Forgive Me, Love

103. Hundred three

" Dear, don't you want to see our son? Your dear child." said Boby while sitting on the chair next to Novia's bed and while holding Novia's hand.

" Pity him. Never felt the hugs and kisses of her mother. You know, honey, our son is fat now. Pipa. He was already starting to be able to memorize someone's face. If you look at his grandmother, he will definitely cry for a sling. "boby's story while looking at remembering the story of Bu Vera.

" Didn't you want her to cry in the cradle too if you saw you? Baby, our son doesn't have a name yet. We all wait for you to give us names. If you don't wake up soon, our son won't have a name. Even if he does not have a name. "

Boby began to feel his eyes heating up. A tear began to roll in the corner of his eye. In his pecker long back hand Novia.

" Novia, I beg you not to punish me like this. Don't leave us all like this. If you want to be angry, just be angry with me. If you are silent, be silent only to me, dear. But don't you shut the others down either. Hicks..hiks...hiks..."

Boby started crying.

" Dear.I'm sorry...I am guilty of it as you are. Let me atone for my sins. Let me fix everything. I know I apologize too often. But I will do it every day to apologize to you. I'm a fool, Novia. I was stupid for not realizing that I loved you so much long ago. I was a fool to realize when you left me. Novia baby, I love you...I love you my wife..You are my life... Please. just wake up dear..."

Boby seems to have run out of words to wake Novia.

" Novia.I beg you... Don't you punish me like this. Don't you shut us all up like this. I'm the only one guilty, Novia. If you want to be angry, just be angry with me. If you want to be quiet, just be quiet with me. Don't silence everyone even your child like this. Novia, I promise I will obey all you want if you wake up soon. Whatever it is I'll do. Even though after you wake up you decide to leave me, I won't get in the way. Even if you come back with Candra, I won't be angry. Even if you leave me and bring our child, I will not get in the way... As long as you wake up, honey. As long as I can see your smile again...I'm willing.I'm sincere.I'm ridho, baby..."

But it seems free...Novia remained silent. There was only a tear in the corner of his eye. But Boby did not see it because the atmosphere of the room was already rather dark. Just in the light of a little sleeping lamp. Because it is late.

While in the world next door, Novia like being in a vast expanse of flowers. He sat pensively by himself under a shady tree. The air is so cool, and the view is so beautiful.

As Novia was contemplating, she suddenly heard a heartbreaking voice. The voice of a man he knew. The man seemed to be calling out to her and calling out words of forgiveness and love together.

Novia spread her gaze around trying to find the whereabouts of the grieving man. But not found it. It was just the voice that was becoming clearer. Hearing the man's words, Novia suddenly felt very sad. And not in the frame, her tears were dripping.

The man's voice sounded so heartbreaking. Novia felt that the man was talking to her. At that moment, Novia suddenly imagined a tiny baby who was also crying.

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