Fear Aida
Eight Years Ago
A young doctor with perfect achievements is a special doctor for the treatment of mental disorders, ranging from victims of child trafficking, violence, and sexual abuse. Lee, Doctor Lee was once known as a Psychiatric doctor. His achievements were undoubtedly, the many casualties he had mentally healed. Not even a few of the patients can return to normal life and start a new life full of happiness and avoid negative views of the world.
A success that makes a Lee soaring high with his arrogance. Yeah... Lee, the name of an arrogant doctor before finally turning into a doctor Andrews Hopkins. File number 102112 reveals my past.
***Eight Years Ago***
All my memories were revealed on Thursday night eight years ago, that night a party was being held in the witness and victim protection building. That's where I was with a face full of happiness and victory and arrogance along with other psychiatric doctor teammates, I was the main actor of the festive party.
"Congratulations on the success of Doctor Lee's hundredth time, we are happy to have you in this institution" doctor Han said as he asked me toast, he is a Chief Physician in this institution and is my mentor.
"Well thank you chief doctor Han, I don't deserve this honor" I said as I pressed my glass into Doctor Han's glass.
"Don't go down so low as Doctor Lee, our task has gotten easier since your presence. Honestly, my job was very hard before you joined us, Hahaha" Maggie's doctor chimed in with a very happy-sounding tone, he was my senior physician at this institution and served as the deputy chief physician.
I am a young doctor who is side by side with great senior doctors, then how can I not be arrogant and haughty with my achievements. The praise from the senior made me soar and feel if I was the best and the determinant of success.
"Doctor Maggie, thank you. It wouldn't have happened to me if there wasn't any help from you" I said
"No No. As a representative in this institution, Chief Physician Han gave me a tough task. The success of this institution is very difficult to penetrate sixty percent, but since there you we managed to increase it up to eighty-three percent in this year. You deserve this honor so much" Doctor Maggie said, then asked me to toast.
The party was boisterous that night the more I enjoyed myself with a feeling of pride, it is clear in my memory how I thought at that time that was the beginning of the soaring career of a doctor Lee. That's where I'll live and find my happiness.
"Thank you, I'm so honored for your praise" I said, and I pressed my glass against Maggie's doctor's glass
"Then what about the admission of a new member of the doctor from the university? can anyone give me a report? who's responsible for this? it was already three days late from his schedule" somewhat shouted Doctor Han saying that, his head to the right to the left like looking for someone
Not long after Doctor Han shouted, someone was seen running in shock - a crowd was approaching us. It was Dr. Mark who was also my senior when it came near, when it looked depressed and I knew he wasn't enjoying the party.
"Sorry Chief Doctor Han, we're actually getting into trouble about accepting new members" Dr Mark said
"What do you mean?" Doctor Han asked in a tone of wonder and pressure, actually Doctor Han is not a patient person and he is the head type who does not want to be blamed for anything.
"At the time of admission it was held there was only one person who applied, the severity of the task and the high responsibility for this profession that made the student waived to apply to this institution, I'm really sorry for that" Doctor Mark replied in a sad tone
"Haah.... indeed, in addition to our duty not to know the time, keeping people with such psychological burden makes us sometimes go crazy, is not that Doctor Lee?" in a somewhat joking tone Doctor Han said that while looking at me.
"Hahaha... There is a point as well, but what is more fun than when we succeed and find out our patients are able to start a new life in the community? I think it's even for our sacrifice" while raising my glass I said that
"You're really a dedicated doctor, cheers for Doctor Lee and his success" Doctor Han paid my highest respects at the party that night.
Such was the atmosphere of the hundredth celebration of my success, the team of doctors gave me credit for my dedication and outstanding achievements making the average change in success at this institution much better than in previous years.
It's been two days since the party, one afternoon in my office. I who was still struggling with the patient files was suddenly surprised by someone with a pile of new files, he said, a prosecutor came up to me and put countless files on my desk without feeling bad or anything when I got on my desk.
