Forgive Me, Love

19. A student's love statement

" I love my mom !"

" Dennis mom wants to go home. "Novia's back to start the engine.

" Mom, wait a minute. Please, look at Dennis first. "

Novia shut off the engine. He got off his bike and took off his helmet.

" Dennis, you realize, what are you talking about?"

" Aware of. I have loved my mom ever since I went to school. "

" Dennis, I'm your teacher. Not your friend. You know what that means?"

Dennis was silent.

" I mean, our age is obviously different. Our lives are different too. Our goals are different too. "

" I know it's Mom. But it doesn't matter to me. Age is no problem for me Mom. I am graduating High School soon. I'm going to work. So our lives can be the same. I also know my mother's purpose. If you want to get married, I'm also ready to marry you" Dennis explained. He's trying to hold Novia's hand.

" Thanks !" nova snapped while keeping her hand away from Dennis.

" Life is not as easy as you think. Your life is still long. Your future is also long. Dennis, it's not that your female friends like you a lot. "

" What I like is my mom. Not them. "

" Dennis, please, the problems I'm facing are many, don't you add any more. Forget everything. I'll assume you never talked to me about this." Novia ends the talks. He put his helmet back on, then climbed into his motorcycle seat.

" No Ma'am. I will continue to approach my mother. I'll show my mom that I'm serious about my talk. "

" Dennis, I asked, forget everything. Don't get hurt in the end. "

" No ! "

" Dennis, horrified mom. Soon, I will get married. So, you better forget what you said today. "

" Dennis doesn't believe it" said Dennis.

" It's up to you Den. " Novia runs the motor.

Dennis clenched his hands tightly.

On the way home, Novia's mind felt very full. He's kind of dreamy. So that there was a greeting next to him, he did not hear. Finally, the person called out rather loudly.

" Woyyy...dreaming. !"

" Well, your rese. Ngagetin. If I'm surprised, what kind of accident?"

" You have a problem what the hell is it? Until bring the motor while daydreaming. What'd it hit?" dedi reminded.

Novia shook her head.

" Mr Nov, yesterday he said he wanted a story?? Hem??"

" Have you eaten?"

" Not yet. Want treat?" ask Dedi to joke.

Novia nodded. Then he went on a trip and stopped at a restaurant.

" Come.." take her to Dedi.

The two of them entered the restaurant and sat on an empty bench.

" You're actually Ded. I'm confused again. "

" Story. Who knows if I can help. "

" Someone proposed to me."

" Wuihhhh, good dong."

" Dengerin first." then Novia told Dedi everything. Starting from the beginning of his meeting with Boby, then about the talk of the neighbors, even until the problem that just came. Problems with his students.

Dedi listened carefully. Turns out your problem is so, mbak. Inner Dedi

" How do you want Nov now?"

" I don't know either, Ded. I'm confused as to what to do. "

" What about Candra? Is he still unable to accept you anymore?"

Novia nodded.

" Some told me, actually Candra still loves you. But he still needs to be a coward by always avoiding "continue Dedi.

" If I think, try to meet Candra again. Get him to talk mbak. Ask him again, how he feels about you. If he is stubborn, I think, forget him. Find a new one. Open your heart to others. "

" Can it be Ded?"

" Can mbak. I am also a man. If he loves you, he will not let you go. Unless he's a coward. There is no point in waiting for a coward like him." said Dedi at length.

" If he refuses, then it's up to Nov, who will accept him, who will. But if the same thing happened, then who is his name. Boby yeah.I'm less sreg. The new mom knows him. Mama doesn't know him very well. Choose something that is clearly. Who knew him long ago."

" sthat mean?"

" There is mbak. You've known him for a long time. And I'm sure he can take good care of you. But don't tell me that I'm the one who told you. "

" Who's Ded?"

" tony. "

Brush....The drink in Novia's mouth gushed out because Novia was shocked not playing.

" Slovenly ihhhh. "

" Sorry... After that you were invited to talk seriously even joking." while wiping his lips.

" really. Toni loved Nov for a long time. Maybe starting when you're still both kids. But he did not dare to reveal his love to you. Afraid of rejection. So I think if Candra still chooses to be a coward, mending mbak mendilah Toni. As a Second choice. "

Hufft...Novia took a long breath.

•••

For days, Novia could not sleep well. As a result, his body dropped. That day he did not go to work.

" Your body is hot" said Ms. Arum after examining Novia's forehead.

" Yes Ma'am, Nov's head is so dizzy. "

" Yes, you don't have to work today. "

" Yes Ma'am. Nov was licensed to TU. Oh yes Mom, Nov almost forgot. Today should be Nov to the project. "

" Yes, you have permission. "

" Can Nov ask a favor, ma'am? Please take Nov hp at the dressing table. "

Ms. Arum stood up. He picked up Novia's phone on the dresser. After picking it up, Ms. Arum sat back on the edge of the bed and gave the phone to Novia.

Novia looks for someone's number and rushes the call.

" Hello.." greet the person across.

" Hello, Andre. Sorry mas, it should be Nov today to review the project. But today, Novia is not feeling well anymore. So can't go to the project."

" Oh that... No, no pa-pa Nov. You rest, let the spit be healed. "

" yes. Please tell Boby. Novia phone was not able to. "

" Yes certainly. "

Call disconnected.

" Mom make porridge for a moment. All mothers want to ask for help, Mr. Ujang, call the midwife here. Let you take medicine. "and then Ms. Arum got out of her seat and went out of the room.

That morning at Boby's office.

" Morning, boss sir!" greet Andre as he walks into Boby's room.

" Hmmm! "

" I have news. Novia called me. He's sorry, but today he couldn't join the project. "

Boby looked rather shocked and disappointed.

" Why?"

" She said she wasn't feeling well anymore. He said he called you. But not lift. "

A cook? The feeling from my phone did not sound at all. Inner Boby. Then he took his phone out of his pocket. He rubbed his phone screen.

Bener. No incoming calls at all. Is he intentionally avoiding? What this means is he ......

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