Faithfulness
BOUNDS
Destroyed everything! Ah egoku is very disturbing my common sense, must have hurt his feelings.
I am tired in the middle of being sick. My ego is bigger than my love. Maybe this is what I need to change.
"El, you're inside. "Pio's voice came from outside my room.
"Come on, I'm inside." I told him to come in
"You again what bro. How are you still sleeping?" He immediately opened the door of the room..
" I'm not feeling well, bro. " I said who felt unwell.
My body immediately grew shivering after the door opened wide. I pulled the blanket over my entire body without remaining while sleeping bent down.
"Let me take you to the hospital. " Tell him without hearing my answer, he opened his blanket and I got up and got ready to go to the nearest hospital.
When I got there, I had to stay in the hospital. Because I was diagnosed with typhoid. I finally had to be willing to stay in the hospital.
That morning at about 10 a.m., Pio called my mother, to let me know that I was sick and in the hospital.
"Varel you're sick what son, you just come back here after a bit healthy, then mom send her plane money. " Task my mother in a panic after hearing my news.
"It's okay buk, I'm fine, I can't go home buk. I still have a buk college. The doctor said I was typhoid and needed rest. " My answer was to convince my mother that in the end my mother accepted it..
"A lot of rest, son, do not think about strange things so as not to get sick more. Mom and Dad always pray for you. Later in the afternoon I send a little money to pay for hospital fees and for your needs there, son. " Tell Mother to advise me. My mother also knew that if I sleep always slow because it is always in front of the laptop to make poetry and stories.
"Thank you ma'am. May you and dad be healthy there, too, "I feel a little sorry for my mom and dad and they're definitely worried about me here. But for me that is life and the path of observation, must be able to get through any problems that occur.
"Tell me again if you're better, son. Mother hang up the phone" said my mother.
"It's buk. Thank ye. " I answered my mother's orders. At that time I really thought about family, but I was sure that no one would want to get sick. If it comes, as someone must be wise to get through it, that is what can be said as an independent human being.
After my mother's phone closed, I was lying limp on the bed. Pio accompanied me, he sat down while playing a mobile phone beside my bed. Not a single word came out between the two of us at that moment. Suddenly my phone shook beside my arm. I picked up the phone without seeing who was calling at the time.
Hallo-o. El why are you lying to me. Pio said you were being treated at the Hospital?" Said Lia angry at me. I just kept quiet, couldn't speak anymore.
"I'm there now." Said added.
"No, you can't come here, do you remember that thing at the park? You say you're no longer going to look for me or come near me? Isn't it because you don't really love me?" I said with a huge ego. But again thinking of the things that would scare me when he really hated me even more.
"NO. NO.! No need for friends to be here, let alone people who have left me." I said a little harsh to him.
"Alright, sorry to bother you." He turned off his phone.
"Such is the woman after she leaves the one who loves her, she will dare to say so. Don't you remember how I was in the park, I was so devastated. I may be asked to fight for you, but I hate if, someone asks for that person too, who comes back to worry about that person. In the midst of my struggle, what I wanted to let me come for him was not him for me." I said in the hospital room.
Pio who heard that could only fall silent without even speaking in the room.
"Sorry Pio. I don't want you to talk to Lia about anything. If you find me dead today, it's enough for you and your family, along with God who knows it." I said that by looking directly at Pio's face.
"Alright, sorry if I had told Lia just now, which I thought, if I told her, you'd be happy if Lia worried about you." Pio said as he looked at me with a depressed tone of voice.
"I'm honestly happy if she worries about me. But for now, I don't want to look weak in front of him. Until I find it even as a girlfriend, it'll go on for the next." My answer was to affirm to Pio. I, who was then covered in my ego, was unable to fight the pain I was experiencing, to tell him in such a way.
Hearing that, Pio did not speak in the slightest. All he knows is that I must be very serious about it. He and I didn't make a sound after I said that.
LIA
Why would he lie to me, he said he was fine. I said in my heart while taking the phone to contact him.
"Hallo. Why are you lying to me. Pio said you were being treated at the Hospital?" I'm there now." I'm angry at Varel. I didn't think about it a month ago I promised I wouldn't find out about it and forbade him from finding out about me.
"No.! You can't come here, do you remember you're going to the park? You say you're no longer going to look for me or come near me? Isn't it because you don't really love me? " His answer made me very frightened if he meant it and no longer fought for me.
"I came as a friend, not as a girlfriend, remember that!" Say it with a little loud voice. To cover that.
"NO. NO.! No need for friends to be here, let alone people who have left me." Answer again. I felt ashamed and guilty about trying it. I honestly suffered a lot hearing about it. I wanted to cry as hard as I could because what I did ended up like this.
"Alright, sorry to bother you." I said shut the phone.
I was just sitting in front of my room. I'm really worried and upset. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I tried it again by contacting Pio, to ask for his help.
"Pio, please make him accept me there. I'm so worried." My text message to Pio.
But the message received no answer at all. Maybe Pio had also been banned for telling me things about him. On that day, I really thought and feared that he hated me. I went to my room and there I cried asking God to help me, so that Varel with me could reunite as soon as he changed.
