Fear Aida

Nightmare Nightmare?

It's the first day I'll be staying at this institution along with Aida, Charlotta and a few other patients, it's actually not too bad to live here... moreover, the rooms available also have complete facilities and are also comfortable, only I am still not familiar with the atmosphere. It feels like I am also part of those who are experiencing mental disorders until I have to be treated here, that's how I feel every time I go out - into a room that has been specially made for me.

My room was next to Aida's and Charlotta's, coincidentally in the sati corridor when it was only me, Aida and Charlotta who occupied the available rooms. The rest are on the upper and lower floors of our floors, it seems like this is a special policy from Mr. Robert to keep me comfortable here. I don't know when we'll stay here, I'm just thinking about how to meet Daniel. Indirectly I have a responsibility to solve this problem, because Rachel said at that time said if I was the reason Daniel to do this excessive action.

"Not slept?" asked Charlotta who had been out of the question since when to open the door of my room, I turned to look at her and slightly gasped. I seemed to be daydreaming earlier, I sat on the edge of the bed and I don't know how long I've been silent in this position....

After Aida and I hugged and forgave each other this afternoon, I had already lived a few hours of my new life in this institution. As a patient, I also can not get out of the building even if it is just walking - walk. All the hours I spent until nightfall and we decided to go to sleep, I parted ways with Aida and Charlotta and daydreamed in my room.

"Well, what's up, Charlotta?" I patted both cheeks with my hand.

"Yaa~ you know, sleeping in a new place does not always make me able to sleep asleep just like that." he replied as he walked into the room after closing the door, I sighed and I looked at his face.

"Aren't you supposed to feel tired? you are new to this day and I brought you here immediately, you did not have time to rest with all our activities" I said along with Charlotta who sat beside me, he stared at the window of the room that directly led to a skyscraper not far from this institution building.

"Hey... Isn't our position really dangerous?" charlotta asked, suddenly she said something that frightened me.

"What are you talking about?!" my question was a little snapping, he pointed at the window as if asking me to come with him staring at a skyscraper that might be more than ten kilometers away.

I looked over at the building from behind the bedroom window, in the dark of the night when the skyscrapers we saw together looked so magnificent with lights that lit up. I didn't understand what Charlotta said back then, "What's the same building? why does Chalotta feel like we're in such a dangerous position after staring at the building? is he fucking me?" ask in my heart

"Aren't we easy targets for snipers if the killer is hiding on one floor in the building in front of us when we sleep?" ask Charlotta back, I chuckled and then sighed before answering her question.

"You're too paranoid, we're more than ten kilometers away from the building. No weapon is able to get to this room, even if there is a Sumrak type from Russia but the effective distance is only four kilometers" I replied as I looked at him, he looked at me when I was done with my words.

"Hey... There are still types of Havoc from Russia as well which reportedly can penetrate seven kilometers" he said in an annoyed tone, I immediately scrunched my forehead hearing Charlotta's words.

Charlotta for me is a woman who is feminine with a job as a shop owner, her figure looks unlikely to know the type - the type of weapon like that. "Where does he know about these types of weapons? did I miss something about Charlotta that I've known well for almost eight years?" I asked in my heart, I looked at him with a look of astonishment.

"Why look at me like that?" tanyanya was upset

"You.. know where things like that come from?" turning me to ask in a tone of astonishment, at that moment Charlotta laughed out loud - bawling with my question.

"I told you that I used to go to the Shooting Club, so I knew you.." Not yet finished Charlotta said, I cut her off.

"Stop lying to me!!" timpal me with a snap, Chalotta immediately jerked with my snaps.

"Who are you really?! why do you know things like that?! and again, why are you too brave to risk betting your life like this?!!" I asked again with a clash, but at that time Charlotta seemed to be deliberately silent to give me time to calm the heart and also the mind.

For a moment we were silent and I was able to return to calm, the silence of this room allowed me to think clearly. "What did I just say? why are my emotions so often out of control? am I not a psychologist? why do I feel like a person with a mental disorder?" in my heart, I took my breath in - deep and then exhaled slowly.

"Sorry Charlotta, I was a little confused.." I said regretfully, Chalotta smiled and gently stroked my head.

"Relax..: you are not alone, if there is anything. You can tell me everything, I will try to help you as well as I can..." I thought with a tone that sounded so soothing

I was swept away in the comfort Charlotta gave me, for some reason every stretch of her hand in my head seemed to sweep away all my bad thoughts about everything. I unconsciously leaned this head onto Charlotta's shoulder, without feeling my tears arrive - it flowed profusely. I didn't say anything at the time, but Charlotta seemed to know what I was burdening.

"It's okay.it's not all your fault, you're just being tested with all your own accomplishments. Shadowed by your personal ambitions.You can still fix everything, Andrews.. rise up.. Eliminate your feelings of guilt and you can definitely solve this..." charlotta said and I gasped

Jolted at the reflection of sunlight through the glass window managed to warm me. At that time I realized that the sun was already in a high enough position...

I turned left to look for Charlotta in my closed room but she was not there, I got out of the bed and approached the window to open the curtains covering the sunlight. When I opened it, these eyes were immediately fixed on the skyscraper that was right in front of my bedroom window. I tried to estimate its position to what extent armed with science guess - I guess, I looked at the building until a while passed...

"I'm sure it's over ten kilometers." I muttered.

