Forgive Me, Love
44. Candra's Regret
Since meeting with Dedi some time ago, almost every day Candra contacts Novia. Calling also sends a message. I don't know how many times a day he sends messages to Novia.
But Novia never picked up the phone or returned a message from Candra. This makes Candra more and more want to meet Novia.
Several times he went to Dedi and Toni to ask where Novia lived.
" Ton, please tell me where Novia lives now" asked Candra.
" I've told you how many times you've been, Ndra..I don't know where Novia and her husband live." Toni replied upsetly. Because he also felt heartbroken to see Novia married another man.
If Novia were to marry Candra, then she wouldn't be this disappointed. Disappointed with Candra for having wasted Novia, also disappointed with herself for not being able to help the woman she loves.
" Try you call him. Ask her where she lives now."
" Candra, I asked you. Why do you want to know where Novia lives now?"
" I want to meet him. I'd like to apologize. I want to take him back with me. "
Toni smiled cynically.
" Aren't you sane? Novia is married now. You better not disturb his happiness."
" Novia is not happy. Novia did not love her husband at all. He had to marry her."
" Who's wrong Novia is unhappy? Who was it that she had to do marriage with? Whose fault?" toni shouted emotionally.
Candra fell silent.
" Your fault. Because you don't want to help him. You wasted him, bre****k !"
" I know I'm the most guilty. I know it. And I regret it. Please help me to meet Novia. I'll bring him back."
" Novia is happy now. She was happy with her husband. L saw. With my own eyes. So please, forget him. Don't give him new problems. " Toni left Candra alone.
Candra was silent to Toni's words. Her heart was so sore to hear that Novia was happy with her husband. He seems unwilling.
••••
Today is the second day Boby and the group are on vacation. Today they went to Sarangan Lake. The view there is beautiful. Air's cold.
That night they had a barbeque party. The equipment for the barbeque they had prepared. It appears that female officials prepared the materials. Slicing meat, fish in filled, and seasonings.
The male employees got the grilling section alternating. Andre, Shinta, Boby and Novia chat together. Novia looks familiar with Shinta.
" Swinta Ma'am, yesterday mbak said that no one has a crush on Boby mas huh? Why refuse why?" novia whispers to Shinta out of fear Boby hears.
But because this Shinta leaked out, he deliberately continued the question to Boby.
" Boss sir, Miss Nanyain's boss. Why is boss ogah being told off by Sofia?" Novia reflex nudges Shinta's arm. She's really embarrassed.
" Iihhh mbak Shinta.kok even in tanya to mas Boby anyway. I'll ask him to mbak."
" Let the answer be pakem. Ask directly to the concerned." replied Shinta as she glanced at Boby.
Boby smiled at Novia's question.
" Yes, it's not like that. No need to answer. "novia sahut.
" Aren't you really kepo? I'll tell you, Sofia is beautiful, her skin is white, her eyes are round, sexy, her body is voluptuous." Shinta explained while holding back a laugh from seeing Boby's facial expression with bulging eyes.
Actually Novia heard Shinta's explanation, but she pretended to be busy with the sausage in front of her.
" Re.." call Boby and wave to Remon. Remon immediately approached his boss.
" Ambilin guitar. "
" Ready."
Soon after, Remon came with a guitar.
" It's the boss."
Boby took the guitar from Remon's hand. When she started picking her chest, Novia stood up carrying the sausage she had finished piercing. Boby stopped picking.
" Where's Nov going?"
" Want to take this there." Novia shows a sausage stab to Boby.
Boby is back on the guitar. Some of his employees sang.
After fifteen minutes, Novia returned to her seat next to Boby.
" Mother boss.sings dong. " cried Andre. " Novia is a good singer" he explained to Shinta.
" Oh yeah? Come dong want to hear his voice ", said Shinta.
" Lying ding mbak. My voice is ugly. " Novia shook her head.
" Singing.sing...sing...sing.." The spirit of some other employees.
Boby looked at Novia with a smile and nodded to invite Novia to sing. Novia seemed to shake her head.
" Come on...I'm the one accompanying. Nice voice, not just water and dipper to hear it. Let us enjoy it too "boby whispered.
" What the hell." Novia nudged Boby's arm.
Seeing the enthusiasm of the others for wanting to hear his voice, Novia whispered a title song to Boby. Boby started strumming guitars.
What would I do without your smart mouth?
You've got my head spinning,
no kidding, no kidding,
I can't pin you down
Novia started singing.
What's going on in that beautiful mind?
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, though,
don't know what hit me,
but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind....
'Cause all.
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end ..and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Because I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
How many times do I have to tell you?
Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down,
I'm around through every move
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, though,
it's ringing, it's ringing,
my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Prok..prok...prok...all applauded festively after Novia finished singing.
During Novia's singing, Boby always glanced at his wife. I don't know Boby felt his heart beating fast hearing Novia sing.
And suddenly 'cup ' . Boby kisses Novia's left cheek briefly. Novia widened her eyes in surprise as she turned towards Boby. Boby smiled sweetly got a look from his wife.
" Cie.cie..contract again to us.." this time it was Andre who teased .
Novia looked down while blushing in shame.
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