Fear Aida
About Aida
I'm trying to sleep tonight, I don't know how long I've been awake since I left Aida in her room. Amidst my uneasiness, I finally decided to read the file left by Daniel in the living room, I also want to see if Aida has closed the door to her room or if she is standing in front of the door. I slowly opened the door and I saw that Aida's room was closed, actually I wanted to see her situation in the room but my little heart said, "Don't, maybe it will be more mentally disturbing".
My eyes fell on the table where I left the file Daniel had given me, and I took it into my room and started reading it on a small sofa in the room. My attention was immediately drawn to the file relating to Aida and I found Aida's file with file number 110710, in that file I started reading all about Aida's biodata but it was in vain. There's no identity there, other than the names all just say "No Data". I shifted my focus to the case file but again - again I did not get any information from the file, everything just reads "No Data".
For almost five years I had not read a file like this, my feelings were uncertain between pleasure or fear. It is not a short time for me to leave everything that I have worked for as a doctor Lee, could it be the beginning of me having to return to be a doctor Lee? for me, Dr. Andrews is currently the most comfortable identity I have ever lived.
A peaceful and quiet life without mental stress is the dream of every human being on earth, and I as Dr. Andrews Hopkins have felt that achievement. I wasn't ready to go back but Aida's whereabouts couldn't take my humanity for granted. What if Aida wasn't the only one, should I have decided to leave those who needed my help instead... that's what's currently filling my mind that it's hard for me to close my eyes
"What's this report file?" as soon as I got upset at that time, this hand immediately threw all the piles of documents into a reading table.
It was the first file that was different from usual, what was really and who Aida was until there was not the slightest note about other than the name she was holding. It sucks for me, it really sucks but on the other hand the curious turmoil in my heart increased. Instincts and instincts as a doctor for patients special needs mental handling such as back flow in my blood.
I turned my gaze to the window of the room and I saw the stars shining beautifully, I slowly got out of my seat and walked towards the window of the room next to the reading table where I threw away the documents Daniel had brought me. I directed this hand to open the window and then I breathed some fresh air tonight so I could control my upset, several gusts of wind gushed across my face and accidentally blew away some of the document papers I had thrown earlier.
After breathing heavily, I picked up one by one the flying paper. A paper stole my attention, as I told you, my instincts started to work and I think they worked really well. In the paper I saw a sketch of a picture shaded with a pencil.
White papers with many arrays are also lines but not centered on a single point, some are even seen to illustrate a pattern that I can guess. I started to calm my mind and I exhaled slowly so that my concentration was centered on the picture, sure enough... I could sense that the line was a dark corner of the room with a small window that emitted light to illuminate a small corner of the room. But my attention didn't stop there because I was drawn to the pressure of a pencil in the armchair. I carried the paper to a lamp and tried to look and guess at the image that looks to get special pressure when someone draws it.
True to my guess, I saw the image of a human figure in the arcane which is described simply as being curled up in the corner of the line, I kept trying to find another image and I was a little surprised to see the results. A line that looked like a torture device that was in my mind when I looked more carefully, elsewhere I also saw someone standing in front of the curled man with a long line in his right hand and a large enough object in his left.
Long enough I tried to find another picture that might be hidden, I hoped there was a clue or whatever it might be useful to Daniel but unfortunately I did not find anything else. Slowly I put the paper on the reading table and then I immediately moved to lay this body on the bed, in my mind there was only one question after seeing all the files "What kind of life have you been living these past few years, Aida?". I didn't feel like I was sleeping very well either.
I woke up when I heard the sound of chickens crowing, because I was shocked to fall from my bed. I immediately directed this hand to reach the alarm clock which was on a small table next to the mattress.
"What time is this?" tanyaku riled while staring at the alarm clock that I had held, the needle on the alarm clock showed at 8 am.
"Ooh shit, I'm bad luck" I said in a panic, I rushed to make my bed and then immediately came out of the room to open the clinic and also prepared breakfast for me and Aida. When I opened the room door, I saw Aida standing in the same spot as her position yesterday when she first came to this place with Daniel.
"Good morning sir." she said as she looked at me with a sharp look
Today was my first morning with Aida, a welcome like that should have warmed up a cold morning but not what I felt. Aida gave me goosebumps but I kept trying to calm down.
"For Aida, since when are you standing here?" ask me curious
"I will be tormented if I don't get up at exactly 4am by my old master, I'm a little late to wake up today, I beg you not to torture me" he replied, a sense of fear was clearly reflected in his eyes and body gestures.
I read Aida's body gestures as if she was ready if I would hit her for the mistake she said earlier, it was very clear from his slightly bent and trembling posture as if he had prepared himself to take my blow so that he would not fall. I walked up to him and stroked his head and said...
"It's okay, you can get up later if you want" I said gently, As this hand approached, the instant I saw his body respond with a stiffened body, both of his hands clenched firmly, his eyes closed, and also his body was trembling.
"Isn't it really a problem for you?" she asked me, slowly opening her eyes and looking back at me.
I took my hand off her head and left her without answering the question, my goal was the kitchen, thinking in my heart "What kind of breakfast can excite her?". Then I turned my attention to see what ingredients were in the refrigerator, from everything in the end I decided to make pancakes with honey and warm milk.
