Fear Aida
De Javu
Six days have passed, all went well without any significant problems. Every day I met Aida at the institution and as usual Rachel kept me company to take care of Aida. No, I mean I accompanied Rachel to take care of Aida because I'm not officially a doctor here. About the competency exam it will happen on the sixth day I am here, and now the time has come.
All I've been preparing for a few days ago, Rachel also helped me to recall all the psychological theories that I had studied before. It is quite difficult indeed to recall the knowledge that I have long left, but I did not experience significant difficulties. Everything was going perfectly, I was already preparing to go towards the institution with all my preparations being very mature.
In the morning just as my competency exam was about to be held, I walked out of the house to the DB parked by the side of the road right in front of the house excitedly. These footsteps stepped without the slightest doubt, I drove the car towards the institution. When I got there I parked the car and immediately got into the building and went straight to the counselling room, right there at the entrance of the counselling room I saw Aida and Rachel waiting for me, with a smile they welcomed me.
"For the Doctor...." Aida greeted me, I stroked her head while giving my best smile
"A ready? Doctor Robert is testing you right away, I know you're great but I need to remind you..." Not done yet Rachel finished the sentence I cut
"Everything you have taught me makes me better prepared than the first time I experienced this, I remember all the messages and words you said this week. Let me thank you from my deepest heart for you. I was ready for the exam this time, I made sure there was no longer a proud and arrogant Doctor Lee" I excitedly assured that, Rachel hugged me and let go of her embrace calmly
"The spirit is.." said Rachel.
The first step of Dr. Lee's return, I entered the room. In the room I saw only Doctor Robert sitting behind the table and he was ready to test me, my arrival at that time made Doctor Robert smile and I returned his smile as I walked closer to the right seat in front of him.
"Are you ready, Doctor Lee?" doctor Robert asked, Our eyes met with an eye without a doubt.
"Yes, I'm ready.sorry Doctor Robet, is there only you here?" ask me for wonder
"It's a special test, I'm testing you specifically" Doctor Robert told me as he prepared some papers and put them right in front of me
"I know you already understand the stages of the test, there are four cameras with microphones here that will record our activities here, are you ready?" doctor Robert asked as if to confirm my readiness
Right, I've been very familiar with all the stages of the exam to become a psychiatric doctor. Almost nine years ago here I was with doctor Han as his examiner. The difference at that time did not make me a special participant because many other doctors took the test. This atmosphere is not much different and I'm sure it definitely got away with a series of test stages being tested.
"I'm ready" I replied confidently
My competency exam was really time-consuming and full of pressure, I had to pass several competency exams that would determine my readiness as a psychiatric doctor and deeper than that I also had to make sure any pressure would not get me out of control. I just can't go back to being Lee's arrogant, haughty doctor, Rachel's advice makes me feel like I can handle it. Six hours have passed, finally all my exams have been completed.
"Congratulations, you've completed Doctor Lee's test sequence. The results will be given me a week since the test is done" said Doctor Robert congratulated me and invited me to shake hands, I welcome his hand and I hold it tightly.
"Thank you Doctor Robert, I hope I can help you with your work here soon" I said with a smile
"Of course I'll be very happy when that time comes" Dr. Robert said, leaving me in the room.
As soon as this body felt limp to the point of making me sit in my chair earlier, this test I had never even imagined before even though this was not my first time. Feeling relieved and tense raging, I also can't wait for the results of my test. Not long after, I saw Aida's head emerge from behind the slightly open door and she looked at me. Little laugh I saw him then I gave him a gesture to let him into the room, Aida smiled as she ran over to me.
"Is it done? Doctor tired? I can get you a glass of water if the doctor needs it" Aida said in a voice that sounded spoiled, I stroked her head gently and filled with a happy feeling to see Aida so calm here.
"I just felt exhausted, but seeing your smile made that feeling disappear in an instant. Where's Doctor Rachel? he's not accompanying you?" ask me while watching around
"Miss Rachel said she came home to make the doctor's favorite bolognese sauce paste and told me to wait for the doctor here so that the doctor wouldn't go anywhere until Miss Rachel came back with the paste" Aida told me
"Well...here the atmosphere is not comfortable, how about we play in the park?" invite me at that time, but not yet Aida answered my invitation to arrive - suddenly Rachel opened the door hard and her eyes look worried and shrouded in fear.
"What's Rachel?" I was a little panicked to see Rachel like that
"Come on, there's something serious you should know" Rachel replied showing her panic.
Aida and I immediately followed Rachel to the patient's meeting room in the building where there was a television there, Rachel turned on the television and searched for the latest news that was being broadcast live. From the television screen I saw a house that was burning violently this afternoon, faintly I knew where the fire was going.
