Faithfulness

SENSE OF CHANGE

VARELS

My feelings are messed up, but if I think about it again, I really have no right anymore, to vent my jealousy for that. Chiko and I were silent.

My clock lyrics on the wall show almost 5 p.m. I get my phone again, I want to see the video Chiko sent me once again.

After I saw and heard what the two of them said in the video.. I was always hit. But it is not the name of a man if he is unable to bear this burden.is not a problem that must always be imposed on himself but how to overcome the problem.

I took the initiative to send the video to Lia and Pio. And after that, I promised myself, if after sending it I would immediately delete the video from my phone and ask Chiko to delete it as well. So that no more thoughts shadow me as long as I go through my activities as usual tomorrow.

I have promised in myself not to meet or talk to Lia anymore. I will make sure that it will not be a problem for me. Although alone but I'm sure my best friend never hesitate to leave me alone bear.

I opened Lia and Pio's contacts and finally I sent the video, leaving a message that read

"Blessed as long as you want, I won't interrupt and divide what you want to connect to."

The message did not show my turmoil, but I was sure with the message, I made sure that Lia would feel what I was feeling right now. I'm sure of it. "

" Chi, Chiko," Call me to Chiko who is then struck by a voice from outside the room door.

"Excuse me sir, I'm in. " It turned out that a nun was about to check on me.

"Alright sus, please." I answered the sister.

"Sir this same food drink for tonight. Tomorrow morning you have to be ready because you can go home to rest at home. For his Hospital fee, there was someone who had come to pay, his name was Mr. Varly, he lived in an area a bit far from here, sir." Nurse conveys.

"OK sus, that's my sister. " I said reply.

"Alright, then I go out first sir, Mari." Greet the nurse with a smile.

"Alright sus, thank you Sus."

"Well, you're welcome sir. " Say him as he passes.

"Chiko, now you delete that video!" I said to Chiko again, because it had been cut off at first because of the arrival of the sisters.

"So I deleted it. " Reply answer.

"Okay, then." Shut me down to Chiko, who turned out to have deleted it when she sent it to me.

"El, bsok early in the morning you've been allowed to go home. Now I want to go home first, change clothes keep taking the car so that tomorrow he goes home with the car. Not hard on the road. " Say to me.

" Just use the motor, bro, don't bother. " I replied so he wouldn't have to think about it..

"After that, bring food later huh bro. I'm lazy to look at this Hospital food, let alone eat it." I answered her laughter.

"Alright, I'll say good first, bro." Chiko said to come home soon.

"Be careful on the journey." Said warning.

"Well, yeah. " I replied in a small voice from outside the room.

As soon as Chiko was about to go home, I turned off my phone and tried to sleep, even though thoughts were floating around. But I force it, however I must sleep for today. So that tomorrow I can wake up from my sleep, with a fresh and healthy body, when I want to go home to the boarding house. I looked back at the clock at 6, so when I went to bed when Chiko came, I ate and took the medicine.

LIA

On my way back to Kosan. I saw Pio standing next to the bank ATM in front of my campus. I, who wanted to go home at that time, had to be delayed because I remembered that thing when Chiko saw me. I don't want the same thing to happen twice.

But at that time, fortunately, my motorbike, I did not park in front of the campus yard. So I walked around in a direction, towards the side parking lot of the campus to pick up my bike and hurried to go home, so as not to be seen by Pio.

I didn't know what made me do Pio like, which I felt, he was like he was trying to get close to me. It was clear in my heart, if he might want to get close to me. Even though I didn't want to, he always insisted that I should want what he asked for.

I quickly put on my helmet and mask, so he wouldn't know me if he met me. I also walked at speed as usual.

At that time there was no other way, other than walking around and back as well as the front yard of the campus, passing through him. Although my feelings are full of doubt. Fortunately, he did not see me at the time.

When I got out and was on the big road, I raised the speed of my bike. I can't wait to contact Varel.

Hopefully he's waiting for me, I said in my heart while glancing at my watch which has shown 6 hours past 20 minutes.

From college to my boarding school will take 10 minutes, so I am not worried if today I can contact Varel.

When I got to the kos. Without changing my clothes, I just took my phone that had been stuck on my desk and walked to my bed to call Varel.

When I opened my phone, I saw Varel sending a video of a short message inside.

I quickly opened it without waiting any longer. Looking at the message, my hands trembled holding my phone.

"What does this mean?" I asked in my heart who was beginning to feel doubt.

Without a second thought, I immediately ventured to play the video. Which suddenly made me surprised, it turns out my feelings from earlier were not wrong if Chiko found me with Pio in the parking lot earlier.

My feelings at that time, be afraid of losing it. Seeing her message that seemed to have given up on me, made me feel so crazy. I was so panicked, my hands were so trembling that my phone slipped out of my grasp and fell to the floor.

"Blessed as long as you want, I won't interrupt and divide what you want to connect to."