatly, and do not forget to wear her favorite perfume.

After feeling perfect with his appearance, Boby snatched the car keys and cell phone on the nightstand.

A quarter of an hour later, he arrived at the city park. He got out of the car immediately. Half-running, he headed for a bench in the middle of the park. He was worried that Novia had arrived first. He spread his eyes around. There were some young women in the park.

Huhhhhh... It turns out that Novia has not arrived. Inner Boby with a breath ngos-nangosan. Then he sat on the bench.

Five minutes.... Ten minutes...Fifteen minutes.. Boby waited anxiously. The one we are waiting for has not yet been seen. He sat for a while, and then he stood up. Walking back and forth with his right hand shaking his waist.

Why is Novia so long? Didn't he come? Ah... Has he changed his mind? What's stuck? There seems to be no traffic. Oh, it must be because the distance Novia's house here is quite far. So he's late. Various questions and speculations came to Boby's mind.

He glanced back at his watch.

Right in the eighteenth minute of his waiting, the waiting came.

With a bag on the shoulder, light blue jeans, a long hem covering pa***, with navy-colored three-quarter sleeves and navy-colored quadrilateral hijab too, Novia came. He looks dizzy looking for the whereabouts of Boby in the park.

After discovering the existence of Boby in the middle of the park, noviapun walk up to Boby.

" I'm sorry, I'm late." said Novia from behind Boby.

Boby turned his body around. Shocked, clear. Novia looks with her sweet smile.

" Ah, Novia." replied Boby while neutralizing his voice, so as to look relaxed. But his heart was already uncertain.

" The distance from home is quite far. So it took a while. "

" Yes, not pa-pa. I'm the one who came to the spasm."

Novia was sitting on the bench that Boby was sitting on. Boby's feelings are getting more and more erratic. He went wrong on his own. He wanted to sit, but his heart would not sit. Wanted to stand up, but tired too.🤦

What does Novia say??

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