***tv Tvoice***
"... From this explosion we are still unable to confirm whether or not there were any casualties, we are still focused on putting out the fire" said a firefighter who was being interviewed by reporters
"Good, happy work. That's how the viewers, the explosion and fire is very surprising to all of us. as we have informed earlier, this is the home of the State Police Chief General Simon Dalton.." explained the Reporter.
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Naturally I asked myself that, like repeating the tragedy of Mr. West, the two events were almost similar. They were the police chiefs with whom I had a close relationship and before my death they both gave me an enigma I had never thought of. Is it really because of Aida? is this all related to Aida? or even Daniel Osborn in accordance with the suspicions of Mr Simon?!
I ran to the counselling room and looked for my cell phone which I had placed in the bag on the table, with it I tried to call Mr. Simon's number to ask him how he was doing. There's a glimmer of hope in my heart if Mr. Simon survives because he's not at home, my expectations are high for that.
"Sorry the number you are going to is not active" said the operator when I called Mr. Simon, I still tried it many times but the operator's answer was always the same.
"Damn!!! what exactly is this!!!" I shouted as I kicked the table,
In the midst of the panic I remembered the incident when Aida would be taken by Rick and Shane where Aida was like defending Daniel from Rick and Shane's accusations, "Aida must know something!" I said in my heart. I walked back to the gathering room where Aida and Rachel were. The two were still watching the television with the headlines of the great fire at Mr. Simon's house, so close I immediately pulled Aida's hand and carried her into her room.
"Doctor.." Aida's tone sounded startled at the time, but I didn't mind
"Andrews! what's up?" rachel asked me angrily, but I knew she was also astonished by what I did to Aida.
Rachel just followed me then without trying to stop what I was doing, I continued to take Aida into her room and sit her in the chair in the room. Seemed so frightened Aida's eyes looked at my face, I didn't know what my expression was like but I realized I was scaring her. For a moment I took a deep breath and patted my face with both hands for the facial expression that made Aida afraid to leave immediately, I felt that I had calmed down a bit.
"Aida. I'm asking you for help this time" I said in a soft tone trying as quietly as possible in front of Aida.
"What is Andrews?! you scared him!!" rachel's question sounded angry at me and her snapping made Aida delay to answer my question.
"Doctor.." Aida's tone of voice trembled, her countenance was clearly frightened. Aida's attitude made me realize that I failed to calm myself down, but I had no choice but to interrogate Aida who I thought she knew something and she must be valuable to Daniel.
"Damn!!" I shouted as I hit - I hit my head on the table
Rachel pulled my hand and led me out of Aida's room, in one of the corridors, when Rachel stopped walking and looked at me in anger. I understood his attitude, but he did not understand what was a burden on my mind. This is not just a mental health problem, but there are lives that have so many times floated. It's all happened since Daniel left Aida to me, I'm sure that's when it started to feel awkward.
"Explain to me, what the hell was that?!" rachel asked a little snapping at me
"You won't understand, only Aida and I know about this" I replied briefly
"You're gonna be like this again? involve me if it's about you, I'll help you" Rachel said, still pressing on me
I kept staring at Rachel for a while before I finally explained the beginning of meeting Aida until I was here, there is nothing I have missed about what happened to me since I met Aida. But Rachel was petrified and did not make any comments when I finished telling her everything, I'm sure Rachel was confused.
"That's how, all these threads started with Aida and Daniel" I said
"So Daniel. again.." Rachel muttered in a frightened tone
"What do you mean again?" I was surprised Rachel said another word when Daniel's name was called.
"She used to arrive - arriving inside my house with a gun pointed at me" Rachel appeared to be seated as she stared at the floor holding her head, I know he's rewinding the memory of the incident when he met Daniel.
"What's? So you've met him?! when?!" ask me again
"If it fits your story, it happens two weeks before you meet him. Daniel snuck into my house and threatened me with a gun. He asked me to give him a copy of this patient's data for the past year and asked me to match it to the files he was carrying, the files he was carrying were the case files that his witnesses and victims brought here" Rachel explained in a frightened tone
"Then? did he say anything to you?" ask me again
I'm not going to let that series of stories pass even if in a matter of seconds, I want to know what really happened to Daniel and Aida. But one thing I can say is that my composure is completely exhausted and I'm back it's hard to control myself who is a psychiatric doctor.
"He just said... The world you dream of will be made... Andrews, what did you tell Daniel that time?" Rachel looked at me sharply
Rachel's eyes brought me back to the memory I made with Daniel. A lot of questions that finally disturbed my mind, trying to calm down amid the confusion that befell me. I forced myself to recall what I had said to Daniel. " The world I dreamed of "do I ever really say that to Daniel? if so, why did I forget that sentence so easily, then what did Daniel mean by it? is it true that all the strings that have occurred since his arrival have come back to see me in contact with Daniel?
Daniel Osborn, what's really going on inside you? what are you planning? are you my second failure after Celline?
