Forgive Me, Love

46. Afraid of Losing you

An awkward atmosphere has been created between Boby and Novia since that night's kiss. Actually the awkward one is just Novia. But since Novia's attitude has changed somewhat, Boby's follow-up isn't good.

Today the Peruvian touring romance Boby will travel back to the city of Semarang. After last night they spent the new year's night in Sarangan. Today they will travel at night.

Because almost all night for them to celebrate the new year, so morning until noon they were all sound asleep.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the group was already preparing to travel.

" Bro, you're mending in bonceng just like bini lo. Bini you are more good at carrying the bike. "scoff Andre.

" Sekate - kate lo. My hero is. Isn't it baby?" boby replied he did not accept it. Boby's trying to get Novia to talk.

Novia just sniffed her shoulders.

" Partially if I'm the boncengin, ntar until my house confused nyari masseuse where. "

Spontaneous Novia pinches Boby's arm.

" Look." Boby grimacing. He took Novia's hand looking at her fingernails.

" Pantsan is sick ... The guy's got nails like dracula. "

Boby tried to melt the awkward atmosphere between them.

Novia pulled her hand rough.

" You're the one who's like a dracula. He likes to bite people's lips. "

Oops. Novia closed her mouth. Boby held back his laughter. Andre, Shinta, and Remon who were near them looked at each other. I don't understand Novia's words.

" Let's go. It's getting more and more kemaleman. " Novia diverts the conversation.

'Cup'.. Boby kissed Novia's right cheek. Spontan Novia glared at his eyes.

" That's not a dracula, is it?" boby whispers in Novia's ear. Then he got on the bike.

Novia hits Boby's shoulder. Then he raised his body on the motorbike behind Boby. Boby pulls Novia's hand to circle around her waist.

Throughout the trip Boby many invite Novia to chat. Sometimes he raises Novia's hand and kisses the back of her hand. Novia smiles herself and blushes with Boby's treatment. Maybe she was made to fall in love with her husband.

At midnight, they arrived at their homes.

At home, Boby and Novia go straight to their rooms. Drowsiness hit both.

••••

Tomorrow, Boby is still on vacation. So too with Novia.

" Well, can I go home to Mom? It's been almost two weeks that I haven't seen my mom. "

" yes. It will be a bit sad. I'm inter. "

" No need to mas. You are going to work tomorrow. I want permission, I'll stay at mom's house tonight. The plan is later tonight friends in the village, want to meet together with new year's friends who are already late. "

" Well Candra too?" search Boby with an anxious face. Because he got information from Remon that Candra was aggressively looking for Novia's whereabouts.

" Yes, it's not mas. Her village and mine are different. Why did I meet Candra?" now it's Novia's turn to ask by probing.

" Can't. You I can't see him at all. "

" Yes why?"

" You're afraid to change your mind and..." Boby didn't go on with the talk. He looked in any direction. Somehow his heart went awry imagining his wife meeting an ex.

" And???" novia Urge.

" And you left me. " Boby's down.

" Why would you have such a thought?"

" Well, when I proposed to you, I said once.if you can't give your heart to me, and you want to come back with him, I'll let you go."

Suddenly Novia wants to know how Boby's heart is towards her right now.

" Keep now?"

" I don't know. After living with you, after getting to know you more closely, I'm getting more comfortable around you. The fear of losing you began to feel. I can't imagine my life if you leave me. " Boby took a deep breath.

" I won't be able to let you go. Imagine you meet her I'm afraid." Boby rubbed his face.

" Don't you believe me?" Boby nodded.

Novia took Boby's hand, grabbed it.

" So, ever since I heard the Kabul Ijab that you said to me, I have convinced my heart to live with you. It never crossed my mind that I left you. From that day on, I was determined to be able to accept your inner birth. Now I feel comfortable around you. Why else would I think of another man. "

Boby smiled at Novia's words. He returned Novia's hand.

" Does that mean you love me?" boby asked as he looked into Novia's eyes deeply.

" For that one, I don't know yet. But I'm sure I'm comfortable living with you. I don't want to separate from you either. Then, how about you yourself?" Novia also looked at Boby's eyes deeply.

" It seems.. I'm starting to fall in love with you..." Boby held Novia's left cheek. Handled it with his thumb.

Boby's right hand now turns to hold Novia's nape. He approached her face with Novia's. Closer and closer, his lips touched Novia's lips.

The beginning of the kiss was just like a kiss. Because there was no rejection from Novia, Boby began to mel**t lips Novia slowly. Over time you****n it gets hotter. Boby bites off Novia's lower lip so Novia opens her mouth.

Aware of Boby's treatment, Novia encourages him. His breathing was a bit stingy because when Boby kissed him, he held his breath.

" Two times my lips are stained" said Novia innocently.

" sthat mean?" Boby smiled slyly and teased.

" You took my first and second kisses" said Novia, sulking.

" It seems you are wrong. "

Novia was even confused by Boby's words. He knitted both his eyebrows.

" I've taken your first, second, and third kisses. "

Novia took off Boby's hand that was still coiled around her waist.

" Why....?" Novia is getting confused

" First, on Sari's wedding night. When we stayed at mom's house. When you fall asleep, your lips really tease me. Makes me want to feel it."

" What mas??? Wicked you are.." shouted Novia while chasing Boby who was immediately trying to run from Novia's rampage.

" Sorry...."

" Fucking pervert....!!! Watch out for you...!!" they keep chasing each other.

But suddenly Boby turned around and grabbed Novia's body. It makes Novia unable to move. For a moment Boby clutched his body. Their breath is still burning.

" So was that night really your first kiss?" boby asked while hugging Novia.

" Who said?"

Boby distanced his body from Novia's body but still wrapped his hands around Novia's waist.

" Tell me, what I heard in Sarangan used to be true? Is that really your first kiss?"

Novia did not answer. He shifted his eyes.

" Hey, answer me. Or...do you want your fourth kiss?" Boby started to bring his face back closer.

Novia immediately raised her hands and covered Boby's face with both palms. But Boby instead holds onto both of Novia's palms and removes them from her face.

" Answer me..Or..."

" Yes..iya...satisfied?" answer Novia sewot.

Both corners of Boby's lips lifted into a smile.

" So, I got the first one? Really it? You sure?"

" Not believing it."

" Don't you ever have a boyfriend before? But..."

" Why haven't I ever kissed that? Denger yes. I've been dating a few times. But for this, I'm not giving it to anyone. " Nova pointed at her lips.

" From the beginning I knew dating, I was determined to take care of my lips. Because I'm just gonna give it to my husband. And now you have stolen it. " said Novia still with sewot mode.

" Hey, I'm your husband. Then it's right that you give your lips to me."

Novia looked silent.

" It is up to you. It was ah pastin. " Novia tried to take Boby's hand off her waist.

" I want to get ready. Bad luck to his mother's house. " Novia walked away from Boby.

" I'm taking you. "

" But you will go back home. No need to go there. " replied Novia from the front door.

" Why?"

" Well, I want to hang out with my friends. It'll be home till night. You want to talk all night with dad?"

" So, meet your friends?"

" It is mas. I miss them the same. Can ya?"

" Can. I didn't see your ex. Keep one more, do not need to decadence with the head of the association. "

" Yes .iya..prepare sir boss."

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