Aah yaa, it seems like Charlotta's words last night managed to penetrate my brain and change my way of thinking to make me also think about the possibility that happened in accordance with Charlotta's words.

"It was over ten kilometers, it was about eighteen kilometers away" chirped someone behind me, I was startled then immediately turned to stare at the source of the voice.

Behind the slightly open door I saw Rachel, she looked confused looking at me. Maybe it was because I was in excessive shock and I'm sure it wasn't Rachel's intention to surprise me, that I was trying to manage my gasping breath while thinking "Why am I being too careless? I could have lost my life so easily if I kept going like this".

"You... okay, doctor Lee?" rachel asked as she walked over to me

I saw Rachel's face that seemed to worry about me, but isn't that an exaggeration because I'm a psychiatric doctor or I still can't control myself so well that Rachel shows her such attitude?

"Well, I'm fine." I replied.

"Why are you interested in the distance of the building? is there a problem?" ask her again who seems more curious

"Well, last night Charlotta and I talked about.." I wasn't done yet, Rachel interrupted me.

"Ooh, so you guys were in one room last night?" his dream sounded angry

"Rachel, come on. This is not the time for jealousy - jealousy is like that" I replied with a sigh.

"Well it's easy for a man to leave his woman for reasons like that" he sounded so angry at me

"Rachel. I really didn't think you'd be waiting for me for eight years, you're beautiful, talented, smart, and have a good career... you don't have to wait for a loser like me" I said, it seems like I have to solve this problem right now.

"Classic" when Rachel said it

"Then what do you want me to be like now?" I asked him, for a moment we looked at each other.

"How far along are you with her?" the question pressed down on me, I sighed again when I heard her question.

Well, it looks like I've been wrong to ask Rachel a question, I'm faced with a very difficult situation right now. Meeting Rachel wasn't what I expected but her existence did help me a lot, but I also couldn't deny Charlotta's presence by my side at the moment. I think I'm really going to start the day with a bad start.

"Rachel, I've been feeling very depressed for eight years. I don't have time to think about things like that, trust me" I replied

"Don't believe her, she teased me a few times" Charlotta interrupted my conversation with Rachel.

Along with me and Rachel turned to look at Charlotta who was standing near the open door, right next to her was Aida who was looking at me with her confused face. He was too innocent to understand things like this, of course what Rachel and Charlotta were saying right now left him confused.

"She's hard to believe" Rachel said

"Charlotta, come on, don't make things worse" I asked him

"Aida, you know that the doctor used to tease me" Charlotta said asking for support from Aida, at which time Aida just smiled shyly - embarrassed.

"Charlotta!" I snapped, as Charlotta laughed, followed by Aida's little laugh.

"So what do you guys have to do with this?!" snapped Rachel

"Yah~ you heard myself that me and Dr. Andrews had no relationship, even though we were close to each other because they were betrothed by someone. I'm single and she's single, so it's no surprise that me and Dr. Andrews were close to each other" Charlotta replied with a small laugh, somehow it felt so strange to hear Charlotta's answer.

"Aida, is it really like that?" rachel asked Aida, just shaking her head a few times.

"Rachel, stop asking Aida about this embarrassing thing!" my timpals with a snap

"Huh! oh!" ketus Rachel said as she walked out of the room carrying Aida

"You guys, it's meal time" Rachel said as she passed with Aida at the time

Rachel's departure slightly reduced the burden of my mind for a while, the two women had at least stopped to fuss over things that were not important to me because right now my goal was to become a doctor for Aida and return to being a doctor Lee as the late doctor Han wished

Now that Charlotta and I were left in the room, we fell silent as Charlotta watched Rachel and Aida walk away. Slowly Charlotta looked at me, smiling and leaving the room. But immediately I ran up to him and pulled his arm so that he would stop walking, at which time I might overstretch his arm until it made Charlotta's body turn to look at me.

"Andrews..?" Chalotta was so shocked by my actions

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it this hard" I replied regretfully, I took my hand off her arm.

"What's wrong?" tanyanya curious

"Hey... about last night.." I replied.

"Last night? what happened last night?" charlotta asked back in confusion, I was surprised by her attitude as if last night between me and her not having a conversation.

"Whatchu mean? you... last night, right.." I was confused by the facial expression Charlotta showed before me, as if she was completely confused by what happened last night.

I pulled his arm to bring him into my room to the window, where I pointed to a skyscraper not far from the institution without saying anything. Charlotta looked at the building with a confused face and then slowly her eyes turned to me, with her face she asked...

"What's wrong with that building? why did you tell me to look at it?" tanyanya astonishment

Then I heard the question, how could Charlotta forget the thing she said last night about her feeling threatened to get an attack from the direction of the skyscraper near us. "What really happened last night? was I dreaming that night? no.. It doesn't make sense, Charlotta must be pranking me right? Of course it was a dream since it was impossible for a woman like Charlotta to know about those types of weapons!" that question came into my head.

"You went to my room last night and said we were in danger while pointing at the building.." I said with doubt, but I'm sure last night Charlotta and I talked together until I fell asleep.

At that moment Charlotta laughed out loud - bahak listen to my words, then she patted my shoulder quite hard and looked at me with a look of the face that she used to look when she was satisfied to prank me. I smiled at him and really felt bullied by him this time, there was a sense of relief because he was just pranking me.

"Andrews, stop saying weird things. I don't understand what you're saying, because last night I was so tired that I fell asleep right after I got to my room" she said, helping me out...