Forgive Me, Love

68. Coming at an Inappropriate Time

It's been two days since Novia was so candid about her pregnancy, Boby didn't come home. Novia's feelings are getting stirred up. Already his body often limp because still vomiting in the morning, now plus the attitude of the husband that he did not understand at all.

Novia who initially believed that the husband would be very happy to hear he was pregnant, now the belief was like swallowed by the earth. Boby gave an unexpected reaction.

A variety of bad thoughts pervaded Novia's mind. After two days of not coming home, Boby finally came home too. Novia was happy that her husband was coming home. From what the doctor scheduled, today he had to check the contents again. When her husband comes home, she can go to the doctor with her husband.

" Have you gone home yet?" greet Novia when she sees her husband arriving. Novia tried to show her a sweet smile.

" hm. "

" Want me to make some coffee?"

" Hm."

Novia went to the kitchen to make coffee. Without novia noticing, Boby watched her from behind. Boby sees Novia's already uneven belly.

There is a strange feeling that Boby felt when he saw Novia's stomach. Like guilt, sadness mixed with happiness. Boby can't figure it out. But hurry on the edge of that thought.

" Coffee mas. " Novia gives a cup of coffee to Boby.

" Put it on the table. "

Novia put the coffee cup to the table in front of Boby. He also sat on the sofa in Boby's office. He told me to talk to Boby.

" Mommy, today is my schedule to check up content. The doctor said it had to be my husband. Can you please bring me? "

" You don't see that I'm busy" replied Boby. At that time, Boby was reading some documents he brought home.

" Just for a moment. "

" Same with aunt. Yesterday the same aunt could."

" But the doctor said it had to be the same with my husband. "

" You're a real ngeyel guy anyway. I said I'm busy again ya busy. " said Boby with a high tone.

" If you don't want to be with your aunt, check it yourself" he added.

" Do you want to see our child? "

" Tomorrow when I am born, I will see" replied Boby without looking at Novia.

The answer that made Novia unable to hold back her tears.

" Mad. Don't you want this kid? " Novia asked with tears in her eyes.

Boby didn't give any answers.

" Don't you ever want a child from me?" ask Novia back.

Boby who was ignited by emotion kicked the table while moving from his seat.

" Because he came at the wrong time. Satisfied you?" answer Boby. Then he left Novia.

" Dude..mas...What do you mean mas?" call Novia but Boby calls her ears.

Boby left the house. Novia was crying. Aunty who heard the quarrel of her master, came to Novia and hugged her. Bi Susi was crying too.

Bi Susi did not know what to say to Novia. He could only hug her to calm her down.

That night Novia could not sleep well. She was still thinking about what her husband said this afternoon. That day Novia also did not so check the contents to the doctor.

••••

The next day, Novia again experienced morning sickness. But he still has to go to work.

" Mom Nov want to go to work? " tanya bi Susi who met Novia in the kitchen.

" Yes bi. If I don't leave too often, I can be fired. If I get fired, what will be my son's fate?" novia replied while stroking her stomach. " Aunty knows for herself, didn't Boby want this kid. Novia also did not know until when Novia lived in this house" he added, holding back tears that had begun to pool in the corner of his eyes.

" Mr Nov is not going anywhere. Aunt sure. The patient Nov. Gusti Allah certainly gave the best for Novia. What matters now, what Novia should think about is the baby" said bi Susi gently while stroking Novia's stomach.

Novia smiled and nodded even though her heart was troubled.

" Nov will go to the doctor, right?"

" God willing bi. Later from work Nov directly to the doctor. "

" Aunty's sister?"

" Nhave no bi. Nov can be alone. "

" Yes already then. Here, the milk and the toast are spent first. "

" Thank you bi. "

Novia downing the milk of pregnant women who have been prepared bi Susi. Then eat a little toast.

" Assalamualaikum.." greet someone who has just entered the house.

" Waalaikum salam." replied Novia and bi Susi together.

" Are you ready, boss?" ask Remon.

" Yes, just stare again. " Novia downed the remaining milk earlier.

Indeed, after Novia became pregnant, Remon always took Novia wherever Novia went. Actually Remon knows the condition in Novia. Remon also knows the reason for Boby's change of attitude to his wife. But he could only be quiet. He can only help keep Novia and the baby.

That's why Remon is always ready to take Novia anywhere. Actually, Boby was also a bit worried about Novia. Hence he also often had Remon supervise Novia. Boby still has his wife's attention.

" Come bang Re. We're goin. Bi, Nov go to work first. "

" Have you brought a change of clothes?"

" It's bi. Assalamualaikum says. "

" Greetings waalaikum. "

Novia and Remon leave the house. Behind his sadness, Novia still feels grateful, because there is still bi Susi and Remon who are very concerned about it.

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