Not wanting to waste my time immediately cooking and serving my food on the dining table, everything looks perfect and appetizing. But I haven't had time to enjoy my cooking, I heard people gathered at the door of the clinic. My eyes fell on the wall clock in the kitchen and I realized I was too late.
"At 9 o'clock, I didn't have breakfast today" I panicked.
I quickly left the kitchen to meet Aida in the living room, just like last night Aida stood there staring at the same corner of the room. Nothing changed from the way he stood, the way he looked, his position, even the direction where the glare of his sharp eyes stared, then I walked up to him and stroked his head again saying
"Breakfast is ready at the dinner table" I said.
"Shouldn't I have made breakfast? Won't this be a problem for me?" ask her.
"It's okay, there won't be any problems. You don't have to do anything here, you're my guest. hurry to the dinner table and I hope you like the menu this morning" I answered while releasing my hand from his head and immediately ran towards the examination room.
"What about you?" Ask her back.
"I'll catch up with you after my work is done" I replied and I immediately left her to open the clinic
All going as usual, I checked and took care of some of the people who had been waiting for me this morning. It didn't feel like the clock was showing at 1pm, I started to feel hungry. I immediately told my patient who was still waiting that I would take a short break and head to the dining room, but there was no Aida in the living room at that time. I thought maybe Aida had gone back to her room, but she didn't. Aida remained in the dining room and just stared at the pancakes I had prepared for her without touching them at all, and the warm milk still filled the glass. I was astonished and my mind said "What is he doing?".
"Good day" she said as she realized I was in the dining room
"What are you doing? why did you leave the pancakes? it's definitely cold and won't be delicious" I asked
A pancake and a glass of warm milk that had started to cool were left alone by Aida, implied in my mind either because I was used to holding back hunger or because of the fear that made Aida just stay still without enjoying the dishes that I prepared especially for her.
"I must not eat before my master eats, if I do so my old master will kick my stomach until I bring out the food I have eaten" he replied
When I was shocked to hear her answer, Aida's statement made me realize that Aida's torture had seriously damaged her mind and made her a robot and no longer a human being.
I shook with emotion and immediately approached Aida and took the Pancake and milk that I had prepared for her, but suddenly Aida stood up from her chair and immediately kowtowed in front of me and said...
"I'm sorry sir. I don't know this is wrong. I just don't want to eat before you sir. please don't torture me..." His words were cursing withstanding the crying.
Honestly, I was really emotional at that time, in my mind there was only how could anyone do that? but I ignored Aida and continued to bring the food to the kitchen. I started cooking for lunch a Steak with Marinara sauce, quite time consuming indeed but the results were satisfactory. I immediately presented it and took it to the dining table but Aida still remained motionless. I can still hear his voice, even though it is faint
"Punish me... Forgive me.." he said softly.
I placed the Steak on the table and slowly approached Aida, gently touching both of my hands to Aida's arms while pointing her to her seat.
"Eat, this time I will accompany you to eat. I hope you enjoy the steak I made" I said with a smile, his terrified facial expression slowly turning into an expression of astonishment and confusion.
For the first time I saw a change in Aida's facial expression, I was sure it would be a meaningful development. Well, Doctor Lee, it is time you have to come back with what has been your life purpose first.
"Can I eat it? it looks so delicious, aren't you giving me the wrong one?" she asked, that voice broke my daydream
"No, I made it two servings. One for me and one for you, you don't mind, do you?" I asked with warmth for Aida to feel a sense of comfort, I'm sure the villain who had tortured her never said softly to her.
"Thank you, I'll eat it" she said, I saw Aida enjoying the steak
"Hows it? is delicious?" I said to melt the atmosphere.
"I don't know what to answer, I'm afraid the answer is.."Not finished he continued the sentence I immediately cut it off.
"It's okay, you can express your opinion when you want to" my timpal said
"Lezat.." said Aida in a very slow voice.
Honestly I could hardly hear her clearly but I knew she said that, for a moment my heart was like being doused in water after being filled with the flames of anger. Unable to express my happiness at the time, Aida looked at me and said...
"It's delicious... Thank you.." she said again in a louder voice, my smile cracking shortly after hearing it. That's the most beautiful word I've heard after the few years I've been through at the moment.
Moments after we finished eating the steak, I wanted to ask her a little
"I've read your file, no other data than your name. Would you like to tell me about you?" much
"I don't know what to answer, but that's all I know about myself" she replied
"Well, apart from Aida your name is , don't you remember where you came from?" ask me again
"No, I don't remember anything but Aida" she replied, I haven't asked Aida back to answer
"Precious gift..." Half whispered he told me, then he continued his words
"All I know is that Aida means a precious gift even though it seems that I am not a precious gift" she said, as I saw her eyes glazed over that made me not want to continue the question.
"Go back to your room, I want you to rest" I ordered for him
"Let me do my duty, I'll take care of this tableware immediately" Aida said in a fearful tone.
"No need, my command is to ask you to rest. You will not break my command right?" my tone was rather pressing at that moment, Aida's response was completely in line with what I imagined. She immediately left the dining room and headed for her room without a word, I felt a little guilty then.
Aida, it has the meaning of a precious gift.I don't know who gave it that name, I don't know, if it was his parents who gave him that name why they would sell this child so he got the nightmare. Besides I can't draw any conclusions, I'm a little tired of the inner ceremony because of the outflow of my emotions today. hopefully tomorrow I can learn more about Aida and get closer to solving this mystery.
