Forgive Me, Love

108. Hundred eight

The next day, Novia's parents came to Jakarta together. They went straight to the hospital, because their grandchildren were also in the hospital.

That afternoon, the atmosphere in the hospital room was so crowded. There's Bu Vera, the little one, Boby of course, and both of Novia's parents. And coincidentally, Andre and Shinta also came to visit after hearing the news that Novia had come to her senses.

Novia's condition is better. He can sit up even if he has to lean on the bed. But his hands and feet were still not that strong. To eat alone he still had to be in a bribe because his hands were not yet strong to carry a spoon.

When the little one came, Novia was eager to carry him. But whatever the power, his hands are still not strong to hold the little guy. Finally, Ms. Vera put the little one to sleep next to Novia and used Novia's hand as a pillow for the little one. At the very least, Novia could hug the little guy.

This was the first time Novia had seen the little guy. Novia was so moved to see the little guy. He shed tears while continuing to hug the little guy. There is also a sense of sadness that dwells in his heart because since the baby was born, he could not hug and care for him.

" I'm sorry, dear...Bad mom, son...Mama ..mama doesn't take good care of you. My mom is too sleepy. To the extent that mama does not think of you. " said Novia while continuing to kiss the little guy's forehead.

Everyone there felt overwhelmed and at the same time saddened to see the meeting of a mother and her child for the first time. Even Boby, Bu Vera and Bu Arum shed tears.

" Kid, the little one also has no name until now" said Ms. Vera.

" That??" Novia surprise.

" Yes, son. No one has given him a name yet. His father said he waited for his mother to wake up, let his mother who gave her name. Now that you're awake, you give your son's name. "

" Mmmm....." Novia seemed to think. The mood is silent. They were all waiting for Novia to speak.

" Atharauf Elvano, which means a strong boy given by the Most Giver. "

" The name is good" said Shinta.

" Mama gave me a name. His father also had to donate dong. " said Ms. Arum.

" Boby likes the name Novia gave him. That's enough ma'am. "

" Ehhh.. no-no ..The name of a child must be given by both parents. Can't be just one. Come on.you want to add to what. ", added Ms. Arum.

" Mmm..." Bob looked to think. " If I allow Novia, I'd like to give you my last name. Permana. " said Boby in a low tone. I'm afraid Novia doesn't like it.

" How's nduk? " ask Ms. Arum to Novia

Novia just nodded without looking at Boby.

" That means our grandson Atharauf Elvano Permana's name is oma. "

" Yes grandma. Just to decide who we want to call this? " ask Miss Vera.

" What about Athar?" maam Arum's.

And everyone agreed. The little guy smiled in his sleep. Maybe he's happy to have a name.

Then everyone in the room went back to talking. Boby looked at Novia. He was chatting with Andre but his mind remained the same as his wife. Since yesterday, Novia had not spoken to him. Novia just replied to Boby's question. Even seeing his face Novia did not want to.

While everyone was talking, Athar suddenly cried. Apparently he woke up.

" Why is she ma? " ask Novia who still does not understand the habits of the little one.

" Kok no ma. " replied Boby after he searched in the bag.

" Wooh, aunt forgot to bring it. "

" In the hospital canteen there must be aunty. Let me try to find it. "said Shinta as she got up from her seat.

" No need to mbak. If you buy a new bottle, there is no steamer here. Definitely less hygienic. Let Athar, Novia susui. "

" Can you son?" ask Bu Vera to make sure.

" God willing can ma. " replied Novia while trying to get up from her sleep.

Boby immediately pressed the ascending button to raise the upper bed so that Novia could lean there. As Novia was about to breastfeed her son, Andre, Shinta, and Mr. Samsul walked out of the room. After raising the bed, Boby also followed them out. Because it can be ascertained, his presence there is not desired by his wife.

Bu Arum puts a pillow on Novia's lap, then helps Novia unbutton her shirt, because Novia's hand is still not strong enough to do something.

Vera put Athar on a pillow in Novia's lap. Because Novia's hands are still weak, as a result they have difficulty helping the little one suckle. The little one was getting louder and louder.

" Oma, just call Boby. Let her help ", said Ms. Arum.

Novia looked at her mother while shaking her head.

" Nduk, pity your son. He's starving already. Mom and mom you can't help this. Why you should be ashamed of your husband. It has been proven mbrojol the gini padlock kok. "ledek Bu Arum.

Novia finally relented, but she said nothing. Ms. Arum herself called Boby to come in.

" What's up, Mom? " ask Boby when he comes into the room.

" This, Athar can't nyusu. Novia's hand had not yet raised Athar's head. "

" You help as we did yesterday with the sisters" added Ms. Vera.

Boby's closing in on Novia. But he was still silent on the edge of the bed. Boby's waiting for permission from Novia.

Novia is still struggling with her thoughts. What Boby and the sisters did yesterday to her.

" Let's spit. Waiting especially? Poor the orok. " said Bu Arum disperse the Novia daydream.

Novia nodded to answer without looking at Boby. Boby took the bed down a bit, then he climbed into the bed behind Novia's body exactly. Open his legs and put them on the right and left of Novia's legs. He then inserted his right hand under Novia's right hand and inserted his left hand under Novia's left hand while lifting it up. So that your little one's mouth is right in front of p***** Novia.

Whats? How come it's like this? So yesterday they did this too? ask Novia inwardly.

Shy, groggy, deg-degan .. that's what Novia feels right now. His heart was beating so fast. How not to be ashamed, if he had to be bare-chested like this in front of a man. Even though it was her husband. However, her husband had just once seen her swallow*** chest like this. That was almost a year ago.

Novia did not know that as long as she was unconscious, her husband was the one who always cleaned her body from top to bottom. Until sometimes her husband had to resist his desire while cleaning his body. Of course, the husband almost every day saw and looked at all parts of Novia's body. Without exception.

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