"What's this?" ask me in a joking tone
"Are you kidding me? haha.. sorry to trouble you for this" the prosecutor replied a little exhausted as it seemed, heard from his slightly interrupted breathing - breaking up while answering my question.
Actually, it often happens in my office, no wonder why I can achieve success to a hundred. The city I live in is indeed a city with a high crime rate, not infrequently children are victims. My place of work has also been too often published by the media so that the overflow of cases often comes to this place, of course because they want the victim to recover mentally and a good name for the city can also decorate the world's news.
"So..this is a new patient again? there is no stopping, yes" I said with a long sigh
"I'm also surprised, but yes my job is just to deliver this. I still have other business, so good afternoon and happy working Doctor Lee" the prosecutor said, leaving a mountain of these files with me in the study
I ignored the pile of new files and refocused on the files that were already in my hands, when this attention returned to the file I did not realize that someone had re-entered my work space. I was shocked again when the man said...
"Well new files again.The task here is very heavy yes... Doctor Lee, or should I call senior Andrews? hehe..."
That familiar voice broke my concentration, I immediately turned my eyes to stare at the source of the voice that was so eye-catching to me. Rachel.yeah she suddenly appeared out of nowhere, but I think because I was too focused at that time to not realize her presence. Well, that's Rachel's voice, I really knew her when we were both medical students.
"Looh you are.... Rachel, isn't she?" I tried to ascertain my memory, I remembered his voice but not his appearance at that time.
I was a little surprised and amazed by Rachel's change in appearance when I hadn't seen her for two years, I graduated first and we never saw each other again. Very different from the one I knew at the University, now she looks more feminine and also no longer wears thick glasses. Her hair she tied a horse with a side bangs is not what she used to be. His style of dress also changed, now look more fashionable and follow the times.
"Why? I'm different from two years ago since we last met huh? am I getting pretty now?" rachel asked in a teasing tone
"Are you still fond of teasing me, why did you come in here?" ask me as I put the file in my hand on the table and looked at Rachel, yes I admit at that time I was fascinated by her.
"I'm a new kid here, my ID card, now I can see you again" Rachel answered my question while showing her ID Card, her face looking happy at the time.
It turns out Rachel was the new child who during the party was mentioned by Dr. Mark, as far as I know Rachel was a student with good grades since on campus. He was my junior but my closeness to him used to make me know Rachel's academic grades, he also told me that he was very interested in working as a mental health doctor.
"Head Doctor, yes I have met or rather just met me" I said with a slight joke, Rachel seemed to smile shyly.
"Do you know each other?" ask Doctor Han who then enters the room
"He was my junior back at the University" I explained briefly
"And I would have had her boyfriend first if Doctor Lee hadn't been so nervous about declaring his love to me" Rachel said in a teasing tone
"Rachel!" I yelled at her a little but Rachel seemed to enjoy seeing my face that looked so embarrassed
"so yeah... Hmm, Alright... Doctor Rachel, you'll be in division with Doctor Lee. Welcome to join this Institution" Doctor Han firmly said that while thrusting his hand to greet Rachel's arrival
"Thank you" Rachel shook Doctor Han's hand and Doctor Han left the room.
"Yeey. we seem to be spending time together" Rachel looked at me and said.
"Well, how else, but working with me is hard" I threatened Rachel a little
"Ooh yes Doctor Lee, here there is no prohibition on the relationship of fellow Doctors in one institution. I just reminded him of that" Doctor Han chirped that I saw coming out just now - suddenly saying that with a little popping his head in front of the door, the jokes really made me embarrassed and a little misbehaved
A year has passed since the arrival of Rachel became my partner, my achievements are increasing and I managed to maintain my record with a hundred percent success rate. My success made me an arrogant and arrogant figure, I did not hesitate to take the patients of other doctors at that time and said as if - I would be the only one who could do the task - the task. I don't know since when my fellow doctors stayed away from me except for Chief Doctor Han and Rachel, who had been my lover for almost a year.
