Forgive Me, Love

119. One hundred nineteen

The day keeps changing. Boby really followed Novia's request. He never came to his father-in-law's house. Only Remon and Andre who every two days he asked for help to pick up Athar so that he could meet his only child.

" How fucked up again like this, bro?" ask Andre who was having lunch with Boby after delivering the little boss to his grandmother's house.

Boby rubbed his face rough.

" How am I not fucked? I now feel like I am standing on the edge of a very deep abyss. Right left me the abyss all. A little misstep, I must be dead. "

"Lo is patient, bro. I'm sure Novia will be back. She is a noble hearted woman. I'm sure, he can definitely forgive you " said Andre while patting Boby's shoulder.

" Hopefully. Right now, only Novia can help me. "

" Is he not chat at all? "

Boby shook weakly.

After returning home from his in-laws' house that day, Boby's life felt like it was when Novia disappeared first. Eating and drinking are hard to swallow. Every night he was awake.

His heart was always anxious and agitated. He won't be able to lose Novia. He would not be able to continue his life if Novia decided to leave him.

He really loved his wife. Very and very. He always cursed his folly that was too late to realize how much he loved his wife.

If he realized his feelings from the beginning, then right now they must be living happily together with their children.

Elsewhere, Novia's feelings are no less different. Every night he thought and thought. What his heart really wants. While staring at the little one who was asleep, there was a sense of heartlessness if he had to separate it from his papa. He felt like there was a hole in his heart.

Each day, the hole became wider. He felt the hole had to be closed, but did not know how to close the hole. Sometimes his heart hurts too.

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After Novia's return, Novia's friends in the village, as well as friends from her place of work, arrived. To visit Novia also the little one.

They were so enthusiastic about seeing Novia's son. The 5-month-old baby looks so cute and adorable. His face was handsome like his papa, his skin was white, his eyes were brown and round like his mother's eyes, his nose was sharp like his papa.

Not infrequently Novia friends who are in the village, almost every day stop by Novia's house to just hold and play with Athar. Especially her friends who are single.

Candra was no less diligent to come to the house to play with Athar.

" Who, daddy's kid?? Why is your face so similar to yours? Hem's? Why is there nothing similar to Dad? " candra protested while frowning in anger.

He kissed Athar's face without exception.

" Mas Candra this can be. It's definitely not similar. Athar's son Nov is the same as Boby. If Athar the son of Nov is the same as Candra, then Athar must look the same. "

" You have the same child as other men, not like me. "

" Hizz...Who told you to start nolak Nov. Nyesel now, right?" cibir Novia's.

Indeed, Novia's relationship with Candra is now like a sister and sister. They used to joke and mock each other. Even though Candra still harbors such a strong sense for Novia, she will try to keep her in check. He would rather have harbored a sense than have to be away from Novia and Athar.

" Yes nyesel. You see, I don't know if I have children with you, it can be so handsome."

" Ha..ha.ha.ha.." came Candra's laughter.

" Your mother is angry. You don't get angry tomorrow. Old spit. "

Novia is getting her done.

Candra's sense of humor seems to be increasing day by day. He used to be quiet, which was certainly not good at joking.

Their conversation is getting fun.

Across the street there was someone looking at them with a hard-to-understand look. There is anger, jealousy, regret and so on. Who else if not Boby. Almost every day, he came to the house. Even if he could only see Novia from a distance, he would already be very happy. Can slightly treat his longing.

But every time he came and saw Candra was there and with their fun joking around, he felt unacceptable. But when she remembered her promise when Novia was in a coma, she tried to shake off her anger. He has promised to give up Novia if Novia wants to return with her ex-boyfriend. As long as Novia is happy. And seeing Novia who can laugh freely if with Candra, makes Boby feel no longer have a chance.

" Mad, Mr. Ahmad came here yesterday jengukin Nov. Then he also asked Nov to go back to teaching at school again. "

" How do you keep going? "

" Nov is confused. Nov wants to teach again. Have your own income. But what about Athar?"

" Why don't you ask Boby for permission? Husband's permission is important. "

" No mas. If Nov asks permission, it's a lie. Will not be allowed. "

" If you ask my opinion, I'm up to you. If you want to teach again, want to work again no problem. Athar can be taken care of by his mother. Or come to the cafe. I'm so happy even if this handsome boy comes along. Isn't it baby? " said Candra while kissing Athar's cheek.

" If Athar goes with mas, ntar makes mas do not practice loh. The girls thought they had kids. "

" Let's go, son. Dad has a child. This is the handsome guy. Anyway yes, if tomorrow anyone wants to marry me, should be able to accept my handsome son. "

Novia can only shake her head.

" Sir, can I take Athar to the cafe? "

" Can you take care of Athar? "

" Eh, don't sneak. It could be."

" What if he's a laper? "

" You brought some ASI supplies. I can kok dik.. Believe me the same...Your son will be fine. Okay well? "

" Yes. If it falters, Nov readyin defaults Athar. "

Then Novia went into the house to prepare Athar's belongings.

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