Forgive Me, Love

21. Reassure

The next day, Novia was already on the move as usual. But today Novia was a bit tense. He often daydreams. He thought about how it would turn out from his meeting with Candra.

Afternoon. After the ashar prayer, Novia immediately get ready. Dress neatly, wear a patterned tunic with a salem-colored pattern that is combined with black material pants, and a khimar hijab that is in line with the top. Polishing her thin lips with peach-colored lipstick. Perfect. One word for Novia's current appearance.

Behind that perfection, Novia felt her body let out a cold sweat. Body shaking. Meet Candra after their separation.

After feeling that his appearance was neat, at exactly four in the afternoon, Novia took her motorcycle out to where they had made their appointment.

Fifteen minutes later, Novia arrived at the restaurant they were referring to. Novia went inside. Apparently, Candra has arrived first.

" Asalamualaikum's...Sorry mas, Nov who met, uh even mas who nyampe here first.."

" Greetings waalaikum..No pa-pa dik. I'm just too nyampe."

" What's up?"

" Alhamdulillah, mas well. How about Nov itself? I see Nov as being unwell."

" Yes mas. Nov is sick. "

" What pain?" ask Candra with an anxious look.

Are you worried about me?? ask little heart Novia.

" May be tired of continuing to lack sleep as well. But thank God, it's good enough now."

The waiter arrived with a drink. A glass of guava juice without ice, and a glass of warm orange.

" Drink dik. Sorry I signed it first. Than to wait later. Nov still likes guava juice without ice, right?" said Candra with a sweet smile.

" Yes mas. Thanks though. " Novia then sips her juice.

Do you remember my favorite? What does this mean? inner Novia.

" Yesterday, Di Nov said he wanted to talk important. What's wrong, brother?"

Hearing the question, what Novia had planned was lost instantly. The words that have been neatly arranged, all crumbling. Novia was confused by herself. He was afraid of having to face the harsh reality.

But Novia was trying to stay calm. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

" Mad, Nov is really sorry about the old thing. Nov really regretted it. Nov is stupid. Nov who at that time could not see the feelings of the. And finally Nov even hurt the feelings of the mas. "

" That's it. What has passed does not need to be discussed. It won't go back as it was before."

Deg. What does Candra mean.

" Truly mas, Novia never betrayed mas. No ex-Nov brought back. That's just a silly excuse Nov made. Novia nyesel. Novia had not understood Novia's own feelings. Nov could not see the seriousness of the mas. Forgive Nov mas. " Novia.

" I'm sorry about Nov. "

" Well, how are we now?"

" Sir, I'm sorry about you. But to forget everything, it felt too difficult. When I want to forget, I remember even more. Mas do not know, either the reason in Nov at that time was indeed the situation, or as Dik Nov said earlier that it was just an excuse. It's hard to forget."

Novia's chest was like a huge iron fall. It feels heavy. His eyes began to glaze over.

He took a deep breath so that his tears would not fall.

" Don't you love Nov?"

" Love you, love you. "

For a moment Candra fell silent. He almost said yes. Then he said "I'm sorry. "

" If you are not in love with Novia anymore, then what do you mean by giving attention to Nov. "

" Because I want to. "

" What do you want, actually?" tanya Novia was a bit lost for patience.

" I don't know either. "

" The evil Candra knows it. Mas always treated Novia as if mas still love the same Nov. I always didn't like the guy who deketin Nov. That makes Novia too hopeful. "

" I'm sorry, brother. Mas...honest..mas feelings are still the same to you. Like old times. But your words were always ringing in your ears. I don't know what to do."

" Well, this might be the last time Novia asks. After this, maybe Nov won't ask again. Would you give me a chance for Novia? Novia promised to make up for all the folly of Novia. Novia will make up for all the pain and heartache. Novia will love you and try to be what you want her to be" Novia said expectantly.

Candra. He was confused what to say to Novia.

" Mad??"

" Sorry brother.. My answer is still the same. I'm afraid if I accept you again, I'll do the same thing again. I'm not ready to get sick anymore."

Tests...tes...Novia could not hold back her tears from falling. Now Novia has tears. Finished it all. Kandas already hopes Novia to knit love with the lover of the heart.

" Thank you for everything. Thanks mas. Novia could now really feel the pain she had been feeling all along. Once again, Novia apologized. After this, Novia will try to forget Novia's feelings for Candra. After this, Novia will not bother the mas anymore. Novia can only pray and hope that Candra will find a woman who is much better than Novia" Novia said as she pleased.

Seeing Novia cry, it was like Candra was hugging her. Tranquilize. And say 'don't cry anymore' . But he couldn't do it. He was afraid his defense would break down. He took his eyes off Novia.

" Novia pamit. Goodbye. "part Novia then immediately got up from her seat and half ran away from Candra.

" Sir Nov.dik....Novian..." Candra is chasing Novia.

" Nov....Novia.." call Candra while looking around looking for Novia when she gets to the parking lot.

But apparently Novia had left the place. There was concern in Candra's heart seeing the state of Novia earlier. Novia looks very fragile. He drives his own motorcycle. Realizing that, Candra immediately picks up her bike and chases after Novia. Afraid of anything happening Novia.

After speeding up the bike, Candra saw Novia enter the yard of her house.

Thank goodness you are not pa-pa. Inner Candra.

He wanted to run to Novia. Inexplicably hearing Novia say goodbye, her heart felt even more in pain when she was decided by Novia.

I'm sorry, brother. Don't cry and be sad for too long. Wait for me in a minute. I'll come to you. I'll come back to you. Let me set my heart. Just sec. Wait-wait....

After Novia enters the house, Candra leaves the grounds of Novia's house.

Arriving at her room, Novia cried. For a long time she struggled with her tears.

After her crying somewhat subsided, Novia picked up her phone that was still in the bag. He swiped his phone screen, searched for someone's name and then typed in a message.

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