"Well... This is Daniel's file, you still live in one house with him?" rachel asked at the time with a few questions in my office
"Yes, I have hope for him. I don't know why I think he deserves to be a cop other than because of his ideals, his way of pursuing his dreams that makes me feel he will succeed later" I explained to Rachel
"I'm a little worried about Daniel, he lives in a family full of violence. If he were to become one with such power, wouldn't it be dangerous?" Rachel said that while sitting on my desk and looking at me
"No, I've known him far. He's not that type of person, deep down he's compassionate and dedicated to every responsibility I give him" I told Rachel.
Daniel.he was one of my patients who was allowed to get out of rehab but still had to be under my supervision to prepare him for the outside world and society, he said, that's why I brought her to live with me and take care of her with great dedication. Unlike the other patients, Daniel looks like a normal child in general. But the one thing that got him in my hands was when he beat up his own father until his father was in a hospital coma for months.
All that Daniel did to protect his sister from the torment of the father, Daniel who always lived with violence from his biological father was growing up with all the thoughts if violence is a reasonableness. His own mother had also died while giving birth to his sister, which is why Daniel loved his sister so much and he did everything to protect her. But on the day of the incident Daniel's sister had to die from being tortured by the father, after which Daniel beat his own father until he was in a coma and made Daniel go crazy.
From the top of my desk Rachel shifted her body closer to me then wrapped her hands around my neck which was still sitting on the back seat of the work desk
"But at the end of the day you're a little arrogant, my friends outside don't like the way you look Doctor Lee. I'm worried about you." said Rachel with a slight smile, I removed her hand from my neck and then stood up to a cupboard and threw a file at the table near Rachel.
"That's my pile of achievements, from which angle are you going to worry about me? without me the patient here would not be able to recover and be able to return to society as it is now" I chimed in an arrogant tone
"Hihihi, of course Doctor Lee, you are the best here" said Rachel laughing a little at me, not long there was someone who opened the door.
"Doctor Lee, what about your hundred and nine-nine patient? in this year you force yourself, you are like chasing a personal target. One hundred people in a year?" doctor Han asked in a friendly tone, Rachel simultaneously jumped off my desk.
"Sorry Chief Doctor, I didn't know you'd be here" he sounded embarrassed
"It's okay Doctor Rachel, young people are indeed full of embers of romance. Hahaha" joked Doctor Han who was very friendly at that time
"Daniel went well, I've also checked the patient file under the name Celline. It's easy for me, give me some time before the end of the year. He will soon re-blend with society" with full confidence I say that.
"Well, hopefully we can celebrate your two hundredth success this year and Doctor Lee I would like to ask you to focus on Celline and Daniel. The other doctors are a bit bothered with you being like this, until Celline and Daniel can be declared cured I hope you don't take over the other doctor's patients" with a stern tone Doctor Han said that while looking at me with a gaze like I was worried, I only slightly nodded back then and Doctor Han left my room
A few days after Celline had officially become my patient, my first meeting with Celline back then was a little strange. I was used to meeting new patients with expressions of fear, crying, shouting, and silence saying nothing. But Celline was different, she smiled at me who was meeting her, her eyes kind of received me well when we met and I was also with Rachel back then.
"Hey... Celline, how are you?" ask me with a little surprise while sitting in the front seat of Celline
"Hi.. I'm good so far" still with her smile Celline answered my question calmly.
"May I ask you about your biodata? I want to match with this file in my hand" I asked in a soft tone
"Sure.you can also match my case data now, I used to know about something like this at an event. They will ask about biodata and then the next few days ask about bad events that befall them. Is that how it works?" with a wide smile Celline said that and looked at me full of tenderness
Celline Ramora, a beautiful sixteen year old girl. White and have long straight hair blonde, the beauty is seen in both eyeballs Celline blue. The little girl seemed too pretty to have a mental breakdown.
I didn't feel anything bad at the time but Rachel held and slightly squeezed my shoulder, I was initially unaware of what made Rachel that way and my tragedy began when I didn't realize what Rachel was trying to sign and tell me.
